Gold Circle Membership

Gold Circle Membership

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This introduction to the Gold Circle is a little long, but read it carefully.  Don’t just skip through it because I expect that you’ve read it and that you understand what I am offering if you decide to join the Gold Circle program.  I assure you that nothing you’ve ever done is like the Gold Circle…nothing.  It’s important that you understand that and that you come to the Gold Circle with a pioneering, freedom-loving spirit.  Only join if you feel aligned with my vision.  The vision is the key.  I’m not a typical leader, and people in the Gold Circle are not my followers or minions.  We share a common vision; I simply have experience in getting to that vision.  I lead the way like someone who has been down a path before.  I don’t impose my will on you or your mind; I don’t make you take the path, nor do I tell you what to think or do while you are on the path.  That’s why this program, which is really a deprogram, is very different from other things that you’ve done in the past.

Initiation is about escaping the illusion.  Now you might ask:  What is the illusion?  It is the physical reality that has been manifested from second-cause knowledge and beliefs.  It’s looks real, but it is false.  Underneath the illusion is the true, perfect world.  Heaven on earth is that perfect world; others call it Eden.  Most people see and believe the illusion because they have been taught to think from beliefs.  That’s true with people who come to my deprograms too.  We all start initiation within the illusion; otherwise, we wouldn’t need it.  Most people discover that they had a whole lot of illusion in their mind.  They didn’t realize it was illusion; they held it in mind as the truth.  Many think that being spiritual or enlightened is the same as freedom.  That’s not true; in fact, it’s not even close.  You were born spiritual and born with the truth inside of you.  You don’t need to seek those things.  In initiation, you will come to know that.

The illusion was created by occultists thousands of years ago; they have manifested every belief system on the planet.  A free person has no beliefs.  That is the only way that you can experience true unity with others.  We are all connected permanently at the level of the True Self.  In initiation, we move toward our inner knowing; but in the occult, they have the eduction system where they teach knowledge as if it is true.  What is taught in the education system is mostly unnecessary and/or deception.  In initiation, we become creators like the Creator God; in religions (east and west), people think, speak, and act like the false God of the Old Testament; they worship a false deity who judges and rewards and punishes.  Religious leaders promise heaven but give people a life of suffering in hell.  In initiation, politics is about true leadership by a visionary with a win-win-for-all vision.  In the illusion, politics and government is about control and power; it is about rules, which you can either obey or rebel against.  It is about divide and conquer.  In initiation, there were no practices or routines; following our inspiration becomes natural again.  In the illusion, there are all kinds of practices that one must do for life in order to maintain results like prayer, meditation, yoga, weight lifting or other exercise routines, taking supplements, following diets, martial arts, etc.  In initiation, there is perfect mental and physical health with no opposite; in the illusion, there is the the medical system (including the alternative medical system and psychology).  All believe in the notion of disease and fixing the effects.  In initiation, there is only creating in the present; in the illusion, there is holding on to the past while wanting to know and control the future…thus you have prophets and psychics in the illusion.  In this deprogram, we let all of these aspects of the illusion go and much more.  But don’t worry, the letting go is gradual.  I expose what is false so that you always feel comfortable letting go.  In addition, you set the pace, not me.  I support your inner initiator, your True Self.  I don’t ever take the place of your True Self.  That’s what the occultist do.

True freedom is the absence of any beliefs.  It was once called the attainment of the virgin mind, where all that remains in our mind is first-cause knowledge that our True Self uses to create.  It’s a quiet, positive, peaceful mind; and that state is permanent whether you are in an ashram or a rock concert, whether you are with a negative Nancy, a whining Wayne, or your very best friend.

Let me share my simple vision for this deprogram:  Freedom for ALL.  Later on, I’ll share my more detailed vision.  I don’t take that vision lightly.  But let me be clear.  That vision doesn’t mean that I gift you or grace you with freedom.  It doesn’t mean that I’m going to hang out in the illusion until everyone gets free like the captain of a sinking ship.  It means that I open exits or gateways to freedom by exposing beliefs and belief systems as false.  I’m not opening portals…there is no woo woo in this deprogram.  In fact, you’ll find that everything I say is common sense.  The exits that I open are for everyone who is alive today, not just people in my deprogram.  However, most people’s minds are so clouded by the illusion that they won’t see the exits.  The normal person is constantly getting stuck in the tricks and traps of the illusion.  In this deprogram, you’ll see all the exits.  You’ll take those exits if you want to.  You go around the traps.  I save you a lot of time.  What would take someone lifetimes normally will easily be done in this life with time to spare.  If you do the work and let go, you’ll get free.  If you don’t let go, you won’t get free.  It’s real simple.  In the end, you’ll know that you did this yourself. You’ll know exactly what you did to get free.  Then you will create your life as you want it to be from that point forward.  I can’t tell you what that life will be; it’s up to you to create what you truly desire.  Initiation means that you return to what you were initially, a True Self.  Our True Self was created in the image and likeness of the Creator God.

I had been researching the mind and freedom for over twenty-five years when I decided to do the Gold Circle.  Everything I’ve written about has come from direct experience.  I wanted to make sure this was absolutely safe before I wrote a word.  I discovered that you can’t even screw up by letting go.  You can’t hurt another by letting go.  Letting go is what eliminates making mistakes and hurting others.  You move toward perfection.  Just to be clear, I do not channel, nor am I psychic or intuitive.  I don’t want to connect falsely with other humans.  I want to hear my own inner True Self.  I do not use normal intellectual logic and reason to connect the dots.  I let go on a topic until I get to a place that is win win for all, and I do mean for all…every person on the planet (or beyond this planet).  Once I see what is win win for all, then it is very easy for me to expose what is not true.

In No Labels, No Lies, I write about the triangle process.  On any topic, I’m decoding the normal point of view to expose and demonstrate what is false (the whole triangle bottom); then as you let go with me, you move vertically up that triangle to the top.  When you get to the top of the triangle on any topic, the bottom is all clearly exposed as illusion; there is no doubt that the normal point of view is FALSE.  But we don’t become superior in initiation; in fact, we develop compassion for ALL others.  We become more tolerant of everyone without even trying.  Opposition disappears.  That’s because judgment disappears in the Gold Circle.  We also develop understanding.  We realize how people fell into the illusion.  So there is no more bad or evil people.  There are just fallen souls.

When we are on the bottom of the triangle, or in normal (not natural) thinking, we don’t have awareness of the top of the triangle.  We tend to think that we have the truth in our mind when we are actually believing something false.  Like I say in many of my articles…it is no accident that the word belief has the word LIE within it.  The occultists did that tell us the truth within the English language; however, they believed that we would not notice their clues.  In initiation, we notice all of their clues or traps.  We avoid and/or expose them.

I decided to do this deprogram after putting out a lot of free information.  I was going to stop writing and go do something else.  I have so many things that I love to do.  For example, I love painting.  On the left is a mask that I painted a few years ago.  I get very little time for painting these days.  I love writing stories; and I love making videos.  I love traveling, and I really love film festivals.  I enjoy helping people with their businesses; and I do that a lot in the Golden Gateway deprogram.  At the same time, the easiest way to understand me is to realize that my picture should be next to the word relax in the dictionary.  I’m the queen of relaxation; that’s largely because my mind is so quiet and calm.  Whatever I’m doing is relaxing for me.  I don’t do anything that I don’t want to do.

My point is that I didn’t have to do this.  I’m not on some mission to save the world; in fact, I don’t see anything that needs to be saved.  If something bothers me, I let go and it doesn’t bother me anymore.  All the problems and suffering in the world are part of the illusion; and I know that is false.  So it doesn’t affect me.  But it does affect others who believe the illusion is real and true; and that’s why I did this.  It was something that I could give to others; my perspective is unique for this world.  Others see through pieces of the illusion; I see through all of the illusion.  There is nothing I will not expose as false; and you’ll see that in the Gold Circle.  No topic is off limits.

I’d given people the basics of letting go in the free material.  I figured that they’d work on their mind like I worked on mine until they got free.  But I could tell that nobody actually understood what I had written.  I got tons of emails from people who thought they understood me.  They said I was like their guru or spiritual teacher, or I was like their preacher.  I wasn’t like those people at all.  Those other people are in illusory roles; they are not exposing false.  They’re teaching people what was true.  These people were taking what I wrote and adding it to their already cluttered mind.  I like to say that they were putting whipped cream on their manure and calling it a sundae.  Consequently, they were turning what I exposed into more beliefs to validate their already illusory belief system.  I had to do something about that or I had to take everything I wrote down.  If people were going to learn from me, they were better off without my writing.  That’s the truth.  My deprograms are labeled unschooling; and they are about unlearning.

These people wanted me to help them fix their problems; their problems were coming from their belief systems that they were holding in their mind as the truth.  They didn’t even think to let go of those beliefs systems because they showed up in their mind as true.  Often the teachers, gurus, and preachers they followed used the same words as I do.  That’s because the occultists hijacked the stories and words of the initiates a long time ago.  That has not gone away.  So anyone who is occult will sound like me on the surface.  I had to demonstrate to people who I wasn’t like those teachers.  I realized that they could not see it on their own.  At first, I didn’t know why.  Now I do.  Their problems weren’t going to disappear until we exposed their false truth, which came from false leaders who projected on them or imposed beliefs on them.  I came to realize that I had to expose far more than the most common belief systems.

Did I want to do that?  Not really.  Like I said, I don’t force letting go on people.  In fact, I don’t care if people let go or not.  I didn’t want to impose freedom or letting go on people who wanted to remain in the illusion.  Everyone has free will.  But I did want to give people the opportunity of freedom if they wanted it.  This deprogram is a lot like capitalism versus communism.  In capitalism, you give everyone freedom of opportunity.  The Gold Circle is the same.  In communism, there is freedom of outcome.  That is what you get when everyone shares the same belief system.  Everyone is the same mentally, so they are pretty much the same physically.  The mental is the cause; the physical is the effect.

So I had to create an UNSCHOOL of INITIATION.  It became obvious that it needed to be a membership site where people could engage in a structured process of initiation.  In order to do that, I needed to dive back into the illusion and write my way out.  Once you get free of the illusion, you don’t remember the details what it is like to be in the illusion.  It all just looks false and powerless.  You aren’t bothered by the illusion so it seems odd that anyone else would be bothered by it.  I had to regain the illusory point of view in order to address the blockages to letting go.  Plus, there were a lot of situations that I never encountered in my own personal life.  So I decided to do take that deep dive, but I also decided to require payment for that service.  I was giving up my freedom for this; that was a big price for me to pay.  There was the possibility that I would not get back out of the illusion.  Creating these new sites would require a huge investment of my time and my money.  Besides, people tend to value something that they pay for; and I was giving them something of enormous value…something that they could not get anywhere else.  The win win was to charge for the Gold Circle.  But I wanted to keep it as low priced as possible.

I also had to develop a different style of writing.  I don’t write for your entertainment or your education.  I write to push you to let go in my deprograms.  I’m explaining the illusion and pushing you to let it go at the same time.  Like I said, I’d drop into some aspect of the illusion; then I’d write my way out.  As I edited my very messy first drafts, I added examples from my past, which oddly always appeared in my mind when I needed them.  Or things would happen in my life that gave me the perfect example.  It was enormously challenging, but also a very strange and wonderful adventure.  Whatever I needed came to me.  But these was nothing mystical or metaphysical about it.  It all just made sense.  My desire was freedom for all, and it was as if my True Self and everyone else’s True Self was contributing to that end.

Letting go and initiation is a hard thing to prove.  Let’s say that I was going to manifest a horrible problem in my life; I could sense it coming at me.  If I watched my mind or meh dreams, I’d start to notice that my thinking was warning me of that future problem.  BUT since I let go of my beliefs on that topic, I didn’t get the problem.  What did I prove?  I didn’t get the problem, and that is good.  But people will say, “Ah Cathy you just got lucky, or God gave you some grace.  New Agers will say that the universe took care of me.”  Everyone in the illusion will come up with a REASON for why I escaped that problem.  After all, they didn’t see me letting go.  They haven’t been living from mental cause produces physical effect.

The illusion is the land of billions of reasons…all of them are false.  When we are creators we don’t need any reason for anything.  Everything just works.  When you walk in your house at night and turn on the light, it lights up the room.  Most of us don’t know how that happens in much detail, but it still works.  We do hold the belief or expectation in our mind that the light will come on.  Why?  It happened for others, so it will happen for us too.  We trust electricians.

So I avoided an unwanted manifestation by cleaning up my mind.  That’s all you need to know.  However, you don’t have a belief in that yet.  You haven’t see lots of people let go, and you can’t even see me let go.  I can only tell you stories of how I let go and how things changed.  So you have to get rid of your old thinking about holding on.  The reasons that others give for what happened to them have been helping you to hold on.  You see, the proof is really in the fact that I don’t even think about that problem anymore.  It doesn’t exist in my individual mental container.  I don’t see others as having that problem either.  In fact, if someone else brings up the problem, I know that they are holding a false belief in their mental container.  I don’t have to argue with them or change their mind.  I simply have compassion for them, which means that I love them unconditionally while knowing that their belief is totally false.  It’s a great way to live.  But it’s hard to give you proof.  You have to trust me; and you aren’t used to trusting people like me.

For many people their mind resists trusting me, and that is what this deprogramming is all about.  If you can’t trust me, you also don’t trust your True Self.  That’s why you have problems or illnesses or emotions that you can’t get rid of.  Now here is the joke.  I’m asking you to trust me in doing something that harms no one.  Also you can’t screw up.  Find someone else on this planet that offers such a good deal when they ask you to trust them.  You don’t need to trust for long, if you truly let go, you’ll see the results for yourself.  This is all so simple in theory.  But your mind has been trained to work backwards.  And every expert on this planet reinforced the backwards way of using your mind.  It is rare to find a person who talks about letting go, and most that do talk about it are talking about letting go of emotions.  Others are talking about letting go of physical things like spouses, jobs, or the past in general.  No one gives you specific proven techniques for letting go.  I give you lots of games to play to make it interesting, and I provide you with endless examples so you don’t have to trust me very much.

In the illusory world, people will say, “I feared that I’d get a disease, and I did.”  They claim that proves their intuition or their gift of prophecy.  Or they prove that their fear is a signal of something being true.  Disease is near true; the True Self has no concept of disease.  I assure you of that.  That thought just proves that if we hold a belief in mind as the truth, we will manifest it in time.  That’s how our creative minds work.  So why would we want to hold a belief in our mind about disease?  Why not hold no beliefs in mind about disease and never think about illness again.  Well that is easier said than done when everyone around you believes that disease is real, and therefore true.

You see, the lack of belief in disease doesn’t show up as a possibility for most people.  Let me be clear.  I’m not talking about adopting a wellness program with special diets, supplements, exercises, practices, etc., either.  I’m talking about completely trusting your True Self to handle your body.  Imagine just enjoying your life and body with no thought about your health again…ever.  You also don’t have to think about anyone else’s health.  You know that disease is false for them too.  You see, that is far too radical to put up on a normal blog site.  An idea like that is far too radical for most people; and I say thousands of things like that in this deprogram.  People who make their living off of wellness and health care in my deprograms generally transition over time to another career…but they never complain.  They start doing something they truly love.  This deprogram is like no other.  If something bad happens to you, it was going to happen to you anyway.  But the more you let go, the less bad things happen.  You are moving away from the illusion where all bad or unwanted manifestations happen.

People in the illusion believe that if something becomes real, it is automatically true.  That collective programming takes time to undo.  Aspects of our mind, which I call clone characters, do not want us to let go.  I call them clone characters because they are voices in our mind that pretend to be God, angels, guides, advisors, parents, etc.  They aren’t the actual person or being, they are like a clone of them.  We put those characters into our mind to help us navigate the illusion.  Now that we want freedom, we are going against those characters.  We are slowly and gently removing them from our mind.  That can be frightening. Those characters don’t want to lose their job.  They want to remain in our story; but unfortunately, they are keeping our story in the illusion.  So they need to go.

Consequently, this isn’t a weekend workshop.  Initiation is now, and has always been, a complete change of mind that is permanent for as long as you want to remain free of the illusion.  Once you know how the illusion was created and sustained, you can choose to go into it; and come back out when you want.  I’ve proven that by doing that in the creation of this deprogram hundreds of times.  I explain how it is done with example after example.  If one doesn’t make sense to you, another will.  Our initial exit, however, must be gradual and thorough.

Our minds are amazing; they have enormous potential when we get rid of all the second-cause thinking that we’ve accepted during our lives (and maybe even prior lives).  People prove to themselves that letting go works by doing it; I’m just a way shower.  I don’t let go for people because I can’t.  Besides, we learn by experience.  Initiation is an experience that you want to have.  It’s like Act III of your personal movie.

Everyone has their own individual mental container.  I can expose beliefs in your container, but you decide to let them go or not.  There is no force in my deprograms.  But that doesn’t mean that I won’t encourage you to let go.  In the end, my best gift to you is that I love people unconditionally, and that is something that most people don’t have in their life.  So my unconditional love does help to make letting go easier once you can accept it and trust me.  Nevertheless, loving you unconditionally means that I’ll always tell you the truth and give you the right to choose.  If you enter this deprogram, I assume that you want complete freedom.  I won’t hold back in my feedback if you ask a question or write a comment because if I did, I’d be limiting your freedom.  I’d be conditionally loving you.  Conditional love is everywhere; it’s worthless love.

Think of it this way.  The free blog articles tell you how to let go.  I expose some of the big beliefs that get in the way.  I provide the most important techniques and a few simple games to play.  But I don’t lay out a path.  There is no order to what I present because it is a blog.  It’s easy to miss something that you need when you are just starting out.  You might not even know what you are looking for because I might give an article a title that uses words that you didn’t even know existed…like second-cause thinking or the triangle process.  You see, the blog is just not the best way to do initiation.  Likewise books and videos don’t work very well for initiation.  People go into learning mode when they read a book or relaxation mode when they watch a video.  In my deprogram, we are breaking and letting go of old habits and patterns that get in the way of freedom while learning how the mind works, decoding stories, and understanding the MENTAL history of our planet.  My websites, including the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway deprograms contain the equivalent of about eighty normal-sized nonfiction books.  That’s a lot of material.  In addition, I expose something in nearly every paragraph.  So you have to read much more slowly, and you’ll be stopping a lot to let go.  I drive up your beliefs with my writing.

Let’s look at this objectively.  You have a problem with your mother.  You go to a therapist, and you talk about mom.  You blame mom for being a bad person; and nothing really gets better.  Now you just think you were a victim of a bad mom.  That leaves you stuck even deeper in the illusion.  Now you are judging mom and calling that discrimination.  Letting go is very different.  As you go through the deprogramming, you won’t usually work directly on mom unless you want to do so.  You’ll read a paragraph, and you’ll realize that your mom gave you the belief that I just exposed.  You’ll let that belief go.  In the process of letting go, we didn’t make mom a bad person; she just had a false belief.  Now you know that.  You have some compassion for mom.  Now your relationship gets better with mom.  The therapy session cost you $100 for an hour.  In that hour, you put more crap in your mind.  You went deeper into the illusion.  In one hour on this site, you might let go of twenty or more beliefs on a range of topics.  Or you might work on one really big beliefs.  All progress is good progress.  So you are getting a little more freedom every time you engage with the articles.

Over time, you’ll find that some articles really speak to you.  You’ll go back to them again and again, and you’ll notice that they seem different each time you go back.  People used to ask me if I changed the articles, and I did not.  They changed. My writing is what I call living writing.  It changes as you change.  So it becomes your validation of progress.

If you want freedom like you want air, you will most certainly get it.  I always tell people that I’m no one special.  I just wanted freedom so badly that I would do ANYTHING to get it.  I’ve simply done things that no one else would do; and perhaps, I have some inborn talent for decoding and an easier time letting go than most people.  In the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway, I often talk about my own experiences.  You’ll get to know my life very well.  I hold nothing back.  I have nothing to hide…no secrets.  My own quest for freedom is my best proof that letting go works.  My own stories are the best proof that I can offer.

There are many initiation stories on this planet; those stories became my earliest validation as I decoded them.  Once decoded, an Egyptian story was no different than a Bible story.  An eastern story had the same ingredients and big lies as a western story.  A fairy tale can often be more valuable for letting go than a nonfiction book.  The problem is that people are taught to view stories literally or symbolically.  That’s not how they were written.  They were written metaphorically.  Stories have been dumbed down to fit into the illusion.  They were dumbed down to keep us dumbed down.  Therefore, initiation became a lost art.

People within the occult, which includes every belief system, hijacked the initiates’ words and stories.  They tried to do what the initiates could do with belief systems, rituals, ceremonies, totems, gematria, symbols, etc.  I don’t need any of that.  There are no practices or rituals in my deprogram.  You don’t have to memorize anything or set up an altar.  You don’t need to sit in a certain way or even be sitting when you let go.  You just let go as much as you can, as best you can, when you can.  I provide lots of prompts to bring the beliefs in your mind up to the surface so you can let them go.  Initiation is so simple in theory; the illusion made initiation appear to be complex because the illusion is so complex.

I did the Gold Circle because I didn’t know what was blocking others from seeing what I saw so clearly.  I decided that I had to go back into the illusion.  I had to understand what was going on in people’s minds.  I had to find out why people were stuck in religion (east and west), politics, psychology, medicine (including alternative medicine and wellness), science, New Age, self-help, and more; those are all OCCULT belief systems that people treat as if they are the truth.  The word occult means hidden.  It means that part of the belief is revealed; the other part is concealed.

I had to expose a lot of false teachers, preachers, healers, and leaders in this deprogram so that people could see that what they taught was false.  Here’s where this gets tricky.  If I was talking to the Pope, I’d have no problem telling him his beliefs were false.  I’m not going to go easy on him.  However, if I’m talking to a devout Catholic, I’ll be very gentle.  I might just hint that a certain belief wasn’t always true.  These two people are both Catholic, but they have different roles.  The Pope has the masculine, assertive role; he has responsibility for the beliefs that he imposes or projects on others.  The devout Catholic was just doing what they were told to do.  I’m going to go more gently on them.  They are a victim of the Pope; they hold no responsibility.  They were not taught how to let go, and letting go from the feminine role has been hidden since the creation of the fake God in the Old Testament, which is about 6000 years.  So I’m not going to be hard on someone who was raised Catholic; but I won’t believe them myself.  I will let them know that I don’t share their beliefs.

I take the desire and the state of mind of the people I’m writing for into consideration.  Nevertheless, I’ll be far more bold in this deprogram than I am in the free articles, the Gatewaytogold Facebook page, or any social media site.  I’m pushing for freedom with every word I think, say, or do.  I have to assume that everyone in my deprograms is letting go and wants freedom.  But I know what people can handle.  You will gain this understanding too as time goes on.  You’ll learn to address people where they are without joining them in their delusion.

There was another reason that I did this deprogram.  I discovered that I loved decoding old stories.  That was my joy.  I was freeing story characters that had been stuck for eons.  I did my first story decode for my Master’s Degree thesis and my second for my Ph.D. dissertation.  I never had so much fun in my life, and the people who read what I wrote were blown away.  They loved what I did too.  I didn’t even have to defend my dissertation.   The committee just told me how much they loved it for hours.  So of course, I wanted to present the stories that I was decoding to the world.  But while I was decoding the stories in those educational programs, I realized that there was something that was so much more important than my story decodes.  People needed to learn how to decode their own personal stories.  I saw that everyone is living a story; and our purpose in life is to bring that story full circle. That happens by letting go of beliefs.  Also, to understand and really enjoy my story decodes, someone had to be at least moving in the direction of initiation.  Otherwise, they’d just memorize the new view of the story and turn that into a new belief system.  That would destroy everything I’d done.  I would have created a new religion or belief system.  I certainly didn’t want that.

I’m thankful for that foresight today.  You may have read of people like Einstein or Nikola Tesla creating concepts and inventions that were used by people who didn’t have a win-win point of view.  This devastated these men.  They did what they did for the good of all, and someone used it for their own self gain.  That would have happened to my stories if I didn’t help my readers to gain the initiates’ point of view before they read the decode.  Thus, the Gold Circle is all about letting go of beliefs with a little bit of decoding.  The Golden Gateway is a lot of decoding and a little bit of review and letting go of deep programming.

In the Gold Circle, I explain how our own personal stories were all meant to be epic.  I couldn’t present what I decoded in good conscious unless I knew that the readers of those decodes knew how to let go.  Their own mental clearing had to come first.  Then my collective story decodes would support them in their personal story decodes.  I had to trust my True Self to honor my win-win desire and provide me with the inspiration to do this in the right order.  That is exactly what happened.

In short, when your own story is decoded and your mind is purified, everything in your life makes sense.  It’s amazing.  Every question in your life is answered.  You know who you are; and you know exactly why you are here on planet earth at this time.  The dots of your life are connected, but you didn’t intellectually connect those dots.  That’s how you know that you’re seeing your story from the perspective of the True Self.  Nothing in your past will bother you.  You’ll remember your past, but it will be more like a dream.  You’ll be at peace with what happened, because you don’t hold the causal beliefs in mind anymore.  So those beliefs can’t manifest in your life or any else’s life as a projection from you again.

Having seen that in my own life story, that became my focus for the Gold Circle.  There are a few decodes in the Gold Circle.  If you want a short simple example of a decode, I’d refer you to The Lion King short decode on this site.  Or I have a short decode of the Tower of Babel on No Labels No Lies.  I go into much more detail in the decode I do in my programs, but that gives you a general idea of how our mind shifts when our collective stories and their characters come back to life.  That shift happens in our personal stories too.  However, we are the character that comes back to life.  The macrocosm and the microcosm are the same, but ONLY at the mental level of perception.

Like I say on the banner of No Labels No Lies, if we give people the truth, they put it into their false mind; they turn the truth into a belief or belief system.  Then they go further away from their own True Self knowing.  They go deeper into the illusion.  This is why we should never follow others; we should never learn the truth from a spiritual teacher or guru.  It doesn’t enlighten us; it’s a trap.  I’m not saying that these gurus and spiritual teachers have bad intentions.  They don’t know what they are doing. They happened to find beliefs that sounded true to them; and they started to teach them.  They didn’t let go to get to their point of view.  It’s not their fault; people do to others what was done to them.  But that doesn’t meant that you want to follow them and learn from them.  I will ask you to trust me with letting go.  I won’t ask you to follow me, believe me, or submit to me.  After all, most of my writing is exposing false or explaining how the illusion works.  I will keep reminding you not to believe what I write, and I will keep reminding you to let go, until letting go and not believing anyone on the planet becomes a habit.

Our True Self is simple.  I can explain the True Self in ten words or less.  But you don’t need the truth.  You were born with the truth inside of you.  You need to know how to escape the illusion.  That takes a lot of words.  The illusion is complex by design.  The illusion is a gigantic complex of beliefs and second-cause knowledge.  There is nothing true to be found within the illusion…nothing.  The illusion looks true ONLY because it has become real and others believe it to be true.  Even this deprogramming is done within the illusion, or you wouldn’t be able to find it.  We start in the illusion, and we work our way out.

In short, all beliefs have an opposite; the real truth has no opposite.  When we use our minds as designed, we become like the Creator.  As the initiates used to say, “We enter initiation as mortals; we exit as Gods.”  We simply learn to live from our full potential in initiation.  Our full potential only exists outside of the illusion; we get there by eliminating all of our second-cause knowledge and beliefs, which requires knowing, not thinking or hoping, that our beliefs are FALSE.

My work isn’t for everyone.  I’m the first to admit that.  It’s for those people who have had enough of the illusion.  If you still have desires within the illusion, I suggest that you fulfill those desires first.  I don’t want to have to rain on people’s parades and tell them that they have to give up a desire to get free.  In initiation, we slowly and gently drop our false desires; in the end, we only focus on attaining true desires.  False desires keep us stuck.  So I do expose them when they come up.  The perfect person for this deprogram is someone who desperately wants to be themselves.  They want to be free to create their own life.  They don’t want to follow others, including me.  That kind of big desire is very different from wanting to fix a problem or fix a bad relationship.  Of course, problems will be fixed as we let go.  But fixing problem is not our focus.  It just happens as a byproduct of letting go.

As you already know from the free material, we don’t get rid of our emotions in initiation.  We use them to take us to freedom.  So you must be willing to feel your emotions.  This is not an intellectual, learning program.  Your memory is worthless to you in this deprogram.  That’s why I call it unschool, not school.  I understand unschooling deeply; I unschooled my own three children.  You will come to see how everything I’ve done in my life was for this moment.  My whole life was preparation for the revelation of initiation.  You get to see how a story goes from a bunch of disconnected memories to a full-circle story.

If you do as I suggest, and do it well, you will come to live from knowing.  You will have wisdom, not knowledge.  You will have something that is far more valuable than the best Ivy League education.  The traditionally educated have a lot of worthless knowledge stuck in their mental computers; they don’t have knowing.  In fact, they block their True Self knowing,  I can say that because I have a Master’s Degree in Psychology and a Ph.D. in Esoteric Studies.  I only used those degrees to expose religion, New Age, pseudo-science, medicine, psychology, hypnotherapy, astrology, and the rest of the occult as completely false.  I don’t consider anything taught in those programs to be true.  In fact, if you do what you learn in those traditional programs of knowledge, you will do harm to yourself and others.  But don’t worry about that just yet; nearly everyone’s career transitions in this deprogram.  It’s part of your story to make that shift; and you will do it effortlessly if you let go first.

As we move along, I will be sharing how the mind works and how the occultists of the world have deceived us.  I’ll be exposing a lot of theories and belief systems.  I’ll expose the occult tricks and traps.  They have a lot of them.  Basically, the occultists in power worked hard to block every exit within the illusion.  They didn’t want people to get free and expose their asses like I’m doing.  We expose, but we don’t judge.  That also takes some getting used to.  We learn to love our enemies, and that is what ultimately destroys them.  The beliefs that cause us to have enemies are in our mind.  When we destroy the beliefs, the enemy disappears.

Initiation can be frustrating; it’s not a walk in the park or a weekend workshop.  It is how you learn about your mind.  It’s how you come to “Know Yourself.”  At the same time, you have free will and that doesn’t change in this deprogram.  You can keep any or all of your limitations and beliefs if you want to.  You can leave the deprogram at any time.  You can come back later on if you change your mind.  There is no judgment of what you do from me.  I don’t pay much attention to who comes and goes.  I’ve got better things to do.

Like any other writer, I had to choose an audience; and it only made sense that I’d choose to write for people who had the same desire as I did.  So when I say that we are letting go of beliefs, I don’t just mean those critical voices that you don’t like or the unintended songs that sing in your mind.  You will be letting go of as many beliefs that you like as beliefs that you don’t like.  There is no such thing as a good or true belief system.  All belief systems are false.  They are all occult.  In addition, you never needed to learn the truth.  The moment you learn the truth, you turn it into a belief.  Thus we will unlearn the truth that you previously learned.  Fortunately, I was born with unending patience.

The Gold Circle is written as if you are going all the way to freedom.  So if something is false, I expose it as false.  I’m direct and clear; so you will know that your belief system was not ever true.  At the same time, I always prove why a belief is false with examples or stories.  Then it’s up to you to let the belief go or not.  Initiation is a weird thing; it’s a gradual shift of the mind.  At times you’ll think that nothing is happening.  But then, you’ll go back and read an article that you read a year ago, and you’ll say, “Damn it looks different to me now.  My mind is really changing.  I am getting more clarity. Cathy makes sense to me now.


What is Initiation Like?  What Will I Learn?

Letting go isn’t something you do in a weekend; it is about bringing your mind back to the way it was NATURALLY designed.  That takes a while.  You’ve been using your mind in the wrong way for a long time.  Everyone has been doing that, so don’t beat yourself up for that.  Initiation is a complete change of mind and life.  In ancient times, initiation was done in a school or temple.  You went and lived there for years, like someone today might go live in a monastery.  Most of us don’t have that luxury today.  So I had to find a way that initiation could be done while living a normal life.  There is nothing you can’t do as an initiate except follow someone else who is still within the illusion.  You can’t get free and submit to someone within the illusion.  It’s impossible.

Sometimes people tell me, “But Cathy I love learning.”  Well then you need to make a choice.  You can’t learn your way to freedom.  So do you want freedom or learning?  Do you want learning or understanding?  In my experience, most people come to love understanding once they get a taste of it.  But it’s a bit like letting go of a bad habit.  The same is true with letting go; people come to love letting go in time.  They start to enjoy the insights; they love the great feeling of having their emotions disappear along with their beliefs.  They start to find that their mind is a very interesting place.  Also, their whole life starts to make sense.  When their story starts to come together, it’s pretty amazing.  You realize that you were missing out on so much while you marinated in the illusion.

In addition, you can still learn physical things while engaging in initiation.  You can learn some form of art.  You can learn things like rock climbing or cooking.  That’s the kind of things that we were meant to learn.  What you can’t learn is anything that comes with a belief system, like yoga.  Yoga is a belief system; it’s a rigid system of movement.  You can’t do your own thing in a yoga class.  If you did your own creative expression, you wouldn’t belong in that class.  So such learning blocks your creative expression.  You can’t be free and practice yoga.  But you can stretch as your body feels like stretching if you like to stretch.  You simply won’t stretch as a routine.  You’ll stretch when your body wants you to stretch.  You also won’t learn things like religion, psychology, or about the inner workings of the body, but you could read about such beliefs and let go once you get good at letting go.

This is a completely different way of life.  As you let go, you’ll see so clearly that things like yoga were a giant trap; the false desire for any kind of practice or spiritual learning falls away gently.  You start to realize that you are spiritual, and you have always been spiritual.  You don’t need to learn spirituality. Those who teach spirituality of any kind do not know it; they are using projection to feel spiritual because they have lost it.  Lao Tzu said this clearly:  “Those who know do not speak. Those who speak do not know.”  He was warning the people that people who talk about the truth don’t know the truth.  They are speaking from knowledge or memorization.  So we reverse that in the Gold Circle.  Everything in initiation is insanely practical.  I assume that you have a True Self; we all do.  You fulfilled the requirement for being spiritual a long time ago.  Nothing more needs to be said about that.  If you feel unspiritual, it’s because you’ve blocked your True Self with beliefs; you mostly like believed some teacher who claimed to be spiritual and projected unspiritual on you.  We will eliminate that projection via letting go.

You will be learning how to discriminate moment to moment so that you can eventually discriminate all the time.  It will become easier and easier because letting go is natural.  You just forgot how to do it.  Freedom doesn’t mean that you will have an occasional peak experience.  Those all come from the false self.  Freedom means that you’ll constantly be moving toward your True Self and your own perfect inspiration.  I won’t be teaching you how to channel advice from aliens or dead people.  This isn’t a class in being psychic or reading auras.  We won’t be tuning your chakras, honing your intuition, or remote viewing.  Initiation has nothing to do with ascension as it is taught in the New Age.  That’s all part of the illusion.  I assure you of that, and you will come to see that for yourself as you let go.  Initiation is about the attainment of mental, emotional, and physical congruence and freedom 24/7 and 365.

I will not be your guru or spiritual teacher in the Gold Circle.  Like I said, I don’t even view this deprogram as spiritual; I consider initiation and letting go to be practical advice for living the perfect life in a physical reality.  In addition, I will not be your healer or therapist.  I will not be your mother, advisor, or your best friend. And for those who are coming from the New Age, I will not be your channel or psychic.  But in time, you won’t need or want any of those fake roles in your life.  You’ll realize that people in false roles have nothing to offer anyone.  They aren’t bad; they are just stuck in false.  They are teaching occult beliefs as true.  They only look important within the illusion.  When you step outside of the illusion, they look kind of silly.  They look like kids playing cowboys and Indians; it’s cute, but once you’re a mature adult, you don’t want to play such games anymore.  You want to create.  You won’t want such roles, nor will you honor such roles.  You’ll have your True Self to inspire you all the time.  You’ll find your place within the Creator’s blueprint.  It will be perfect.  But you must be patient.  It took you decades, maybe lifetimes, to make such a mess of your mind.  It will take a while to free your mind.  This is a change of the way you live your life; it takes as long as it takes.

You’ll notice that I interacted with people a lot when I originally did the Gold Circle.  I did that until I felt like I’d seen it all and exposed it all.  I answered a lot of questions that are typical for people who are beginning initiation in the group calls and narratives.  So you’ll probably find that I answered all of your questions along the way.  If someone was stuck, my goal was to find out why they were stuck.  I wanted to find every illusory trap on the planet.  You won’t hear everyone in the Gold Circle speak on the calls.  Many people were shy about speaking up.  But I got often questions from them in emails or comments.  I answered every question I received.  I addressed every problem or situation what came my way.  I’ve held nothing back.  There are no secrets between you and I. That can’t be said of occult teachers; they always have skeletons hidden in their closet.

Now, however, I have my life back.  So I only answer questions about the content of the articles in the comments.  So if you were only doing this deprogram in order to get access to me as a mentor, don’t bother doing it.  That is no longer offered in the Gold Circle.  There is an opportunity to work with me to create a business, to work as a leader or exposer, or to fulfill a project in the Golden Gateway.  You’ll learn about that when the time is right.

What I did to create this deprogram was not magic, nor was it mystical.  Letting go doesn’t take a special talent.  It’s natural.  We were born knowing how to let go.  Consequently, the ultimate goal of initiation is for you to answer all of your own questions.  And that’s why I don’t interact with you directly.  It’s hard for people to understand why I’d make myself scarce.  Part of it is that I want to go back to living the life that I’ve earned.  I gave up a lot mentally, emotionally, relationship wise, health wise, and economically to do the Gold Circle.  I couldn’t create or even relate to the people I love when I was stuck in other people’s illusions helping them to get free.  After I let go of someone’s illusion, I’d get free for a day or two as I wrote about that experience; and I’d have a little fun.  Then I had to dive back in to do the next article.  So it was quite an adventure that lasted for several years.

The illusion doesn’t foster true independence.  I do.  That lack of independence is part of the reason that you are stuck.  You’re used to seeking advice from others on nearly everything.  You’ve been seeking advice from others who are just as trapped in the illusion as you are.  They just pretend to have advice.  In truth, what they give you is worthless even if they charge a lot of money for that advice or expertise.  You’re used to learning and being taught by false teachers who don’t know their ass from a hole in the wall.  You’re used to making choices and decisions based on facts or feelings that come from observing and living within the illusion.  Decisions and choices go away once you gain your freedom.  Instead of your mind working outer-to-inner from reactions or beliefs, your mind starts working inner-to-outer from inspiration.

The Gold Circle is a lot like riding a bike.  You try and try, and then one day it all makes sense.  I am kind of like the training wheels on that bike.  As you go into new topics, I help you to keep your balance so you don’t crash.  It’s a little scary when we take on a topic that once seemed very true; we totally destroy that topic by exposing every little belief as false.  But once you master a topic, you are off and riding as a free one.  Then we pick up another topic and another.  No topic was off limits in the creation of this deprogram.  I don’t ignore topics or beliefs that are uncomfortable.  I didn’t do this to soothe people or make them comfortable within the illusion.    That’s what therapy is for.  I did this to take people all the way to freedom.  I didn’t go halfway; I went all the way.

If you are wanting a politically correct leader, I’m not the one.  I’m not a people pleaser.  I’m a True Self pleaser.  I know who I work for.  We live in an illusory sea of beliefs.  We’ve become normalized by swimming in that sea.  We treat the other illusion dwellers far too kindly; our kindness is actually harmful to them.  We don’t expose beliefs as untrue, so they don’t know that they are going deeper into the illusion.  We don’t call out liars and con artists.  In fact, we often follow them to our own demise.  If I’m not bold and straight forward with you, and call a belief a lie without any doubt, you’ll continue to see the illusion created by beliefs as real and true.  You’ll continue to trust the voices in your mind.  So I have to be direct, but I’m not direct with regard to any person or group.  I’m not mean or rude.  I’m just discriminating between true and false one belief at a time.

You are not your beliefs, even if you like them.  So I’m never mad at you when I expose a belief in your mind as false.  I’m never judging you.  The belief is just false.  My exposure is not ever personal.  Too often, people think that they are their beliefs.  You’ll get over that in this deprogram.  You weren’t born with even one belief in your mind.  You were born with everything you needed for your True Self desires; you just didn’t realize that.  When people aren’t used to discriminating, my writing and feedback is a confusing; directness and surety can sound harsh at first.  But in truth, discriminating only sounds harsh in those moments when I want your freedom more than you do.  In those moments, you are confusing judgment with discrimination.  You are listening to clones instead of your own True Self.  Don’t worry; we’ll work on that common problem.

We also don’t honor victimhood in the Gold Circle.  Again, I have to do that to get you to freedom.  No story can be too big or too harsh to let go.  I give you what you need for total freedom.  I keep my promise to give you everything I’ve come to know.  But you will have to take responsibility for your past; and that is not popular today.  Being a victim is viewed as cool in this day and age.  Oppression is like a badge of honor within the illusion.  People want safe spaces when they feel emotion.  They want to blame others for their emotions.  All of that has to go in initiation deprogramming.  But don’t worry; I show you how to let the past go no matter what happened, and I tell you why you would want to do so.  When you do as I suggest, it is like your past is rewritten.  What happened in the past can’t happen again.  You know that, so the past doesn’t bother you anymore.  You become free of it.

I never ask you to do anything that I haven’t already done more than once; and I never ask you to do anything without explaining why you’d want to do that if you want freedom.  If you aren’t clear on that, you can ask me for more clarification in the comments below each of the articles.  You should never feel like you are jumping off a cliff.  You’ll never be in physical or mental danger if you let go of whatever you can let go in every moment.  You just have to do your best, and you can’t screw this up.  You cannot let go of the truth.  Always keep that in mind.  You’ll see that all the danger you perceived in the past came from holding on.  Letting go never hurt anyone.  That being said, you will be challenged all the time.  Initiation isn’t easy; if it was, everyone would be doing it.

I created this space as support for letting go because no one supports letting go in the real world; most people don’t have friends and family who are letting go.  People hit roadblocks in initiation; that’s normal.  Without some support or validation, the roadblocks become walls that they can’t get over or around.  In time, they just end up right back in the illusion out of frustration and the false belief that they can’t let go or get free.

In addition, I’m holding the vision for everyone’s freedom, and you’ll come to realize how much that actually helps you to let go.  That’s why this is a deprogram…not a book or a self-help video.  If you are in the Gold Circle deprogram, you are an integral part of my vision.  Your letting go is also contributing to freedom for all worldwide.  You are helping to make the exits that I’ve created bigger and more visible for others.  We are all dissolving the collective illusion as we let go.  In that way, we are all in this together.  But we are still only ONE at the level of the True Self.  I discourage false connections in this deprogram.

If you aren’t willing to invest the time, and stick with this for as long as it takes, then this isn’t for you.  If you just want to read what I write and not let go, this deprogram DEFINITELY isn’t for you.  People come to this deprogram from different places with very different mindsets.  They come for different reasons.  For some, it isn’t that hard to let go; they catch on pretty quickly.  Others are very stuck in the illusion because they’ve had a difficult past, and it takes them much longer to understand letting go.  You are where you are.  No one is ever judged by me.  My only guarantee is that it is possible for anyone to get free in one lifetime.  And for most, it will take much less time than that.  Most people in my deprograms will become totally free with time to spare so that they can enjoy living a fully creative life.

In the Gold Circle, I push you along at a quicker speed than you’d be able to do on your own because I’ve been in your shoes.  I expose beliefs that most people claim to be true.  I offer helpful reminders so that you don’t stop letting go.  Over and over again, people tell me that they never would have thought to let go of certain beliefs if I had not exposed them.  People come to my deprograms with horrible misconceptions.  They want freedom in a weekend because other occult leaders and teacher have promised such things.  They’ve been seeking for so long; they’re so tired of the struggle.  I get that.  I felt that way too when I started letting go.  But it takes as long as it takes.  I’ve been involved in the discovery of letting go and finding a way to communicate it for thirty years at this point in time.  It won’t take you that long.  Don’t compare yourself to anyone, not even other people in the deprogram.  You will learn to take score of your own mental progress and ignore everyone else.  That’s huge.  Most people are comparing themselves to others all the time.  It’s exhausting.

Finally, let me be completely transparent about money.  When people really apply what I suggest, they get their money’s worth so many times over.  Think of what you pay for a doctor’s visit or a session of therapy.  Think of what you pay for a self-help or New Age program or workshop.  Think of what you lose when you are stuck in an emotional state and can’t get out.  Think of what you spend in time and money to manage your baggage and fix problems.  Think of what your bad relationships cost you.  Practically speaking, I designed this deprogram so that you’d go through about two books worth of information a month.  If you bought two nonfiction books, you’d pay about what you pay for this program.  If you went to three or four movies, you’d pay what you pay for this program.  It’s not a lot based on what you get.  You’ll get your life back if you let go as I suggest you do.

This deprogram is an investment in your mind and life that pays dividends for the rest of your life.  It’s like investing in a horse that wins the Triple Crown or a company that goes from the owner’s garage to a global corporation like Apple.  Like I said before, you will become wise.  It will be better than having multiple degrees.  We’ll address abundance in the program.  You should get a return on your investment that is better than you can even imagine.  But it will take time.  Because the illusion is so seductive and sleazy, people have become quite confused by con artists who use beliefs that sound like the truth to trap people.  I help you deal with that, but you have to be patient.  I can’t wave a magic wand and get your mind to let go.

Many people say, “But Cathy, the truth should be free.”  Yes the truth should be free because we all contain the truth within.  I totally agree with that statement.  However, I’m not giving you the truth in this deprogram.  If you read the header of No Labels No Lies, you will see how I feel about people who teach the truth.  It’s harmful; it destroys people’s minds.  You don’t want anything to do with people who teach the truth.  No one should be giving you the truth; and I assure you that everyone who has claimed to give you the truth only gave you beliefs.  I’m giving you what you actually need.  I’m telling you how to escape a very sticky and longstanding illusion so that you can access the truth that you already have within on your own.  The truth does you no good at all if you can’t access it.  I’m giving you the key to the Gateway To Gold.  These are the kinds of things that I have to explain all the time; it’s what I call level confusion.  People take a concept that applies to the True Self and make it true within the illusion; that is what causes everyone to get stuck.

You have the truth within; you really do.  You had it when you were born, and you covered it up with beliefs.  I won’t give you the truth because I have no desire to harm you or turn you into my minion.  You have to find the truth within, not without.  So I will hint at it; and I will push you toward your True Self with every word I write.  I’ll explain how the occult illusion and the mind works so that you have overall understanding of your mental creative instrument.  But it’s up to you to find your True Self and trust it again.  The truth was always free; you were born with it.  But if your pipes are clogged, you have to pay a plumber to unclog them before you can get water from your faucet.  I’m a lot like a plumber for your mind.


What Actually Happens to Your Mind in the Gold Circle?

As you let go, a lot happens to your mind; and it’s all good.  You are letting go of second-cause knowledge and beliefs that you don’t need, so you simply gain a lot more mental clarity.  If something is true, or you need the first-cause knowledge now or in the future, you will not feel any need to let it go.  You won’t even notice that it is there.  Decisions go away because you become aware of your inspiration.  You know what to do when you feel emotions, so you don’t get stuck in depression or despair anymore.  You have tools to empower you when you encounter problems that most view as normal, so you don’t feel dependent on experts or authority figures anymore.  You loosen your false ties with other people; so you connect only with their True Self.  You develop compassion for others; so relationships get easier.  You feel more complete because your past doesn’t pull you back anymore.  You slowly and safely regain mastery over your mind, body, and life.  All of this allows you to become healthier, wiser, more creative, and more authentic and TRUE.  Life becomes so much easier until it becomes effortless.  But that doesn’t happen overnight; again, you have to be patient and kind to yourself.  Initiation is not like anything else.  Most can’t even conceive of the mental shift that happens with initiation.  It’s a bit like being a unicorn, but mentally speaking.

Once you are free, you will create your life.  It will be whatever you truly desire.  I have nothing to do with that outcome; it will all come from your own True Self.  You have to realize that other groups that you’ve belonged to in the past wanted everyone to think the same.  So of course, they could predict what would physically happen to you in the future; they were taking away your originality and spontaneity.  The whole group would basically create the same future.  We are moving in the opposite direction.  There is no group think in my vision for the Gold Circle.  So no one will be able to predict your future except you.  You’ll lose all desire to predict your future in time; you’ll be living from mental cause produces physical effect.  This can seems strange to people in the illusion, where psychics and prophets are viewed as normal.  They need such people; we don’t.

Now that being said, I want to manage your expectations.  This isn’t a joy ride.  If you are going to clean your room, you must see the dirt to wipe it away.  The same is true with the mind.  The crap comes up so that you can let it go.  Often that crap is ugly and has a lot of emotion attached when it arises; that’s part of the deprogramming.  If you pay too much attention to the crap, and you don’t put enough attention on letting go, you’ll create a lot of unnecessary discomfort.  If you ignore the crap, you’ll think you have nothing to let go when you have a lot to let go.  I’ll explain how to deal with all of that; it’s normal.  But it will happen.  People often think that letting go is like riding off into the sunset with your new lover.  No, it’s not.  It’s more like noticing that the toilet is dirty so you clean it.  Then it isn’t dirty anymore.

Once people find Gateway To Gold, and they realize that it’s possible for life to actually make sense.  They want the answers now so they can satisfy their painful hunger.  That’s their old learning clones talking.  Giving you the answers won’t get you free.  I try to keep you from starving to death by giving you just what you need to know; if I give you all the answers, however, I’ll satiate your hunger.  You’ll go into your old programming and learn the answers to your questions; learning is how you covered up your True Self in the first place.  We have to unlearn and deprogram in our unschool.  So I must keep you hungry enough so that you’ll let go and continue to go for freedom.  But I also want you to fully understand where we are going so that you are never afraid to let go.  I walk a fine line as your visionary.  But I don’t do it alone.  I always have my inspiration to guide me.  My inspiration is always in communication with your True Self; so if you have a genuine question, you’ll get an urge to go somewhere on the website, and your answer will be there.  People wrote to me all the time or commented to tell me that happened to them.  Often someone would have a question, and they couldn’t figure out how to let go to get to the answer; then I answer their question in the next article or the next call.  That was not magic or a miracle.  It just proved that we are connected at the True Self level of perception; and that connection cannot ever be broken.  You have someone in this world in my deprograms who is always on your side from now until the end of time.

The goal of the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway deprograms is for you to come to KNOW YOURSELF.  I can’t say that enough.  It’s a wonderful thing to know yourself.  So much of the focus of the Gold Circle is ridding our mind of those clone characters, the voices who pretend to be our True Self.  They are imposters.  They are characters (voices) that live in our mind; and they think their beliefs are the truth.  They think that we should follow their rules and guidance; and most important, they think that we cannot let them go.  They think they are necessary.  They think they hold our purpose in life.  They are very wrong about that.  They talk all the time; they make decisions difficult.  They sing when we don’t feel like hearing music.  They provide advice and guidance that keeps us stuck in the illusion.  They get us to ignore our emotions or follow positive emotions like hope or excitement.  Those voices can’t get us to freedom.  So I help you to battle them so that you win.  Eventually, those voices will be gone from your mind.  You won’t miss them.

It can be scary to challenge long-standing or popular beliefs…collective beliefs are considered normal.  We all fear being different or not fitting in until we reconnect with our True Self; then we are never alone again.  I’ve been stuck in the illusion just like you, and that’s much of the value that I provide.  I have a lot of experience with my own initiation as well as the experience of working with others.  I can tell you what I’ve let go or what others have let go.  I can assure you that I’ve not missed any of the beliefs that I dropped; my life has only improved by letting go.  I’ll say this again because it is very important:  I’ve never been hurt by letting go, nor have I harmed another by letting go.  Holding on is what hurts ourselves and others.  I’ve gotten calmer, healthier, and more creative.  I experience a natural inner calmness as my normal state of mind that’s beyond most people’s wildest expectations; it’s not a numb calmness or a contrived silence like one gets by practicing eastern meditation or other eastern practices.  It’s also not apathy or acceptance of a life that isn’t acceptable.  It’s simply our natural state of being.


A Few Important Cautions for Your Protection and Comfort

You must be at least 18 years old to do the Gold Circle.  If you are still living with your parents, then I’d wait until you move out.  When you live with your parents, you are under their rulership.  It’s hard to break free of their beliefs when you share a space with them.  You don’t want to make this harder than necessary.  Also, sometimes beliefs leave our mind naturally when we leave our parents’ home and care.  That is how it should happen naturally.

I do not recommend that you do the Gold Circle unless you are stable in your mind; and feel comfortable with your emotions.  If you are absolutely terrified of your emotions, then letting go is going to be very difficult.  This is not a program for releasing emotions like you find with the Release Technique or the Emotional Freedom Technique.  In initiation, your emotions go away naturally once you let go of the causal belief.  The emotion is simply unnecessary after you let go.  We do not use, or need, any form of muscle testing to know the cause of our beliefs.  Therapy, self-help programs like those promoted by people like Tony Robbins, or New Age programs like those promoted by Byron Katie are the opposite of letting go.  Consequently, like I said above, I recommend that you stop following other people while doing this deprogram.  You can’t follow others and your True Self at the same time.  That’s like putting one foot on the gas and the other foot on the brake; you’d ruin your car by doing that.  The same is true with your body and mind.

Don’t worry; I’ll expose all of those popular teachers and many more.  They only offer soothing within the illusion.  Or they teach you how to be successful within the illusion.  This deprogram is about freedom from the illusion.  I also recommend that you stop doing all practices like yoga, eastern meditation, Tai Chi, or martial arts while doing this program.  I don’t require you to stop, but they will hold you back because they come with beliefs.  Letting go will be harder if you continue to do practices because people do those practices as a cover for their beliefs.  The practices are just ways of fixing the effects of their false mind.  It is difficult to know what to let go when you are fixing the effects of your beliefs or floating above your beliefs.

Likewise, if you are on drugs, seriously ill, in a cult, following a spiritual teacher or guru, using anything to numb or relieve your emotions, have been programmed by something like MKUltra, or part of a radical political group, you need to be physically free of such groups before you join this program.  We will work on gaining mental freedom from such groups.  Leaving only gave you physical freedom from the group.  You do need that physical space in order to gain mental freedom from them.  But there is more work to do.

Other techniques have no place in this space; they will be exposed as false if they enter the comments. I will not support any belief system.  I don’t care how popular it is or how much proof you think you’ve gathered that it might be true; that’s not where we are going.  Freedom for all cannot be achieved if we accept beliefs as true.  I’m much tougher in the Gold Circle than I can be on social media or the free material because those platforms weren’t private.  Don’t get me wrong.  I’m not mean.  So don’t be afraid to ask a question in the comments.  I don’t punish anyone.  If I don’t expose all the phony techniques that serve the illusion, the exit to freedom closes; and my job as the visionary of this program is to keep that exit to freedom wide open.  In fact, it is my intent that my work with this group open the exit even wider.

I don’t want you to consider yourself a student or disciple.  I want you to view yourself like an ancient initiate who is contributing to the ideal of freedom for all.  In my way of sharing and writing, the reader and the writer are equal participants in initiation.  There is no superior and inferior in my deprograms.  There is no superior and inferior with anyone; you’ll see that clearly as you let go.  The visionary and the people carrying out the vision are equal.  We honor true equality.  We also honor natural roles like speaking and listening.  We don’t honor false roles like doctor, lawyer, guru, etc.  Your letting go is a powerful contribution to the world.  This is the most important thing you will ever do…I assure you of that.  You will be amazed at what you ultimately become; you’ll have a lot to give to the world.  But again, it will take time to get there.

Even if you are free of groups and practices, the Gold Circle will be uncomfortable at times.  It’s a rough and rugged adventure for sure.  But it’s not unbearable if you are willing to let go of whatever arises.  If you are not yet willing to let go of a particular belief system, I suggest that you follow that belief system to the letter for a few months.  Do that belief system as if your life depends on it.  That will expose the cracks.  You’ll see that it is more false than true; you’ll find that there were many things in that belief system that you didn’t want to do.  But you ignored that part of the belief system, and you did the parts that you liked.  If one belief in a belief system is false, the whole thing is false.  You will come to realize this.  Once you see what I’m saying, you won’t be afraid of letting that belief system go.


What Is the Gold Circle Like?

Most of the Gold Circle is broken up into articles and group calls.  The articles are fairly long to very long.  The calls last about two hours.  I break up the articles into short bites so that you remember to take letting go breaks.  Every paragraph has some meat in it.  People often tell me that they’ve been on one paragraph of an article for a day or two; what I wrote kept exposing and exposing and there was so much to let go.  It’s great when that happens.  I’d like every paragraph to do that.  What brings up beliefs for one person, might do nothing for another; and vice versa.  So you will be customizing this program without thinking about it.  Whatever needs to come to the surface for you will at exactly the right time.  Your True Self is your inner initiator.  It uses what I do; but it is in control of your experience, not me.

This program is divided into seventeen units.  Each unit is the equivalent of a typical nonfiction book or two.  Then there is a group call for each unit.  Most people do about unit a month or six weeks.  In addition, there are quick topics, there is a section with prompts for letting go, and there is a glossary of common initiation words that take you to articles that focus on that word.  This isn’t a small program.  It’s is very extensive.  I will continue to add more and more to each program.  I will probably never declare them to be completely done.

My writing is designed to be interactive and to be alive.  I call it living writing.  You can read an article ten times, and it will bring up new things each time you read it.  I don’t ever write to give you beliefs.  I don’t write to teach you anything.  I write to free you.  My writing is original.  Occasionally, I use quotes for decoding.  But what I share with you can be found nowhere else.  As you let go, it will seem that the articles have changed.  They rarely change; your mind is changing.  It’s getting freer.  In fact, the articles shift over time from exposing beliefs to validation of your new state of mind.  This is not a normal reading experience.  So you can’t use this material in a normal way.  You’ll get used to the way of the Gold Circle in time; and you’ll be able to bring that way of reading and letting go to everything else you do.  You’ll start to see the whole world from a different point of view.  You won’t be accepting beliefs from anyone anymore.

As we move through the deprogramming, I demonstrate how subjects, which are part of the illusion, can be used by the True Self.  For example, I used to work as a hypnotherapist.  I never did hypnotherapy like others.  I did it to set people free.  I got amazing results.  I show you how to use astrology for freedom.  In fact, in my leadership groups, the participants use their astrology chart to find collective beliefs to let go.  I share psychological and physical healing from the True Self’s point of view.  We look at the metaphorical truth in religious stories east and west that you won’t hear from others because they aren’t letting go.  They can’t see the metaphors.  We discuss politics from the True Self’s point of view, and we look at leadership from the win-win point of view.  We even discuss how you might use a self-help tool like visualization or positive thinking in a different way so that you get free.  We don’t run and hide from the illusory world.  Instead, the world becomes our creative canvass because we see if from the big picture perspective.

When you are free, you won’t need to do anything to maintain that state of mind anymore.  So you won’t be letting go for life.  It’s like cleaning a closet.  It’s a lot of work to get rid of crap and organize the stuff you have been keeping in that closet.  But after you are done, if you keep your closet neat and clean, you don’t have to clean it ever again.  As long as you don’t run off and join a cult, you won’t have to clean up your mind again.  Many people have told me that they could never stick to anything in the past.  But they want to stick with letting go.  That’s great validation that it works and that it provides constant progress and benefits.

I’ve already provided the basics of letting go and vaguely explained how we got into this mess in the free information.  I also provided basic techniques that anyone could follow in No Labels No Lies.  In the Gold Circle, I go into those same topics with much more detail and depth.  So, you must have already read the free information, or you won’t be familiar with what I’m talking about.  I don’t start at the beginning as if you know nothing of my work.  I wrote the free material so that people would know what they were getting into if they decided to go all the way to freedom with the help of my deprograms.  However, the free material is valuable.  Someone who had no clone voices in their mind and a pretty easy past could read that material and it could totally free them.  I don’t hold back any secrets in the free material.  In the membership program, I’m simply providing a lot more detailed explanations, more techniques and tools, and many more examples.  I cover far more topics and in much more detail.  You don’t have to be an expert at letting go to join this deprogram, just familiar with what I’ve already written.  There aren’t any tests in the Gold Circle.  There are suggested assignments.  Life does the testing for you.

I say things in the Gold Circle that are not for general public consumption.  What I’m saying would make no sense to someone who is not at least vaguely familiar with letting go, roles, emotions, beliefs as lies, psychological reversal, discrimination, the occult, and initiation.  I had to create a new vocabulary to bring initiation back.  Some of the words that I use are new (my creation), but most are old words that were lost in time.  For that reason, you cannot allow people to read the Gold Circle articles who are not in the program.  They will learn what I say and put it into their mind as the truth.  That will make them less free, not more free.  You will do harm to them if you do that.  If you want to help others, you must expose false.  Don’t fall into the guru or advisor trap.  We’ll work on how to expose in the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway.

Likewise, you cannot take this information and add it to something you might be teaching or have done in the past that is part of the illusion.  Again, you will do harm to others if you do that.  If people want to learn about letting go, and you can’t expose their beliefs as false because they are too stuck, send them to the free material.  Help them find a good starting article.  Let them decide if they want to let go or not.  We must always honor free will in initiation.  If you do harm to others, you ultimately harm yourself too.  That’s how we all got into this mess.  The people who created the illusion to defeat others ultimately believed it themselves.  Then no one knew how to get out anymore.

Unlike other techniques and programs, there will never be certified letting go instructors.  That’s not appropriate.  In order to mentor people I had to assume the feminine role.  I wrote most of these programs from the feminine role as I let go to escape people’s illusions.  You won’t want to do that as free person, I assure you of that.  You’d also have to give up your own freedom to do what I did.  You’ll have true desires that you want to create when you get freedom.  That being said, you will help others get free in some way…a way that will be unique for you.  You’ll expose beliefs as false in whatever field you choose to work in.  You’ll create new ways of physically doing things.  You might become a visionary leader for a corporation or government or just your family.  You’ll free people by following your own inspiration in a way that is perfect for you.  Teaching and healing both disappear from our lives when we are free, so does student and patient.

Others have free will.  Not everyone wants freedom right now.  We should never impose letting go on another.  You are here to fix your mind.  Fixing others is completely unnecessary from the True Self perspective.  We would only help others to fix their own mind if they want to do so.  We don’t want to whip people with letting go.  Letting go and initiation do make us superior to others.  In fact, all superiority goes away in initiation…so does inferiority.  If others want freedom, they will join the program on their own volition.  They will do it simply because they see the changes in you; they’ll want what you have demonstrated.  You will be leading by example, and that is no small thing.

We look at desires in the Gold Circle.  People get really stuck in the illusion when they desperately want a false desire.  They waste their life going after something that wasn’t even right for them.  Seeking the truth within the illusion is a false desire.  So you will have to let go being a seeker.  You have now found what you were looking for.

Even though you now know the big secret, that emotions mean that the beliefs you’re thinking are false, it can be hard to get your mind to work that way.  We’ve been holding on to beliefs and suppressing emotions for a long time.  Our beliefs basically cover three levels:  personal, relationships with others, and the collective society.  In the Gold Circle, we dive into a variety of topics for each of those levels.  We work on all three levels at the same time because that is the quickest way to freedom. I demonstrate that you can take any situation apart, and you can find the causal beliefs that created your physical problems, diseases, and your emotional suffering.  But you must be willing to do the digging, and you must be completely honest with yourself that a belief is a belief; you must be patient because the rewards of letting go on a topic don’t always come in a day.

We get clear regarding God in the Gold Circle.  We get clear on the fall story and the idea of the soul.  Our True Self never fell.  That’s good news and bad news.  The good news is that when you let go, you find that God was always there (your True Self).  The bad news is that God isn’t coming to rescue you like they say in religion.  You have to go toward the Creator (True Self) by letting go, and I show you exactly how to do that.

We are going to look at many controversial collective topics in a mature way:  projection, abortion, racism, transgender, guns, drugs, socialism/communism, pedophilia, slavery, Donald Trump and his tweets, the progressive movement, social justice, political correctness, politics, borders, globalism, etc.  These topics often sit in our mind in a very one-sided way.  Everyone is talking about them; and everyone has their opinion.  We try to go beyond the typical right-and-wrong point of view; we look for the win win at the top of the triangle, and we let go of the normal point of view.  We don’t take sides anymore.  But we will support productive points of view that benefit the illusion.  We recognize that the illusion isn’t going to disappear in a day.  But sometimes we can expose a belief as false or push the illusion toward win win for all.  We want our friends and family in the illusion to be safe and happy until they choose to get free.  So we don’t hesitate to do that.

We’ll cover many other topics including:  initiation and the occult, creating our life, writing for freedom, reading for freedom, eliminating labels, our own personal rule book, projection, relationships, working with the characters (voices) in our mind, scary voices, mythology and stories, career, lifestyle, money, health and healing, food and diet, exercise and fitness, the eastern trap, roles, sharing letting go, leadership, birth and death, and coming full circle with our own story.  I provide mental games to play, guided sessions, and tools.  We also do a little decoding of movies and documentaries.

We’ll look at countless real life examples so that you can see how any word or topic shifts as we move from the physical, literal perspective through the false mental perspective to the true mental perspective.  Until we make that shift, we are not done with a topic.  Once you’ve made that shift to the true mental realm, whatever you say or do will be just fine.  You’ll no longer be acting, projecting, or manifesting from the false self.  The false self will now be supporting your True Self.  It will be your first-cause creative instrument.

This site is designed to be very dynamic.  You will never outgrow the Gold Circle.  But after you’ve completed it, you will want to move on.  So you can move on to the Golden Gateway.  That program goes deeper into core programming of our minds, we do some review, and we decode lots of old and modern stories; but it also serves as a sort of support network while you are going through the process of initiation for a less expensive investment.  I keep pushing you to let go, and I keep bringing up new topics and reviewing old ones in new ways.  I also keep holding the vision for your freedom.  I never run out of things to write about.  I don’t think I ever will.


The Vision

The vision for this private section of Gateway to Gold, Gold Circle, and the Golden Gateway is as follows:

Gold Circle is a real, virtual space carved out of the illusory world, where it is possible and probable that everyone can get free if they are willing to challenge their beliefs by facing them head on, exposing those beliefs until they know they are false, and letting them all go.  The Gold Circle is an exit from the illusion.  But you must take that exit.  In this space, freedom is the ultimate desire. Freedom includes living a creative, joyful, abundant, healthy life, whereby you create whatever you desire (so long as it is win-win for everyone else).  It means that you work toward becoming the author, director, editor, producer, and lead actor of your own full-circle life story.  Freedom includes mastering your body and living in perfect health; it means having relationships that work. Freedom means that you have achieved the Greek ultimate state, which was to “Know Thyself.”  Freedom means feeling safe and secure in life regardless of the state of the illusion.  It means that your True Self leads the way so that you are one with the Creator again.  And you are one with everyone else in the world at the True Self level of perception.  It means that you have compassion and caring for others; you no longer judge or want to change others. Freedom is always win win in that it never steps on another person’s toes.  Freedom is having a true vision for your life; and that vision fits perfectly into our great collective vision. 

Now let me be clear.  As the creator of this site, that is my definition of the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway deprograms.  It is meant to be very expansive.  It offers unlimited potential, but it’s not a guarantee. I offer information, just like you’d read in any book.  I offer techniques that have worked for myself or others.  But they do nothing if you don’t use them.  They also do nothing if you modify them to become like other techniques that you’ve learned within the illusion.  You are going to have to catch any tendency to want to force initiation into your old mindset.  Sadly, this is trickier than it seems because the teachings of the initiates were hijacked by the occult; and much of what I say will sound familiar.  Others say the same words, but with level confusion.  We have to undo that mess as we deprogram our minds.  I expose the occult tricks, but you have to see them in yourself.  In time, it all works out.  Every time you let go of a belief, your True Self fills the vacuum.  One day, your True Self is leading your mind again.  Your discrimination is back, and you feel like the creator that you were meant to be.

What you get out of the Gold Circle is up to you. That’s important; and I do it that way for your benefit.  You’re going to be bringing the story of your life full circle.  You are going to be making sense of everything that has happened to you in this life or any past life.  You want the credit for your achievement, and you completely deserve it all.  But that means that you also must assume the blame if you do nothing or diminish the power of a technique by doing it in a way that serves your clone voices.  If along the way, you decide that you don’t want freedom, don’t feel bad.  That’s fine.  I won’t think any less of you.  I will not even try to convince you to stick around.  You have total freedom in my world.  This is not a cult; no one is going to entrap you…just the opposite.  Cults are created with beliefs; and we are letting go of beliefs.

You won’t become weird in the deprogramming process.  Not at all.  To be honest, most people won’t even notice that you’ve changed.   They are seeing their own projections in others all the time.  That won’t bother you or affect you anymore.  The only outer difference will be that you’ll be healthier, happier, and your life will be easier.  You’ll become fun to be around.  You’ll be interesting.  You’ll communicate differently after a while.  You’ll be more genuinely kind and compassionate.  Your love will be unconditional.  You might even discover some talents you didn’t know you had.  It’s different for everyone.

My role as the creator of the Gold Circle is to make sure that whatever goes into the Gold Circle is consistently moving everyone in the direction that I’ve described in the paragraph above.  You may find that at some point, you want to detour into the illusion and live in good and evil, right and wrong, or win and lose. You might find that you don’t want to stop judging something or someone.  Or you could hit a belief system that you don’t want to let go.  I call that a wall. If that happens, you will probably feel uncomfortable in the Gold Circle space.  You would be resisting moving closer to freedom in a space that focuses entirely on letting go and freedom.  That’s fine.  Now you must choose.  Do I challenge this wall and let go of more illusion; or do I let go of letting go and exit the Gold Circle?  You can’t do both; and if you try, you’ll make yourself very uncomfortable, confused, or even feel like you are going crazy.  You’ll could do damage to your body because your emotions might turn to pain or symptoms; you are holding on when you need to let go.

Everyone is welcome to join the Gold Circle as long as you meet the above recommendations, even if you left my life, or mentoring program, earlier in an angry rage because you hated what I told you to let go.  I don’t hang on to problems from the past with anyone.  I also never hold on to any judgment toward me from another.  I know that people who judge me unfairly simply weren’t being themselves.  That being said, I still stand by whatever I told you to let go.  I won’t accept your beliefs as true.  If I told you to let something go in the past, and you chose to leave instead, recognize that you will now have to let that belief, or beliefs, go.  Freedom will never include beliefs, not even the beliefs that you think you love.

In the Gold Circle, I’m showing you how to get all the way to freedom, and I don’t take that responsibility lightly.  Thus, I cannot, and will not, even consider including the work of anyone else in this site except to expose the limitations of that work.  Quite frankly, most teachers and leaders dilute their work because they look down on the people they claim to serve.  I don’t look down on anyone.  I don’t spoon-feed people, nor do I make the letting go pill easier to swallow.  You all have a True Self; so I’m not going to baby you.  It often gets down to one very important question, “What don’t you want to let go?”  If you hit something you can’t or won’t let go, you’re stuck until you do decide to let go.  That’s just how the mind works.

You must also understand that you are entering the Gold Circle, at your own risk and responsibility.  In truth, there is no risk.  Beliefs are what create risk; letting go removes all the risk from our lives.  But that is often hard for people to understand.  I’m not giving you any beliefs.  I’m not programming you.  I’m doing the opposite.  But because of the crazy way we’ve been trained to use our minds, programming often feels quite comfortable.  People enter into cults all the time without feeling any discomfort.  It’s deprogramming and exposing beliefs that’s perceived as uncomfortable.  That’s a lie that you will expose in time.

You will most likely feel lots of emotion in this deprogram because we are going to push your beliefs to the surface. You will also get in touch with your true desires; and that brings up old beliefs, false desires, and emotions that are in the way.  Your body might start to act up.  But, pain or symptoms are just another version of emotions.  I’ll help you to see that clearly as we move through the program.

Warning:  The Gold Circle is never a substitute for medical advice. If you need such care, you are encouraged to seek it out immediately. You can always let go later on.  You can’t let go if you are dead.  Also if this program ever feels like it is getting too intense, cancel or pause your membership, and take a break.  You won’t hurt my feelings.  I completely understand the normal discomforts of this process.  I’ve been there myself.

Most of the time, we are not in a life threatening situation.  So before you take action, or fix the effects, you usually have the time and space to try to let go.  If letting go doesn’t work, follow your beliefs to the letter; or get help.  But vow to let go after the fact so that the same situation doesn’t happen again.  That results in progress; and any progress is great progress.  Remember, the rest of the world is adding beliefs to their mind every day; taking anything out of your mind is going to save you from some unwanted effects in the future.

Your job is to be responsible for your own well being, but also to be hard on your mind and to challenge it.  In many ways, initiation is a war. It’s a war between your True Self and your old programmed mind…the clone characters.  The True Self has no weapons; all it can do is expose the false mind, which has lots of weapons to support its false point of view.  Many of those weapons will be ways of scaring you or upsetting you.  The main weapons of the clone characters are fear and false desire.  They both work when we are indoctrinated in the illusion.

There will absolutely be times when you want to quit.  There will be times that you hate me.  Tough shit.  You have to decide moment to moment if you want to continue toward freedom or stop and live within the illusion.  Your commitment is only one month at a time.  If you stop your mind in those emotionally frantic moments, discriminate, and let go, you’ll see that it was just false voices trying to keep control over your mind and life.  The voices might tell you that I’m trying to control you; but if you look closely at what the voices are saying, I’m not.  Those voices are actually trying to control you.  I’m trying to free you.  Often, you’ll encounter such confusion; it’s just part of initiation…it’s totally normal.  We’ll be working on such tricks and traps.

Let me say this one more time:  You can’t screw up by letting go.  You can’t let go of your True Self.  That is impossible.  If you don’t let go, you’ll just get what you were going to get anyway.  So you’ll see what your beliefs were creating, and now you’ll work on that topic.  But always realize that letting go never causes problems.  It can’t.  It can only take problems away.  Problems and suffering are all part of the illusion.  Over time, letting go causes problems to disappear or never happen.  If you get problems in initiation, it’s because you are resisting letting go and holding on; that’s normal.  Don’t be hard on yourself when you get problems.  Just get back to letting go.

You don’t really know what your life would have been like if you hadn’t started letting go.  You’ll avoid lots of problems, diseases, and suffering; but you probably won’t realize it.  You’ll just notice that your life appears to be easier than other people’s lives.  Don’t take such progress lightly.  Your future will be better than it would have been if you had not let go.  If you remember that, it quiets your “need to get it done right now” clone.  Also, I’ll teach you how to keep score mentally.  That way, you will see your progress.


How Do I Join?

The investment for Gold Circle is $40 per month.  I lowered the price from $50 after I stopped doing the group calls.  On occasion, I may do some group calls to get to know people in the program.  But I don’t promise them anymore.  It depends on my schedule.  Once you sign up, the billing will happen automatically until you cancel your membership.  Buying a membership assumes that you have read this page, and you agree to what I’ve written.  There are no refunds.  I’m not looking to create an accounting or technical support job for myself.  If this work isn’t fun, I’ll just go do something else.  I don’t need this; I already know how to get free.  Also, I could make a lot more money doing other things that I love just as much.  I do this as an act of unconditional love…I have been given the gift of this wisdom, so it seems that I have a responsibility to share it.

This has been a thirty-year experiential journey that was very expensive in time and money for me, but it was all very worth it.  Getting freedom wasn’t free for me either.  In fact, it was far more expensive than you might even imagine.  If I had not sold a business before engaging in this quest, I could not have afforded the time or the money to discover all of this.  Everything happened perfectly to make this happen.

If money is very tight for you at this time, I suggest that you keep working on the free material with a focus on money.  Many people found the money to join my mentoring program, which was much more expensive, by doing exactly that.  This is not a charity because charities are fixated on problems.  Consequently, the Gold Circle fees are not tax deductible as charitable contributions.  However, they could be deductible as a business expense if you are an entrepreneur.  I highly encourage entrepreneurship, and we work toward that end in the Golden Gateway program.

I hope you love the Gold Circle, and I hope that it helps you to feel part of something that is moving toward freedom.  Most important, make it a fun journey.  Take delight in each insight or accomplishment.  Realize that this quest for freedom, and completion of your story, is your life purpose.  If you succeed in freedom, you will have done something that virtually no one else does or has done.  Fuck the 1%.  You will be part of .00001% or less.  So don’t be hard on yourself when it gets tough.  Know that freedom is possible; and the greatest joy will be knowing that you did it yourself.  You will have achieved mastery of something that is unique.  No one will ever take that away from you.

Now after all of that, if you still want to go on this journey with me, here is the link:

When you get on to the home page, scroll down to the three masks and choose the one that says “Join Gold Circle.”  Before you do that, however, you should scroll down below the masks and explore the letting go prompts and the glossary of terms.  That way, you’ll know where those are, and you can come back to them when you need a break from reading or listening to group calls.  Also you’ll want to bookmark that site.  It is separate from this website.  So if you don’t bookmark it, you’ll have to come back to this article to access it.  You are about to take a huge step to a life that you probably never imagined.  Enjoy the journey.  I’m happy to have you with me.  Life is great outside of the illusion.

Much love, Cathy


I don’t ask for testimonials.  I get a lot of thank you notes, but I don’t usually think to post them publicly.  They often have private information in them.  They are always nice to receive.  Most people just want to tell me how letting go has helped them.  They thank me for giving them their life back.  People get different things out of letting go.  But the notes always share the same sentiment that they’ve come back home or found something rare like a diamond or a piece of gold.  I thought I’d share a few sample emails that I’ve received. I’ve removed the names from each of these; they were all actually fine with publishing their names, but I just feel better keeping people in my programs anonymous.

This was unique email from someone that I mentored for a while; then they joined the Gold Circle.  It provides some sound advice for someone participating in the Gold Circle deprogram.

I have known Cathy for almost 10 years. I have seen her writing and life change as she moves to freedom. Cathy uses her writing and practices. Not only is she showing you how you can do this yourself, but she uses letting go, western mediation, the truth, win/win and many other techniques to live from the mental prospective.

Initially, I took Cathy’s words into my mind and knew they were true but did not do the work. Yes, there is work that only you can do. Her writing helps you to achieve life from the mental level, with unconditional love and the truth. By reading what Cathy wrote, I let go of roles: Mother, daughter, wife, teacher, whatever. I have a 20 year old daughter. I let go of the mother role with her years ago. We don’t always agree. She is a creative adult with her own life. I don’t try to control that or give her advice. She reflects, and I let go of what I feel (emotion)…good or bad. My physical relationship is closer with her than ever. No, we don’t live together, but we have unconditional love that all parents want with their children.

Give the Gold Circle a try. You will connect with your wisdom if you do the mental work. Thank you, Cathy.


Here’s another comment that is interesting because it focuses on judgment.  People don’t realize that judgment is very bad and unhealthy for us.  It causes problems in all areas of life.  But our false minds, i.e., clone characters, won’t tell us that.

Joining Cathy’s programs was the best decision I ever made.  It’s hard to describe how much it helped me.  One example of something it helped me with was judgment.   It was a topic that looked like it should be easy to resolve, but it wasn’t for me. I couldn’t seem to get rid of the labels I had given others and the ones others had given me.
Enter Cathy; she discusses the topic in many different ways. By the end of the Gold Circle, judgment didn’t rule my life the same way anymore. I realized that some things I labeled judgment weren’t even judgment and thoughts I didn’t originally see as judgment actually were.  It was shocking at times, but that’s what made the Gold Circle so great, its material I’ve never read anywhere else.  It gives you a pure perspective on so many topics and the comfort to explore them in your own life at your own pace.
This was a comment from someone who uses letting go in her work as an artist.  It gives you an idea of what might be a preview of coming attractions for you.
I let go every morning before I go to the easel. I have to let go of the words and thoughts before painting. I don’t want to put emotions or concepts or anything like that on to the canvas. It’s quite difficult to explain to people because for most people art is conceptual. Modern art seems to be more about talking about it, conveying ideas or concepts, or marketing. I don’t have words to explain my painting, other than it’s beyond or behind words.  If there are words or beliefs swirling around in my mind that I haven’t yet let go of, I don’t paint. I’ve just realized that those beliefs or thoughts would be the last thing I want to put on the canvas, nor do I want to strengthen that reality. It’s quite lovely being free of beliefs and then seeing what I come up with from within.
This one was from a gamer who has a very unique point of view.  A lot of gamers are attracted to my work; they often game because they were misunderstood by nearly everyone.  Games love my decodes of movies, especially “The Matrix.”

I’ve been letting go for more than 7 years and it’s the greatest thing ever…this is what I was always looking for in my life that was missing and has answered EVERY question that I had been seeking to resolve in my life.

By using Cathy’s material to let go, I’ve sorted out areas in every aspect of my life that I can think of that used to be a mess or confusing to me. I haven’t gone to a doctor in many years because letting go has shown me how to use my emotions properly; I’m actually able to find the real causes which are the beliefs that made me sick in the first place. Cathy’s material (through her articles, group calls, and mentoring) has all helped me to become healthier, happier, and so much more honest. I have much more freedom in my life and my relationships feel way more meaningful and authentic.
One of my favorite articles that Cathy wrote was her decode of the popular movie, “The Matrix.” To be honest, all of her articles are amazing; but this particular article jumped out at me because when I originally saw that movie, I really identified with the main character: Neo. But by the time I finished reading her article, I could see how there were so many beliefs that I had accepted that prevented me from seeing a totally different perspective. By the end of the movie, I was wishing I had identified more with Mr. Smith! 
The last thing I want to say is letting go is so much easier than all of the techniques and people I’ve followed and trusted in the past. It really is a natural thing, but it’s been hard to see sometimes because of how much knowledge I’d learned before letting go that I thought was necessary when it actually wasn’t. It really is unschooling of the mind and as more time goes by I’m feeling more and more like myself. It’s hard to explain everything because it’s such a part of my lifestyle now, but I can say that Cathy is a very loving person and has given so much to help others have freedom.



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