Gold Circle Membership

Gold Circle Membership

Enter the Gold Circle 


Before I tell you about the Gold Circle, let me give you a little preface and a little warning.  Then if you are still interested, you can read all the details about the program.  This isn’t a learning program.  It is for people who are serious about letting go and getting free.  I created a space for letting go because no one supports letting go in the real world; most people don’t have friends and family who are letting go.  People hit roadblocks without some support or validation.  They hit walls that they can’t get around.  That is the real benefit of my websites.  I’ve got the tips and tricks to get you through the tough spots so you don’t give up.  You’ll hear others ask questions that you have too.  If you can’t find the answer, you can comment on the articles, and I’ll answer your question.

If you just read the material and don’t let go, your mind will get less free, not more.  If you aren’t willing to invest time, as long as it takes, then this isn’t for you.  Occasionally, people come along and sign up for a month.  You aren’t going to get this in a month.  Don’t waste your $50.  How long it takes depends on what you’ve done before.  The more New Age, religion, psychology, or eastern studies you’ve done, the longer initiation takes.  You have to undo all that brainwashing.  I hate to be the one to tell you that, but those things are all programming…you get more beliefs and level confusion when you study those things.  What you did in the past took you away from your True Self.  So you have to dive into initiation with the notion that you are going to work at it and incorporate it into your life.  You can’t try to just get it done and mark it off your to do list.

The Gold Circle and the Creative Leadership program are for support.  I push you along at a quicker speed because I’ve been there.  I expose beliefs that people hold to be true, but aren’t true at all.  I decode popular stories and movies to point out common tricks and traps.  I wish I could let go for others, but I can’t.  I can only pave the way.  So this isn’t a get free quick program.  I just want you to understand that.  What I can say for sure is that if you really participate you are going to let go of beliefs that you thought for sure were true, and then you’re going to come to KNOW YOURSELF in a way that you never thought was possible.

What I do would be easy if others didn’t lie, and promise things that are pie in the sky, but they do.  So people come to my programs with horrible misconceptions.  They want freedom now.  They are so tired of the struggle.  I get that.  I felt that way too when I started this.  But it took as long as it took.  It took us a long time to make such a mess of our minds.  Now we have to pay the price to get out.  I charge for this membership site because I spend all my time doing it, seven days a week.  It is my passion, but also my job.  When people really apply what I suggest, they get their money back so many times over.  It is an investment in themselves that pays dividends for the rest of their life.


You’ve always had the answers to everything you needed to know. You just didn’t realize it.  There is no need to learn the truth; and in actuality, when you learn the truth from someone else, you turn the truth, which is very powerful, into a powerless belief.  


Why the Gold Circle?

Make sure you read that quote in blue carefully.  I say it all the time, but people rarely get what I’m saying.  You have the truth within, you really do.  You had it when you are born, and you covered it up.  I can’t give you the truth.  I can only help you to see what is false.  I can push you in the direction of that truth, and prompt you to let go.  But to get there, you have to strip away the second-cause beliefs that you have labeled true in the past; and you probably have more than you think you do.  Most of us are shocked at what we find in our minds when we start to really let go.  The Gold Circle is about pushing the pedal to the metal.  It’s not easy to do; so you have to really, really want freedom…almost more than you want air.  If you really want it, and are wiling to let go of anything, then you can have it.

Now that you’ve read the free material, and have done some letting go, you probably have lots of questions.  It’s common.  That’s not a fault of initiation.  The questions are the result of everything in your past that didn’t make sense.  Often people like what I write because it provides logical reasons for why things are the way they are.  I can explain the very complex and sticky illusion.  But reasons don’t help you get free.  They actually keep your beliefs in place.  Reasoning is a trap if it isn’t used properly.  Sadly, most people are trained to believe logical reasons.  So I keep reminding you to let those reasons go.  I explain the illusion so you don’t beat yourself up for having accepted common beliefs.  I want you to see how you got stuck.  But then you have to let go of the beliefs that caused you to look for the reason.  The seeking is a sign to let go, not a sign to put more in your mind.  By choice or by force, you followed teachers or authorities who gave you knowledge that veiled your True Self.  People gave you answers or reasons that were false, but popular.  It happens to everyone.  But we don’t have to stay stuck in the illusion just because it is popular.  We have the right to choose freedom and let go of our beliefs.

Once people find Gateway To Gold, they realize that it’s possible for life to actually make sense.  They want the answers now…to satisfy that painful hunger.  I try to keep you from starving to death; but if I just give you all the answers, I’ll satiate your hunger for you.  I must keep you hungry enough that you’ll let go, and go for freedom.  The goal is for you to eventually find all of your own answers within your own Self.  That has been my challenge in writing and creating the Gold Circle.  If you remember that freedom, not learning, is the desired result, you’ll understand why my writing is the way it is.  I’m writing to push your beliefs to the surface, not to teach you.  But I can’t do that in the free material.  I don’t know who is going to find any one of my articles.  I can’t put a warning on each article.  I don’t know the order in which they will read those articles.  I don’t even know if they give a damn about freedom or if they just searched for something and stumbled upon my blog.  To get to the deep exposure that frees people, I had to create something which could be choosen deliberately and consciously.

Everyone has been well trained to listen to other people.  I don’t want to be someone that you listen to or learn from.  I want the Gold Circle, and my role in it, to provide the unconditionally loving space that you need to let go of the false knowledge that you’ve accumulated, so that you can return to your True Self.  I’m not your teacher, healer, guru, mentor, parent, therapist, or spiritual guide.  Make sure you are VERY clear about that.  So I’m not your answer bitch.  I’m not going to solve your problems.  As you go through the material, you will learn how to solve your own problems.  I’m just the leader for this site.  I hold the vision.  I care that you get free.  I know mental and emotional freedom is possible.  I have found a lot of the tricks that make letting go so damn hard.  It’s insane really.  Letting go is a natural thing; and I hope to prove that to you in the Gold Circle.  I know that we are supposed to live our own version of Heaven on Earth…all of us.  But you can’t do that with beliefs; beliefs have no power of their own.  That’s why believers form groups.  You must let go to get to Heaven on Earth; and you haven’t been doing that, or you wouldn’t still be seeking answers.

You have to clean up your own mind and world view.  I can’t do that for you.  I write in a way that exposes beliefs that most people never even question.  That’s the purpose of the Gold Circle.  When you realize that something that you’ve believed isn’t true, it rises to the surface of your mind.  You feel the related emotions.  Often you think the emotions mean that belief is true, but that is the primary lie.  Now you can let the belief go.  I haven’t proven it false; your emotions have proven it false.  So the Gold Circle isn’t about learning; it’s about teasing your beliefs out of hiding so you can hear them and let them go.  That being said, you are going to feel your emotions.  You are going to have to be very honest with yourself.  AND you are going to have to be patient.  There is nothing else that is comparable to what I’m sharing.  Many people sound similar to what I say, but they don’t teach letting go.  So they aren’t similar.  Usually, they just have a different belief system; one that you’ve never heard of before.

Your True Self is supposed to be the master of your false mind.  Your false mind was designed to respond to your True Self’s desires and intentions.  When you follow others, instead of your True Self, you get lost…really lost.  The voices of others become the false voices in your mind; they are characters that try to rule your life.  Many of those characters are what I call clones.  The best example of a clone is a preacher, guru, or spiritual teacher.  The clone seems like it is a True Self, but it is not.  It is an imposter with a great mask.  When we hold a clone as true, we diminish ourselves.  We put ourselves below others who aren’t true leaders.  We put their words/beliefs into our mind.  We no longer lead in our own mind.  Clones project their shadow on us, and we take it without realizing it.  We have submitted to someone who is stuck in the illusion themselves; but they don’t look stuck so we believe them.  We have been trained to accept this form of deception; and it has been going on for thousands of years.  Fortunately, our True Self is stronger.  If we let go and trust our True Self, it will help us get free.  This is the trick that so many have fallen for in the New Age and self-help movements.  Most recently, the progressive political movement has also created submission to very self-serving clones.  It’s the same trick in different genres.  As I expose it in many forms, you can see the pattern.  It will then start to look far less ominous.

We accept what others say, especially experts, because it appears that they have the truth.  We stuff their words into our minds by memorizing their words.  Then that teacher or expert becomes a character in our mind, and they don’t want us to let go.  Why?  Clone characters want to be our leader, our false God.  So much of the focus of the Gold Circle is ridding our mind of these clone characters.  That means that you’ll be taking out beliefs you don’t want, as well as beliefs that you thought you wanted.  You will also be letting go of false desires.  You’re taking your power back from the characters who currently rule your life.  They were just voices in your mind, but they had all the power even if they were dead.

When you take your power back, you find your way again.  You remember who you are, what you want to do with your life, and where you belong in the big picture.  But it’s sticky.  Taking your power back is simple to say; hard to do.  That’s why many like to talk about it, but they aren’t able to help others achieve it.  In fact, most of those people just want you to give your power to them.  The Gold Circle is different, and you’ll have to get used to that.  I’m not the kind of leader that you are used to.  I’m not asking you to give your power to me…in fact, I’m begging you not to.  That will poison our virtual space.

Often when we start letting go, we think we just have a little work to do.  We have a few beliefs to let go.  That’s because we think that we’ve been making progress with the things we did in our past, such as therapy, self-help, New Age, religion…usually, we have not.  Usually, we got more beliefs, or we built a better clone mind.  Often people have been involved in progressive politics, and they associate that way of thinking with having an open mind.  They will find that they have a lot of letting go to do just on that one subject.  So if you aren’t up for that, then this program is not for you.  I expose every subject; there are no sacred cows in my programs.  So I’m not for everyone.  I don’t try to be.

Belief systems often talk about freedom; they are based on the idea that you should put good, spiritual, or positive beliefs into your mind.  They think they are building a ladder of beliefs to a utopia or heaven; but all beliefs lead to dystopia.  People don’t see this until it is often far too late.  Then it is so hard to let go that they give up.

Once we dig in, we find that the rabbit hole is pretty damn deep.  We have beliefs on every topic.  Our mind can seem like a labyrinth with no exit.  At the very bottom are core-level beliefs that are more like programs.  These are beliefs that altered how our mind worked.  One example is the psychological reversal that caused us to believe that emotions mean that our thought is true.  As you go through the program, you will see what I mean.  I explain the illusion to you so you can see how it works and why it is false; but that isn’t so you can become an expert on the illusion.  It is so you can let go.  Ultimately, you have to let the whole illusion go.


Why Isn’t This Easier?

Even though you now know the big secret, that emotions mean the beliefs that you are thinking is false, it can be hard to get your mind to work that way.  The real confusion comes from others who use emotions backwards.  They want to perpetuate the psychological reversal or their days in the sun are numbered.  When we believe them, we take in their psychological reversal.  We put their voice in our mind.  So we work on eliminating such false-self relationships in the Gold Circle.  Our beliefs basically cover three areas:  personal, relationships with others, and the collective society.  In the Gold Circle, we dive into a variety of topics in each of those areas.  My goal is to show you that you can take any situation apart; you can find the causal beliefs that created problems, diseases, and suffering of all types.  But you must be willing to do the digging, you must be completely honest with yourself that a belief is a belief, and you must be patient because it doesn’t happen in a day.  You must also be willing to feel.  This program won’t work if you want to eliminate or project your emotions.  You have to feel your emotions to find the causal beliefs.

It can be scary to challenge long-standing or popular beliefs…those collective beliefs are considered normal.  I’ve been there, and that is much of the value that I can offer…experience.  I can tell you what I’ve let go.  I’ve not missed any of the beliefs that I dropped; my life has only improved.  I’ve never been hurt myself or harmed another by letting go.  I’ve gotten calmer and more creative, and I don’t depend on others for answers.  I don’t expect my friends and family to manage my emotions.  I don’t judge the people in my life.  I know what I need to know to live my life.  That’s a feeling of independence and control that you can’t buy with money, power, or fame.  It’s inner calmness that is beyond most people’s expectations; it’s not a numb calmness or a contrived silence.  It’s our natural state of being.

As you truly let go, you can’t imagine why you used to be so emotional.  You often can’t remember what you actually let go because you no longer have those beliefs in mind.  You truly do forget what it was like to be so stuck; you don’t care what happened in the past.  It was all false; it’s irrelevant to your current life.

We get clear on God in the Gold Circle…you must let the false God go.  He is the Big Cheese ruler of the illusion.  God in the truest sense, often referred to as the Creator, never fell.  Likewise, our True Self never fell.  That’s good news and bad news.  The good news is that when you let go, you find that God was always there (your True Self).  The bad news is that God isn’t coming to rescue you.  Perfection has no awareness of the illusion.

I’m sure that you will encounter many of the same beliefs as I did; they are popular and collective.  But you will also find beliefs that I didn’t encounter.  So you need to know how to discriminate.  If you believe a belief, you hold it in mind as the truth.  As I expose various traps, you will catch them more quickly when you meet them.  You’ll know they are safe to let go because someone did it before you, and she’s still breathing.

When I started mentoring, people would ask me question after question after question for months.  Looking back at the most common questions influenced my writing of the Gold Circle.  I’ve basically collected everything I learned while mentoring and put it into this program.  I found that I had to answer some questions, and provide some background of the illusion, before people felt really comfortable letting go.  It can be scary at first, although there is really nothing to fear.  Nothing bad happens when we let go; it is holding on that causes trouble in our life.  I ended up saying the same things again and again while mentoring and answering questions, so the answer to those questions and challenges are what formed the curriculum within the Gold Circle.  In addition, I do respond to comments on the articles.  I don’t mentor, but I’ll offer further explanation for anything that doesn’t click when you read it in the comments or group calls.  But remember, the goal is not to get answers from me.  It is to find your own answers.  So always let go as you write a comment.  You might find that you just wrote the answer to your question.  I don’t want you to follow me.  This is not a cult or a spiritual group that thinks alike.  Groups produce same thinking.  We only share the notion that you can let go, and we discuss some first-cause knowledge about how the illusion works.  Everything else is exposing what is false; and I show you why it is false.  That’s it.  Once you get free, you won’t need that info anymore; you’ll easily drop it.  Letting go will never be psychologically reversed for you unless you turn it into a religion.  I suggest you refrain from doing that.  I want you to think for yourself and become yourself.  I have no clue what that will look like.  That is all for you to discover; and it is wonderful to discover yourself.  You are going to like yourself very much.

Let me explain why I stopped mentoring privately because I receive requests all the time to do private sessions.  Mentoring was best done from the feminine role.  I wanted to learn all the traps and tricks that hold people in the illusion.  I wanted to know why someone could not let go, or why they saw certain beliefs as true.  I wanted to see what people projected, and why and how they projected it.  I will write the Gold Circle from a feminine role, but I will lead the Gold Circle from the masculine.  But it won’t be obvious to you.  Roles are very subtle when you aren’t playing authority and power games anymore.  I will not accept projections or figure out people’s problems for them intentionally.  I did that during mentoring only to validate the accuracy of my work.  I wanted to make sure that anyone could get free of any belief system or problem situation.  Sometimes, I had to take on the belief to see for myself that it was a belief…not the truth.  I had to prove that one could let that belief go.  I wanted to walk my talk, and I wanted to speak from experience only.  I don’t like theorizing; so I don’t do it.  I wanted to see if there were any holes in my understanding.  I wanted to learn how to communicate what I found.  There is no college degree in what I share; you have to learn it by years and years of experience.  In twenty-five years, I’ve found no holes.  However, it only takes me moments to find the holes in most of the popular beliefs systems…you’ll see why I say that in the Gold Circle.



Some people’s minds have become very complex.  I do not recommend that you do this program right now unless you are stable in your mind; and feel great about feeling emotions and letting go.  If you are on drugs, seriously ill, following a teacher or guru, using anything to numb or relieve your emotions, have been programmed in something like MK-Ultra, or in therapy, I’d recommend sticking with the basics of western meditation until you feel ready for more.  You can’t worship two masters.  By that, I don’t mean you’ll worship me.  No way!  I mean that you can’t worship a guru or spiritual teacher, or listen to your therapist, or numb your emotions with drugs and honor your True Self at the same time.  They are going in opposing directions.  I stand in for your True Self, and I remind you to let go.  I’m not your True Self, and I won’t try to be.  But my True Self and yours are kind of in cahoots.  Ultimately, my success is seeing you listening to your own True Self.  I’ll know when that happens because we’ll be in harmony, but you won’t be me.

I present the balls-to-the-wall version of freedom in the Gold Circle.  Your desire should be complete freedom…not fixing your problems or becoming successful.  The Gold Circle will be uncomfortable.  It’s a rough and rugged adventure for sure.  But it’s not unbearable if you are not holding on tightly to beliefs or a belief system.  If you are, I suggest that you follow the belief system you hold as true until you prove it to be false.  I can suggest that your old belief systems are false, and show you why they are false.  But you have to let them go.  If you follow any belief system completely, to the letter with no cheating, you will see the holes in it.  Then you will find letting go much easier.  You won’t be as fearful of letting it go.

I will lead this site; and I will push you to free yourself through my writing.  It is best to take it slow, and allow your emotions to arise as you read.  Each article moves a little deeper than the ones before it.  Even when I repeat something familiar, I’m saying it in a slightly different way so that new beliefs can rise up for you to let go.  When you feel emotion while reading, you must stop and let go until you feel clear again.  It might take you a week, or a month, to get through an article.  I break up the articles into short bites for that very reason.  The writing is designed to be interactive and to be alive.  You can read an article ten times, and it will bring up new things each time you read it.  I write in the style of the ancient people from the mental perspective.  I don’t write to give you beliefs.  I write to free you.  If you are very physically oriented, you’ll hear me from that illusory space at first.  But as you let go, it will seem that the articles change.  They don’t; you change.

The Gold Circle is like a school in that I’m organizing it into important topics that most people seem to find useful; but it’s more like unschooling in that those topics are to drive you to find yourself…who you are, your gifts, what you wish to contribute to the world, your creative ideas and expression, your voice, and your independence from the illusion, experts, and authorities.  It’s like an unschool in that what you initially find in the Gold Circle eventually becomes the full-circle story of your life.  You move slowly toward becoming a master of life.  But that could be a long time away.  This isn’t a quick fix.  I don’t want anyone to get the impression that this is a quick fix.  If you want to become good at anything, you often train for a very long time.  You did train to be someone who fits into the illusion for decades.  You did train to use your emotions backwards for decades.  Now you have a different desire.  So you have to train again…or actually untrain.

In the ancient world, people went to temples of initiation for years, often decades.  You are simply committing to undo your mind instead of putting more into it.  For most people, going off to a temple for ten years isn’t practical.  They couldn’t afford to do it; and they don’t want to leave the people they love behind.  But devoting some time each day to clearing your mind is very doable for nearly anyone.  After awhile, people start to really enjoy their letting go time.  They can’t think of anything they’d rather do.  Initiation (letting go) is most effective when you relax, take your time, and make it a way of life.

What’s In Gold Circle?

I can assure you that you will not find anything, anywhere else, like the material that I’ve written in the Gold Circle.  The Gold Circle includes a more organized and slightly different approach to explaining letting go than you find on the free material.  It takes you deeper into your mind so that you can see how it works and undo what isn’t working.  Much like the free material, we’re not adding to your mind in the Gold Circle.  We are cleaning out that which limits you.  You have to keep reminding yourself of that.  Your old habits of learning will probably kick in until you see them as false.

I’ve already provided the basics of letting go and explained how we got into this mess in the free information.  I also provided basic techniques so that anyone could let go in No Labels No Lies.  In the Gold Circle, I go into those same topics in much more detail and depth.  However, you must have already read the free information, ALL OF IT, or you won’t know what I’m talking about.  I say things in the Gold Circle that are not for general public consumption.  What I’m saying would make no sense to someone who is not familiar with letting go, roles, emotions, psychological reversal, discrimination, and initiation.  This is an advanced course in that it builds on the free material.

I blogged about things as they came to me or as I worked on them in my own life.  So the order of the blogs leaves a little to be desired.  It follows my progress, not the process that is more streamlined or natural.  At first, I didn’t intend to share anything until I had gotten completely free.  But I realized that even out of order, I was sharing something that was lightyears beyond what the best teachers on the planet had to offer.  I was exposing the beliefs that kept me from being myself.  So I decided that it was selfish to wait until it was all fully cooked.  Now that I’m much further down the road, I realize that I no longer remember what it was like when I first started down this path.  So I’m glad I wrote while I was closer to that place.

The free information is imperfect; and yet, there is a strange perfection in the blog articles.  They speak to someone who is caught in the illusion because I wrote them when I was still unable to see the final exit; they use language that is familiar to everyone.  They are light enough for anyone to explore.  So I don’t want to mess with what I’ve already published in the free material.

With the goal of freedom in mind, it’s very important to know how to use your body to determine if you really understand something. Candace Pert said that the body is the subconscious mind; and I tend to mostly agree with that.  All of the emotion we feel in our body (and pain and symptoms) have been the effect of holding on to beliefs.  When we hold beliefs, our false self creates an illusory body.  Medicine, even the alternative kind, is knowledge.  Knowledge has a limit.  When we let go, we move into the mental realm; there we find wisdom.  The wisdom of our True Self can handle anything.

Wisdom is what heals, but the false self has no wisdom.  So most people fix the effects of their body problems with knowledge.  They didn’t remove the causal belief, so they have to keep fixing and fixing their body until one day they can’t find a fix for something.  They can’t access their wisdom either; they have gotten too far away from it.  The illusion only has one exit…death.   So we look at physical and mental healing in the Gold Circle; it’s a complex topic because the illusion benefitted from it being very complex.

We look at desires in the Gold Circle.  People get really stuck when they desperately want a false desire.  They waste their life going after something that isn’t right for them.  When our desire, or North Star, is set on something false, letting go doesn’t make sense.  It doesn’t work well.  We don’t get freedom; we get stuff we don’t need or truly want.  Then we have to get rid of it.

In the Gold Circle, I will spend a lot of time exposing popular false teachers and leaders.  False doesn’t mean bad; they provided people with some sanity within the crazy illusion.  I can respect that, and there were times in my past when I wanted that.  But for one who wants freedom, they were just a dead end.  Now you have to let their belief system go.  Their words get stuck in people’s minds, creating the infamous clone voices.  That is such a horrible trap.  But you will learn how to dismantle those clone voices.  I’ll give you ways to understand when the clone is running, and how to eliminate it. When the clone is reduced, it’s much easier to find causal beliefs. Part of the clone’s job description is to keep your beliefs hidden and suppressed so you don’t accidentally let them go.  When we understand it’s hidden agenda, we can defeat it for good.

We’ll look at a lot of famous clones; you’ll see why they were not taking you to freedom.  I don’t like to dethrone the clones of the illusion publicly. They don’t realize that they aren’t taking people to freedom.  They have every right to say and do whatever they say and do.  We need to know what we want and where we are going; then we don’t follow people who are leading us around in circles.  They really believe that they are helpful, and they are helpful to those who want to do well within the illusion (and don’t mind projecting on others).

I can be a lot freer in what I say with people who understand where I’m coming from in the Gold Circle. As more and more people prove these teachers wrong, they will naturally lose power.  We don’t need to fight with any of them.  We don’t even have to embarrass them.  They honestly don’t realize what they are doing.  This also goes for the clones in your life.  You stop listening to them, but you don’t have to battle with them.  If you keep letting go, you’ll eventually have all the power over your mind and life.  You’ll discover a lot about relationships in the Gold Circle because relationships are at the core of everything.

We will dive deep into the topic of projection, and I will clarify how to tell if you are projecting or if you are taking projections. This seems to really trip people up.  Again, it is more complex than it seems.  Much of the confusion came from psychology.  So we’ll expose the knowledge and techniques of therapy that are false.  The biggest gift you can give to the human race is to stop projecting.  The biggest gift you can give to yourself is to never take another’s projection again.  Projection happens all the time in the illusion, but we’ve become so used to it that we don’t catch it or expose it.  This is what keeps us stuck to others in false-self connections.

We are going to look at many controversial collective topics:  abortion, racism, transgender, guns, drugs, socialism/communism, pedophilia, slavery, Donald Trump, the progressive movement, social justice, political correctness, etc.  These topics often sit in our mind in a very one-sided way.  Everyone is talking about them; and everyone has their opinion.  We try to go beyond the typical right and wrong point of view; we look for the part of each topic that is true, and we let go of the rest.  We often give these topics our power because they have become reality for so many other people.

We’ll cover many other topics including:  what I know about initiation and the occult, creating our life, writing for freedom, reading for freedom, eliminating labels, our rule book, working with the characters in our mind, relationships, career, lifestyle, money, health and healing, food and diet, the eastern trap, roles, sharing letting go, leadership, and coming full circle with our own story.

Likewise, we’ll look at lots of real life examples of how any word or topic changes 180 degrees as we move from the physical, literal perspective to the mental perspective.  As we let go, we are making an invisible shift from the physical to the mental realm.  Until we make that shift, we are not yet done on that topic.  Once you’ve made that shift to the true mental realm, whatever you do will be just fine.  You’re no longer creating from the false self.  The false self is now supporting your True Self.

In the program, I’ve gotten people who mentored with me to provide some examples of letting go from their life.  I’ve recorded some sessions so you can see some of the techniques that I use to push people to let go.  Often their challenges provide a really good example for everyone.

During the nine months that I was writing the Gold Circle, I held at least two group calls for members of the Gold Circle each month…occasionally more. Most of these calls were specific to the material I was posting at that time. I did a few general, “Ask Cathy Anything,” calls.  In addition, I wrote some clarifying material for questions that came up in the calls.  As I edited, I thought of things I could have said.  Or I thought of a better or different way to say what I said in the calls.

You may have noticed that articles that you read long ago seem to have changed after you’ve let go for awhile. I assure you, I’ve changed very little content. What has changed is not the blog; it’s your mind.  Also, I’m still letting go myself.  So what I can infuse into my writing changes over time as well.  The site is designed to be very dynamic.  You will never outgrow the Gold Circle.  But after you’ve completed it, you will want to move on.  People generally stay in the Gold Circle for about nine to eighteen months, depending on how much time they have to devote to letting go.  Then they move on to the Creative Leadership program.

I will take you back through the story that started all of this for me, and explain how I decoded it.  It is really helpful to see how all of this fits together in one neat package.  Then we will look at some other common myths and stories so you can see how we got into this mess. One day, after lots of letting go, you will look back at your life, and it will be a perfect story.  I call it a story worth telling.  But we mostly focus on cleaning up our personal story in the Creative Leadership program.  We have to take down a few of those clone voices first.

Last of all, I will have commenting open on these posts.  You will be welcome to comment on that article theme, and I will respond to those comments.  As the leader of this community, I will act as leader and let go of whatever I see.  But like any pristine space, you must do your best to clean off your shoes before you step inside.  This is not a place to dump your problems or project them on to others.  It’s not a place to tell your stories of woe is me.  It’s not a place for general conversation.  I just want to answer questions to provide clarity.  It’s a place that supports freedom, not victimhood.  It’s a place where you can try out your True Self or realize that you aren’t alone in wanting to live a more free life.  I don’t provide advice.  I also don’t provide mentoring or tell you individually if you are doing it right or wrong, but I teach you how to do those things for yourself.  The goal is independence, not dependence on me.  I don’t want followers.  I’m not that kind of leader.

Other techniques have no place in this space; they will be exposed as false if they enter.  I’ll be much tougher in the Gold Circle than I could be on social media or the free material because that wasn’t private.  I’m not mean.  So don’t be afraid.  But I’ll often be quite direct.  If I don’t boot out all techniques that serve the illusion, the exit closes; and my job is to keep that exit wide open.  In fact, it is my intent that this group open the exit even wider.  I don’t want you to consider yourself a student.  I want you to consider yourself like an ancient initiate who is contributing to the ideal of freedom for anyone who wants it.


The Vision

The vision for this private section of Gateway to Gold, Gold Circle, is as follows:

Gold Circle is a real, virtual space carved out of the illusory world, where it is possible and probable that everything can be let go if one is willing to challenge their beliefs by facing them head on, knowing the beliefs are false, and letting them go.  Gold Circle is an exit from the illusion.  But you must take that exit.  In this space, freedom is the ultimate desire. Freedom includes living a creative, joyful, healthy life, whereby you create whatever you desire (so long as it is win-win for everyone else).  It means that you work toward becoming the author, director, and lead actor of your own full-circle life story.  Freedom includes mastering your body and living in perfect health, and having relationships that work. Freedom means that you have achieved the Greek ultimate state, which was to “Know Thyself.”  Freedom means feeling safe and secure in life regardless of the state of the illusion.  It means that your True Self leads the way so that you are one with the Creator again.  And you are one with everyone else in the world at the True Self level of perception.  It means that you have compassion and caring for others; you no longer judge or want to change others. Freedom is always win-win for all. Freedom is having the vision for you life; and that vision fits perfectly into this greater vision. 

Now let me be clear.  As the creator of this site, that is my definition.  It is very expansive.  It offers unlimited potential, but it’s not a guarantee. I offer information, just like you’d read in a book.  I offer techniques that have worked for myself or others.  But they do nothing if you don’t use them.  They also do nothing if you modify them to become like other techniques that involve repetition or willpower.  You can’t mix techniques that sooth you in the illusion with those that help you exit the illusion.  So what you get out of this site is up to you. That’s important.  You want the credit for your achievement, and you completely deserve it all.  But that means that you also must assume the blame if you do nothing or diminish the power of a technique by doing it in a way that serves your false self.  If your false self kicks your ass, that is just part of your story. That part is something for you to decode.  You’ll know how to deal with that, and you will if you truly want freedom.  But if you decide that you don’t want freedom, don’t feel bad.  That’s fine.  I won’t think any less of you.

My role as the creator of the Gold Circle is to make sure that whatever goes into the Gold Circle is consistently moving everyone in the direction that I’ve described in the paragraph above.  You may find that at some point, you want to detour into the illusion and live in good and evil, right and wrong, or win-lose. You might find that you don’t want to stop judging something or someone.  Or you could hit a belief system that you don’t want to let go.  If that happens, you will probably feel uncomfortable in the Gold Circle space.  You would be resisting moving closer to freedom in a space that focuses entirely on letting go and freedom.  That’s fine.  Now you must choose.  Do I let go of more illusion; or do I let go of letting go and exit the Gold Circle?  You can’t do both; and if you try, you’ll make yourself very uncomfortable, confused, or even feel like you are going crazy.

If you enter the Gold Circle space with the intent to project or take over the masculine role, you will feel uncomfortable.  If you try to bring astrology or a healing technique or religion into the site, it will feel uncomfortable.  Emotions will work as designed inside the Gold Circle.  So you’ll probably feel more emotional but also more empowered.  If you start judging others in the Gold Circle, including me, you’ll likely feel a lot of emotions.  You might not be used to feeling emotions when you judge others.  You might go into your old beliefs and blame the emotions on others, letting go, or me.  You’ll learn to catch such tendencies and to let those tendencies go.  It is my hope that you will catch your psychological reversals more easily and see through your baggage more quickly when you visit the site, read the material, or do the things I suggest.  I truly want my writing to be helpful, not painful.  But your experience will be what you believe and need.  Just keep letting go.  You can’t let go of the True Self.

You will always be free to come and go.  Everyone is very welcome to join the Gold Circle, even if you left my life earlier in an angry rage because you hated what I told you to do.  I assure you that I let go of any falseness that I see in others.  I don’t hang on to problems of the past with anyone.  I know how ugly clones can be; they often won’t allow the person to let go.  Clones never want freedom, so they do fight me.  But a clone is a voice, not a particular person.  I never hold an attack on me against the person.  That being said, I will not ever bend the rules to include beliefs that your clone characters deem to be true in the Gold Circle.  That would not be win-win for the others.  So if I told you to let something go in the past, and you chose to leave instead, recognize that you will now have to let that belief, or those beliefs, go.

In the Gold Circle, I’m showing you how to get all the way to freedom, and I don’t take that responsibility lightly.  Thus, I can not, and will not, even consider including the work of anyone else in this site except to expose the limitations of that work.  I will not dilute this work to make it more digestible to New Agers or religious people.  Quite frankly, most spiritual teachers do dilute their work because they look down on the people they claim to serve.  They leave out letting go because they don’t trust people to do it.  I don’t look down on anyone.  I don’t spoon feed or make the pill easier to swallow.  You all have a True Self; so I’m not going to baby you.  So your beliefs, and belief systems of all kinds, will be challenged; and that might be uncomfortable.  It gets down to that all important question, “What do you not want to let go?”  If you hit something you can’t or won’t let go, you are stuck until you do decide to let go.

You must also understand that you are entering the private section, Gold Circle, of Gateway to Gold at your own risk.  In truth, there is no risk.  Beliefs are what create risk; letting go removes risk.  But that is often hard for people to understand.  I’m not giving you any beliefs.  I’m not programming you.  But because of the crazy way we’ve been trained to use our minds, programming often feels quite comfortable.  People enter into cults all the time without feeling any discomfort.  It’s deprogramming that is perceived as very uncomfortable.  You will most likely feel lots of emotion in this program because we are going to push your beliefs to the surface. You will also get in touch with your real desires; and that brings up beliefs and emotions.  Your body might start to act up.  Remember, pain or symptoms are just another version of emotions.  The Gold Circle is never a substitute for medical advice. If you need such care, you are encouraged to seek it out immediately. You can always let go later on.  You can’t let go if you are dead.  Also if this feels like it is getting to intense, cancel your membership, and take a break.  You won’t hurt my feelings.  I understand.  

There will absolutely be times when you want to quit.  There will be times that you hate me.  Tough shit.  You have to decide moment-to-moment if you want to continue or stop.  Your commitment is only one month at a time.  If you stop in those emotionally frantic moments and discriminate, you’ll see it is just your clone trying to keep control of you.  It might tell you that I’m trying to control you; but if you look closely at what it is saying, I’m not.  I’m trying to free  you.  Clones lie all the time.  But you have to catch them lying.  If you believe their lies, you are now in their illusion.  Clones view me as the enemy.  I’m making their beliefs obsolete.  I don’t view them as an enemy.  They are just false to me.

I expose as many tricks and traps as I can. I make it as easy for you as I can.  I’ve done everything I shared.  But I can’t make your beliefs disappear for you.  Also, your mind is uniquely programmed, so I can’t anticipate everything that you will encounter.  My personal desire is freedom for all.  But that doesn’t mean that I’ll expose everything in your mind.  I’ll expose what is common and popular.  Then you have to do your own digging and discrimination.  I’ll give you plenty of ideas for how to do that.

Because I’m writing for many people, I might also present beliefs that you don’t have.  So don’t put new beliefs into your mind.  However, exposure to things you’ve never experienced is very good; that way, if you do encounter such beliefs later on, you won’t be sucked into their web.  In a way, getting exposure to typical beliefs in the Gold Circle is like getting an immunization to other aspects of the illusion that you have never encountered.  It helps you keep your freedom once you get it.  Many people have gotten free, but they could not stay free because they didn’t really know how they got there.  When you complete initiation, you’ll know how you got there.  You’ll stay free.

Your job is to be responsible for your well being, but also to be hard on your mind and challenge it. Most of the time, we are not in a life threatening situation.  So before you take action, you usually have the time and space to try to let go.  If it doesn’t work, follow your beliefs; get help.  But vow to let go after the fact so that the situation doesn’t happen again.  That results in progress; and any progress is great progress.  Remember, the rest of the world is adding beliefs to their mind; taking anything out is going to save you from some unwanted effects in the future.

You can’t screw up by letting go.  If you don’t let go, you’ll just get what you were going to get anyway.  So you’ll see what your beliefs were creating, and now you’ll work on that topic.  But letting go never causes problems.  It can’t.  Over time, letting go causes problems to disappear or never happen.  So you don’t really know what your life would have been like if you hadn’t started letting go.  But you’ll notice that your life appears to be easier than other people’s lives.  Don’t take such progress lightly.  Your future will be better than it would have been if you had not let go.  If you remember that, it quiets your “need to get it done right now” clone.


How Do I Join?

The Gold Circle is organized into units.  Each unit is the equivalent of a standard non-fiction book.  There are seventeen such units.  In addition, there are additional articles on a variety of topics.  You’ll find that even reading the comments and my answers to them exposes beliefs to let go.  In addition, there are over thirty group call recordings which last between 1.5 to 2.5 hours long.  Then there is additional material related to each call.  There are a few guided technique recordings, and a few sample mentoring sessions.   Then there are what I call quick topics.  They are short articles on short topics.  It’s a lot of material.  I suggest you take the Gold Circle units in order.  They do build.  But there are plenty of other things to do if you want a break.  I’m not trying to teach you, in fact, I’m attempting to do the opposite.  I just realized that letting go was often lonely for me, and I couldn’t find things to push me to let go.  Nothing went deep enough or exposed what was false.  So I filled that gap.

This is not a race; and you will determine when you have gotten to where you want to be or are ready to move on to something else. The investment for Gold Circle is $50 per month.  Once you sign up, the billing will happen automatically until you cancel your membership.  You can register by clicking on “Buy a Membership” to the right of this page in the grey area or in the menu bar at the top of the page.  Buying a membership assumes that you have read this page, and you agree to what I’ve written.  There are no refunds.  I’m not looking to create an accounting or technical support job for myself.  If this isn’t fun, I’ll just go do something else.  I don’t need to do this to be free or happy, or to have a purpose for my life; and it has been very expensive to maintain my website for years with no income.  This has been a twenty-five year experiential journey that was very expensive, but it was all very worth it.  As I earn money from this site, it will support my expenses in expanding the site and making freedom for all a reality.  I do what I’m inspired to do; new ideas come daily.

You can share a membership with others.  So couples or friends can share one membership.  But all people sharing the membership must have read this information and agree to it.  They all must have read the free information.  You will only get one member ID, so you’ll both post as the same name in comments or the forum.  This might turn into something that you can do together.  Hopefully, it won’t turn into fighting for access to the site or projecting on each other. If so, you’ll just have to let go of that.  If you share a membership, use a combined name and identify yourself when you post something.  I’m not psychic, I won’t know who I’m talking to unless you tell me.  Ideally, I’d like you to use your real name (not your New Age name or your porn name).  When people use fake names, it gets confusing.  This website is about being yourself. I like getting to know the people on the site; and sometimes I can be helpful in the comments when I know you a little better.

If money is very tight for you at this time, I suggest you keep working on the free stuff with a focus on money. Many people found the money to join my mentoring program, which was much more expensive, by doing exactly that.  This is not a charity because charities assume that there is some problem to fix.  Charities are fixated on problems.  Consequently, the Gold Circle fees are not tax deductible as charitable contributions.  However, they could be deductible as a business expense if you are an entrepreneur.  I encourage entrepreneurship.

Since I started my first business, I’ve always had the intention that people would make or save more money from working with me than they paid me.  Unlike technology, the payback for initiation isn’t always obvious, but you will notice that you don’t need a lot of health and wellness things that you used to need.  You will find that expenses go down; you don’t end up paying for mistakes and problems.  You stop going to those workshops and buying all those programs.  You’ll stop chasing false desires.  In fact, you can now sell a lot of that old stuff that you don’t need anymore.  I did.  If you want to do this program, you’ll find the money to do it.  I don’t offer scholarships because when we pay for something, we are admitting that it has value.  Too often people don’t take free things serious.  That’s a belief that will disappear, but most of the people who come my way still have that belief that free is worthless.

I hope you love the Gold Circle, and it helps you to feel part of something that is moving toward freedom.  Most important, make it a fun journey.  It’s not always going to be easy as we go into some dark places in the Gold Circle.  But you’ll start to know yourself, and that is really wonderful.  Take delight in each insight or accomplishment.  Realize that this quest for freedom, and completion of your story, is your life purpose.  If you succeed in freedom, you will have done something that virtually no one else does.  Fuck the 1%.  You will be part of .00001% or less. So don’t be hard on yourself when it gets tough.  Know that freedom is possible; and the greatest joy will be knowing that you did it yourself.  That is mastery.

Much love, Cathy


I don’t generally ask for testimonials.  I get a lot of thank you notes, but don’t post them publicly.  But here is a nice one that also provides some sound advice on doing the work as you participate in the Gold Circle.

I have known Cathy for almost 10 years. I have seen her writing and life change as she moves to freedom. Cathy uses her writing and practices. Not only is she showing you how you can do this yourself, but she uses letting go, western mediation, the truth, win/win and many other techniques to live from the mental prospective.

Initially, I took Cathy’s words in to my mind and knew they were true but did not do the work. Yes, there is work that only you can do. Her writing helps you to achieve life from the mental level, with unconditional love and the truth. By reading what Cathy wrote, I let go of roles. Mother, daughter, wife, teacher, whatever. I have a 20 year old daughter. I let go of the mother role with her years ago. We don’t always agree. She is a creative adult with her own life. I don’t try to control that or give her advice. She reflects and I let go what I feel (emotion). Good or bad. My physical relationship is closer with her than ever. No, we don’t live together but have unconditional love that all parents want with their children.

Give the Gold Circle a try. You will connect with your wisdom if you do the mental work. Thank you, Cathy.

Karen C., South Carolina