Gold Circle Membership

Gold Circle Membership

Enter the Gold Circle 


Before I tell you about the Gold Circle, let me give you a little preface and a little warning.  Then if you are still interested, you can read all the details about the program.  This isn’t a learning program.  It is for people who are serious about letting go and getting free.  I created this space as support for letting go because no one supports letting go in the real world; most people don’t have friends and family who are letting go.  People hit roadblocks without some support or validation.  They hit walls that they can’t get around.  That is the real benefit of my websites.  I’ve got the tips and tricks to get you through the tough spots so you don’t give up.

If you just read the material and don’t let go, your mind will get less free, not more.  If you aren’t willing to invest the time, as long as it takes, then this isn’t for you.  People come to this program in different places.  For some, it isn’t hard to let go, and they catch on quickly.  Others are very stuck, and it takes them much longer.  I writer so as to offer freedom for all.  But it is a do-it-yourself program.

Occasionally, people come along and sign up for a month.  You aren’t going to get this in a month.  Don’t waste your $50.  How long it takes depends on what you’ve done before.  The more New Age, self help, religion, psychology, progressivism, or eastern studies you’ve done, the longer initiation takes.  You have to undo all that occult brainwashing.  I hate to be the one to tell you that, but those things are all programming…you get more beliefs and level confusion when you study those things.  So you have to dive into initiation with the notion that you are going to work at it and incorporate it into your life.  You can’t try to just get it done and mark it off your to do list.

In the Gold Circle, I push you along at a quicker speed because I’ve been in your shoes.  I expose beliefs that people claim to be true.  I decode popular stories and movies to point out common tricks and traps.  I expose popular teachers and healers who are not taking their followers to freedom.  I answer lots and lots of personal questions on the recordings of past group calls.  Please not that I do not hold new group calls.  They were just becoming repetitive.  Everyone you need is on the website or the previously recorded calls.

I wish I could let go for others, but I can’t.  I can only pave the way.  What I can say for sure is that if you really participate with your whole heart in the game, you are going to let go of beliefs that you thought for sure were true; and you’re going to come to KNOW YOURSELF in a way that you never thought was possible.

What I do would be easy if others didn’t lie, and promise things that are pie in the sky, but they do.  So people come to my programs with horrible misconceptions.  They want freedom in a weekend workshop because others have promised such things.  They’ve been seeking for so long; they’re so tired of the struggle.  I get that.  I felt that way too when I started this.  But it took as long as it took.

It took us a long time to make such a mess of our minds.  Now we have to pay the price to get free.  I charge for this membership site because I spend all my time doing it, seven days a week.  It is my passion, but also my job.  When people really apply what I suggest, they get their money back so many times over.  It is an investment in themselves that pays dividends for the rest of their life.


You’ve always had the answers to everything you needed to know. You just didn’t realize it.  There is no need to learn the truth; and in actuality, when you learn the truth from someone else, you turn the truth into powerless beliefs.  


Why the Gold Circle?

Make sure you read that quote in blue carefully.  I say it all the time, but people rarely get what I’m saying.  You have the truth within, you really do.  You had it when you were born, and you covered it up with beliefs.  I can’t give you the truth.  I can only help you to see what is false so that you can remove it.  I can push you in the direction of that truth, and prompt you to let go.  But to get there, you have to strip away the second-cause beliefs that you have labeled true in the past; and you probably have more than you think you do.  Most people are shocked at what they find in our minds when they start to really let go. They didn’t realize how many beliefs they had in mind because they weren’t watching their mind all the time.

The Gold Circle is about pushing the pedal to the metal.  It’s not easy to do; so you have to really, really want freedom…almost more than you want air.  If you really want it, and are wiling to let go of anything, then you can have it.

Now that you’ve read the free material, and have done some letting go, you probably have lots of questions.  That’s common.  That’s not a fault of initiation.  Your questions are the result of everything in your past that didn’t make sense.  The illusion is a whole lot of confusion.

I explain the illusion so you don’t beat yourself up for having accepted common beliefs.  I want you to see how you got stuck.  But we don’t hold on to reasons like they do in therapy.  With every problem, we want to get to the cause.  We let go of the causal belief(s), and then the problem loses it’s power.  Sometimes it disappears completely; sometimes an easy solution appears.

Once people find Gateway To Gold, they realize that it’s possible for life to actually make sense.  They want the answers now so they can satisfy their painful hunger.  I try to keep you from starving to death; but if I just give you all the answers, I’ll satiate your hunger for you.  I must keep you hungry enough that you’ll let go, and go for freedom.  The goal is for you to eventually find all of your own answers within your own Self.

Everyone has been well trained to listen to other people.  I don’t want to be someone that you listen to or learn from.  I want the Gold Circle, and my role in it, to provide the unconditionally loving space that you need to let go of the false knowledge that you’ve accumulated, so that you can return to your True Self.  I’m not your teacher, healer, guru, mentor, parent, therapist, or spiritual guide.  Make sure you are VERY clear about that.  So I’m not your answer bitch.  I’m not going to solve your problems.  As you go through the material, you will learn how to solve your own problems.  

I’m just the owner of this website.  I hold the vision.  I care that you get free.  I know mental and emotional freedom is possible.  Letting go is a natural thing; and I hope to prove that to you in the Gold Circle.  I know that we are supposed to live our own version of Heaven on Earth…all of us.

I write in a way that exposes beliefs that most people never question.  When you realize that something that you’ve believed isn’t true, it rises to the surface of your mind.  You feel the related emotions.  Often you think the emotions mean that belief is true, but that is the BIG lie that I call the psychological reversal.  Now you can let the belief go.  I haven’t proven it false; so I haven’t become a voice in your mind or your authority figure.  Your own emotions have proven it false.

The Gold Circle isn’t about learning; it’s about teasing your beliefs out of hiding so you can hear them and let them go.  That being said, you are going to feel your emotions.  You are going to have to be very honest with yourself.  AND you are going to have to be patient.  There is nothing else that is comparable to what I’m sharing.  Most of what is being taught in the world today is just different versions of occult thinking.  In the program, you’ll learn how to distinguish between occultism and initiation.

We accept what others say, especially experts, because it appears that they have the truth.  We stuff their words into our minds by memorizing their words.  Then that teacher or expert becomes a character in our mind, and they don’t want us to let go.  Why?  Clone characters want to be our leader, our false God.  So much of the focus of the Gold Circle is ridding our mind of these clone characters.  That means that you’ll be taking out beliefs you don’t want, as well as beliefs that you thought you wanted.  You will also be letting go of false desires.  You’re taking your power back from the characters who currently rule your life.  They were just voices in your mind, but they had all the power even if they were dead.


Why Isn’t This Easier?

Even though you now know the big secret, that emotions mean the beliefs that you are thinking is false, it can be hard to get your mind to work that way.  Our beliefs basically cover three levels:  personal, relationships with others, and the collective society.  In the Gold Circle, we dive into a variety of topics in each of those levels.  My goal is to show you that you can take any situation apart; you can find the causal beliefs that created problems, diseases, and suffering of all types.  But you must be willing to do the digging, you must be completely honest with yourself that a belief is a belief, and you must be patient because it doesn’t happen in a day.  You must also be willing to feel your emotions.  This program won’t work if you want to eliminate or project your emotions.

It can be scary to challenge long-standing or popular beliefs…those collective beliefs are considered normal.  I’ve been there, and that is much of the value that I can offer…experience.  I can tell you what I’ve let go.  I’ve not missed any of the beliefs that I dropped; my life has only improved.  I’ve never been hurt myself or harmed another by letting go.  I’ve gotten calmer, healthier, and more creative, and I don’t depend on others for answers.  I don’t expect my friends and family to manage my emotions.  I don’t judge the people in my life.  I know what I need to know to live my life.  That’s a feeling of independence and control that you can’t buy with money, power, or fame.  It’s inner calmness that is beyond most people’s expectations; it’s not a numb calmness or a contrived silence.  It’s our natural state of being.

We get clear regarding God in the Gold Circle…you must let the false God go.  He is the ruler of the illusion.  God in the truest sense, often referred to as the Creator, never fell.  Likewise, our True Self never fell.  That’s good news and bad news.  The good news is that when you let go, you find that God was always there (your True Self).  The bad news is that God isn’t coming to rescue you.  Perfection has no awareness of the illusion.  You have to go toward the Creator (True Self), and I show you exactly how to do that.

When I started mentoring, people would ask me question after question after question for months.  Looking back at the most common questions influenced my writing of the Gold Circle.  I’ve basically collected everything I learned while mentoring and put it into this program.  I found that I had to answer some questions, and provide some background of the illusion, before people felt comfortable letting go.  It can be scary at first, although there is really nothing to fear.  Nothing bad happens when we let go; it is holding on that causes trouble in our life.  I ended up saying the same things again and again while mentoring and answering questions, so the answer to those questions and challenges are what formed the basic curriculum within the Gold Circle.  In addition, I do respond to comments on the articles.

I don’t mentor anymore, but I’ll offer further explanation for anything that doesn’t click when you read it in the comments or group calls.  You must remember that the goal is not to get answers from me.  It is to find your own answers.  So always let go as you write a comment.  You might find that you just wrote the answer to your question.  I don’t want you to follow me.  This is not a cult or a spiritual group where in the end everyone thinks alike.  Groups produce same thinking.  We only share the notion that you can let go, and we discuss some first-cause knowledge about how the illusion works.  Everything else is exposing what is false; and I show you why it is false.  That’s it.  Once you get free, you won’t need that info anymore; you’ll easily drop it.



Some people’s minds have become very complex.  So you must be at least 18 years old to do this program.  If you are still living with your parents, then I’d wait until you move out.  When you live with your parents, you are under their rulership.  It is hard to break free of them.

I do not recommend that you do this program unless you are stable in your mind; and feel great about feeling emotions and letting go.  If you are terrified of your emotions and have been in therapy, then letting go is going to be very difficult.  You’ve probably gotten some wicked beliefs that will get in your way of letting go.  If you are on drugs, seriously ill, following a teacher or guru, using anything to numb or relieve your emotions, have been programmed in something like MK-Ultra, or in therapy, I’d recommend sticking with the basics of western meditation until you feel ready for more.  Just take things slowly.

You can’t worship two masters.  By that, I don’t mean that you’ll worship me.  No way!  I mean that you can’t worship a guru or spiritual teacher, or listen to your therapist, or numb your emotions with drugs and honor your True Self at the same time.  They are going in opposing directions.  You will feel like you are splitting in two.  I stand in for your True Self, and I remind you to let go.  I speak for your True Self until you get used to listening to it yourself.  I’m not your True Self, and I won’t try to be.  But my True Self and yours are kind of in cahoots.  Ultimately, my success is seeing you listening to your own True Self.  I’ll know when that happens because we’ll be in harmony, but you won’t be me.

I present the balls-to-the-wall version of freedom in the Gold Circle.  Your desire should be complete freedom…not fixing your problems or becoming successful.  The Gold Circle will be uncomfortable.  It’s a rough and rugged adventure for sure.  But it’s not unbearable if you are not holding on tightly to beliefs or a belief system.  If you are, I suggest that you follow the belief system you hold as true until you prove it to be false.  I can suggest that your old belief systems are false, and show you why they are false.  But you have to let them go.  If you follow any belief system to the letter with no cheating, you will see the holes in it.  Then you will find letting go much easier.  You won’t be as fearful of letting it go.

I will lead this site; and I will push you to free yourself through my writing.  It is best to take it slow, and allow your emotions to arise as you read.  Each article moves a little deeper than the ones before it.  Even when I repeat something familiar, I’m saying it in a slightly different way so that new beliefs can rise up for you to let go.  When you feel emotion while reading, you must stop and let go until you feel clear again.  It might take you a week, or a month, to get through an article.  I break up the articles into short bites for that very reason.

My writing is designed to be interactive and to be alive.  You can read an article ten times, and it will bring up new things each time you read it.  I don’t ever write to give you beliefs.  I don’t write to teach you.  I write to free you.  If you are very physically oriented, you’ll hear me from that illusory space at first.  But as you let go, it will seem that the articles have changed.  They don’t change; your mind is changing…getting freer.

The Gold Circle uses an unschooling process.  If you’ve read my article on unschooling, you know that it is a big change when you’ve been in school for awhile.  It can be hard to get your mind to stop learning and retaining what you read.  So it takes practice, patience, and persistence.

In the ancient world, people went to temples of initiation for years, often decades.  For most people today, going off to a temple for ten years isn’t practical.  They couldn’t afford to do it; and they don’t want to leave the people they love behind.  But devoting some time each day to clearing your mind is very doable for nearly anyone.  After awhile, people start to really enjoy their letting go time.  They can’t think of anything they’d rather do.  In fact, many people have told me that they could never stick to anything.  But they want to stick to letting go.  That’s great validation that it works.

What’s In Gold Circle?

I can assure you that you will not find anything, anywhere else, like the material that I’ve written in the Gold Circle.  The Gold Circle includes a more organized and slightly different approach to explaining letting go than you find on the free material.  It takes you deeper into your mind so that you can see how it works and undo what isn’t working.

I’ve already provided the basics of letting go and explained how we got into this mess in the free information.  I also provided basic techniques so that anyone could let go in No Labels No Lies.  In the Gold Circle, I go into those same topics in much more detail and depth.  However, you must have already read the free information, ALL OF IT, or you won’t know what I’m talking about.  I say things in the Gold Circle that are not for general public consumption.  What I’m saying would make no sense to someone who is not familiar with letting go, roles, emotions, beliefs as lies, psychological reversal, discrimination, and initiation.  This is an advanced course in that it builds on the free material.

I blogged about things as they came to me or as I worked on them in my own life.  So the order of the blogs leaves a little to be desired.  It follows my progress, not the process that is more streamlined or natural.  At first, I didn’t intend to share anything until I had gotten completely free.  But I realized that even out of order, I was sharing something that was lightyears beyond what the best teachers on the planet had to offer.  I was exposing the beliefs that kept me from being myself.  So I decided that it was selfish to wait until it was all fully cooked.  Now that I’m much further down the road, I realize that I no longer remember what it was like when I first started down this path.  So I’m glad I wrote while I was closer to that place.

The free information is imperfect; and yet, there is a strange perfection in the blog articles.  They speak to someone who is caught in the illusion because I wrote them when I was still unable to see the final exit; they use language that is familiar to everyone.  They are light enough for anyone to explore.  So I don’t want to mess with what I’ve already published in the free material.

With the goal of freedom in mind, it’s very important to know how to use your body to determine if you really understand something. Candace Pert said that the body is the subconscious mind; and I tend to mostly agree with that.  All of the emotion we feel in our body (and pain and symptoms) have been the effect of holding on to beliefs.  When we hold beliefs, our false self creates an illusory body.  Medicine, even the alternative kind, is knowledge.  Knowledge has a limit.  When we let go, we move into the mental realm; there we find wisdom.  The wisdom of our True Self can handle anything.

Wisdom is what heals, but the false self has no wisdom.  So most people fix the effects of their body problems with knowledge.  They didn’t remove the causal belief, so they have to keep fixing and fixing their body until one day they can’t find a fix for something.  They can’t access their wisdom either; they have gotten too far away from it.  The illusion only has one exit…death.   So we look at physical and mental healing in the Gold Circle; it’s a complex topic because the illusion benefitted from it being very complex.

We look at desires in the Gold Circle.  People get really stuck when they desperately want a false desire.  They waste their life going after something that isn’t even right for them.  When our desire, or North Star, is set on something false, letting go doesn’t make sense.  It doesn’t work well.  We don’t get freedom; we get stuff we don’t need or truly want.  Then we have to get rid of it.

In the Gold Circle, I will spend a lot of time exposing popular false teachers and leaders.  False doesn’t mean bad; such people often provided people with some sanity within the crazy illusion.  I can respect that, and there were times in my past when I wanted that.  But for one who wants freedom, they were just a dead end.  Now you have to let their belief systems go.  Their words get stuck in people’s minds, creating the infamous clone voices.  That is such a horrible trap.  But you will learn how to dismantle those clone voices.  I’ll give you ways to understand when the clone is running, and how to eliminate it. When the clone is reduced, it’s much easier to find causal beliefs. Part of the clone’s job description is to keep your beliefs hidden and suppressed so that you don’t accidentally let them go.  When we understand the clone’s hidden agenda, we can defeat it for good.

We’ll look at a lot of famous clones; you’ll see why they were not taking you to freedom.  I don’t like to dethrone the clones of the illusion publicly. They don’t realize that they aren’t taking people to freedom.  They have every right to say and do whatever they say and do.  We need to know what we want and where we are going; then we don’t follow people who are leading us around in circles.

I can be a lot freer in what I say with people who understand where I’m coming from in the Gold Circle. As more and more people prove these teachers wrong, they will naturally lose power.  We don’t need to fight with any of them.  We don’t even have to embarrass them.  They honestly don’t realize what they are doing.  This also goes for the clones in your life.  You stop listening to them, but you don’t have to battle with them.  If you keep letting go, you’ll eventually have all the power over your mind and life.  You’ll discover a lot about relationships in the Gold Circle because relationships are at the core of everything.

We will dive deep into the topic of projection, and I will clarify how to tell if you are projecting or if you are taking projections. This seems to really trip people up.  Again, it is more complex than it seems.  Much of the confusion came from psychology.  So we’ll expose the knowledge and techniques of therapy that are false.  The biggest gift you can give to the human race is to stop projecting.  The biggest gift you can give to yourself is to never take another’s projection again.  Projection happens all the time in the illusion, but we’ve become so used to it that we don’t catch it or expose it.  This is what keeps us stuck to others in false-self connections.

We are going to look at many controversial collective topics:  abortion, racism, transgender, guns, drugs, socialism/communism, pedophilia, slavery, Donald Trump, the progressive movement, social justice, political correctness, etc.  These topics often sit in our mind in a very one-sided way.  Everyone is talking about them; and everyone has their opinion.  We try to go beyond the typical right and wrong point of view; we look for the part of each topic that is true, and we let go of the rest.  We often give these topics our power because they have become reality for so many other people.

We’ll cover many other topics including:  what I know about initiation and the occult, creating our life, writing for freedom, reading for freedom, eliminating labels, our rule book, working with the characters in our mind, relationships, career, lifestyle, money, health and healing, food and diet, the eastern trap, roles, sharing letting go, leadership, and coming full circle with our own story.

Likewise, we’ll look at lots of real life examples so you can see how any word or topic changes 180 degrees as we move from the physical, literal perspective to the mental perspective. We will look at some common myths and stories so you can see how we got into this mess. As we let go, we are making an invisible shift from the physical to the mental realm.  Until we make that shift, we are not yet done on that topic.  Once you’ve made that shift to the true mental realm, whatever you do will be just fine.  You’re no longer creating from the false self.  The false self is now supporting your True Self.

In the program, I’ve gotten people who mentored with me to provide some examples of letting go from their life.  I’ve recorded some sessions so you can see some of the techniques that I use to push people to let go.  Often their challenges provide a really good example for everyone.

During the nine months that I was writing the Gold Circle, I held at least two group calls for members of the Gold Circle each month…occasionally more. Most of these calls were specific to the material I was posting at that time. I did a few general, “Ask Cathy Anything,” calls.  In addition, I wrote some clarifying material for questions that came up in the calls.  As I edited, I thought of things I could have said.  Or I thought of a better or different way to say what I said in the calls.

This site is designed to be very dynamic.  You will never outgrow the Gold Circle.  But after you’ve completed it, you will want to move on.  People generally stay in the Gold Circle for about nine to eighteen months, depending on how much time they have to devote to letting go.  Then they move on to the Creative Leadership (Golden Gateway) program.

Last of all, I will have commenting open on these posts.  You will be welcome to comment on that article theme, and I will respond to those comments.  As the leader of this community, I will act as leader and let go of whatever I see.  But like any pristine space, you must do your best to clean off your shoes before you step inside.  This is not a place to dump your problems or project them on to others.  It’s not a place to tell your stories of woe is me.  It’s not a place for general conversation.  I just want to answer questions to provide clarity.  It’s a place that supports freedom, not victimhood.  It’s a place where you can try out your True Self or realize that you aren’t alone in wanting to live a more free life.  I don’t provide advice.  I also don’t provide mentoring or tell you individually if you are doing it right or wrong, but I teach you how to do all of those things and much more for yourself.  The goal is independence, not dependence on me.  I don’t want followers.  I’m not that kind of leader.

Other techniques have no place in this space; they will be exposed as false if they enter.  I’ll be much tougher in the Gold Circle than I could be on social media or the free material because that wasn’t private.  I’m not mean.  So don’t be afraid.  But I’ll often be quite direct.  If I don’t boot out all techniques that serve the illusion, the exit closes; and my job is to keep that exit wide open.  In fact, it is my intent that this group open the exit even wider.  I don’t want you to consider yourself a student.  I want you to consider yourself like an ancient initiate who is contributing to the ideal of freedom for anyone who wants it.


The Vision

The vision for this private section of Gateway to Gold, Gold Circle, is as follows:

Gold Circle is a real, virtual space carved out of the illusory world, where it is possible and probable that everything can be let go if one is willing to challenge their beliefs by facing them head on, knowing the beliefs are false, and letting them go.  Gold Circle is an exit from the illusion.  But you must take that exit.  In this space, freedom is the ultimate desire. Freedom includes living a creative, joyful, healthy life, whereby you create whatever you desire (so long as it is win-win for everyone else).  It means that you work toward becoming the author, director, and lead actor of your own full-circle life story.  Freedom includes mastering your body and living in perfect health, and having relationships that work. Freedom means that you have achieved the Greek ultimate state, which was to “Know Thyself.”  Freedom means feeling safe and secure in life regardless of the state of the illusion.  It means that your True Self leads the way so that you are one with the Creator again.  And you are one with everyone else in the world at the True Self level of perception.  It means that you have compassion and caring for others; you no longer judge or want to change others. Freedom is always win-win for all. Freedom is having the vision for you life; and that vision fits perfectly into this greater vision. 

Now let me be clear.  As the creator of this site, that is my definition.  It is very expansive.  It offers unlimited potential, but it’s not a guarantee. I offer information, just like you’d read in a book.  I offer techniques that have worked for myself or others.  But they do nothing if you don’t use them.  They also do nothing if you modify them to become like other techniques that involve repetition or willpower.  You can’t mix techniques that sooth you in the illusion with those that help you exit the illusion.  So what you get out of this site is up to you. That’s important.  You want the credit for your achievement, and you completely deserve it all.  But that means that you also must assume the blame if you do nothing or diminish the power of a technique by doing it in a way that serves your false self.  If your false self kicks your ass, that is just part of your story. You’ll know how to deal with that, and you will if you truly want freedom.  But if you decide that you don’t want freedom, don’t feel bad.  That’s fine.  I won’t think any less of you.

My role as the creator of the Gold Circle is to make sure that whatever goes into the Gold Circle is consistently moving everyone in the direction that I’ve described in the paragraph above.  You may find that at some point, you want to detour into the illusion and live in good and evil, right and wrong, or win-lose. You might find that you don’t want to stop judging something or someone.  Or you could hit a belief system that you don’t want to let go.  If that happens, you will probably feel uncomfortable in the Gold Circle space.  You would be resisting moving closer to freedom in a space that focuses entirely on letting go and freedom.  That’s fine.  Now you must choose.  Do I let go of more illusion; or do I let go of letting go and exit the Gold Circle?  You can’t do both; and if you try, you’ll make yourself very uncomfortable, confused, or even feel like you are going crazy.

You will always be free to come and go.  Everyone is very welcome to join the Gold Circle, even if you left my life earlier in an angry rage because you hated what I told you to do.  I assure you that I let go of any falseness that I see in others.  I don’t hang on to problems of the past with anyone.  I know how ugly clones can be; they often won’t allow the person to let go.  Clones never want freedom, so they do fight me at times.  But a clone is a voice, not a particular person.  I never hold an attack on me against the person.  That being said, I will never bend the rules to include beliefs that your clone characters deem to be true.  That would not be win-win for the others.  So if I told you to let something go in the past, and you chose to leave instead, recognize that you will now have to let that belief, or those beliefs, go.

In the Gold Circle, I’m showing you how to get all the way to freedom, and I don’t take that responsibility lightly.  Thus, I can not, and will not, even consider including the work of anyone else in this site except to expose the limitations of that work.  I will not dilute this work to make it more digestible to New Agers or religious people.  Quite frankly, most spiritual teachers do dilute their work because they look down on the people they claim to serve.  They leave out letting go because they don’t trust people to do it.  I don’t look down on anyone.  I don’t spoon feed or make the pill easier to swallow.  You all have a True Self; so I’m not going to baby you.  Your beliefs, and belief systems of all kinds, will be challenged; and that might be uncomfortable.  It gets down to that all important question, “What do you not want to let go?”  If you hit something you can’t or won’t let go, you’re stuck until you do decide to let go.  That’s just how the mind works.

You must also understand that you are entering the Gold Circle, at your own risk and responsibility.  In truth, there is no risk.  Beliefs are what create risk; letting go removes risk.  But that is often hard for people to understand.  I’m not giving you any beliefs.  I’m not programming you.  But because of the crazy way we’ve been trained to use our minds, programming often feels quite comfortable.  People enter into cults all the time without feeling any discomfort.  It’s deprogramming that is perceived as very uncomfortable.  You will most likely feel lots of emotion in this program because we are going to push your beliefs to the surface. You will also get in touch with your real desires; and that brings up beliefs and emotions.  Your body might start to act up.  Remember, pain or symptoms are just another version of emotions.  The Gold Circle is never a substitute for medical advice. If you need such care, you are encouraged to seek it out immediately. You can always let go later on.  You can’t let go if you are dead.  Also if this program ever feels like it is getting too intense, cancel your membership, and take a break.  You won’t hurt my feelings.  I understand.  

There will absolutely be times when you want to quit.  There will be times that you hate me.  Tough shit.  You have to decide moment-to-moment if you want to continue or stop.  Your commitment is only one month at a time.  If you stop in those emotionally frantic moments and discriminate, you’ll see it is just your clone trying to keep control of you.  It might tell you that I’m trying to control you; but if you look closely at what it is saying, I’m not.  I’m trying to free  you.  It’s the clone in your mind that is trying to control you.  It’s trying to deflect you toward me so that you don’t eliminate its power.  You have to catch the clones when they are lying.  They can be tricky little buggers.  If you believe their lies, you are stuck in their illusion.

Your job is to be responsible for your own well being, but also to be hard on your mind and challenge it. Most of the time, we are not in a life threatening situation.  So before you take action, you usually have the time and space to try to let go.  If it doesn’t work, follow your beliefs; get help.  But vow to let go after the fact so that the same situation doesn’t happen again.  That results in progress; and any progress is great progress.  Remember, the rest of the world is adding beliefs to their mind; taking anything out of your mind is going to save you from some unwanted effects in the future.

You can’t screw up by letting go.  If you don’t let go, you’ll just get what you were going to get anyway.  So you’ll see what your beliefs were creating, and now you’ll work on that topic.  But letting go never causes problems.  It can’t.  Over time, letting go causes problems to disappear or never happen.  So you don’t really know what your life would have been like if you hadn’t started letting go.  But you’ll notice that your life appears to be easier than other people’s lives.  Don’t take such progress lightly.  Your future will be better than it would have been if you had not let go.  If you remember that, it quiets your “need to get it done right now” clone.


How Do I Join?

The Gold Circle is organized into units.  Each unit is the equivalent of a standard non-fiction book.  There are seventeen such units.  In addition, there are additional articles on a variety of topics.  You’ll find that even reading the comments and my answers to them exposes beliefs to let go.  In addition, there are over thirty group call recordings which last between 1.5 to 2.5 hours long.  Then there is additional material related to each call.  There are a few guided technique recordings, and a few sample mentoring sessions.   Then there are what I call quick topics.  They are short articles on short topics.  It’s a lot of material.  I suggest you take the Gold Circle units in order.  They do build.  But there are plenty of other things to do if you want a break.

This is not a race; and you will determine when you have gotten to where you want to be or are ready to move on to something else. The investment for Gold Circle is $50 per month.  Once you sign up, the billing will happen automatically until you cancel your membership.  Buying a membership assumes that you have read this page, and you agree to what I’ve written.  There are no refunds.  I’m not looking to create an accounting or technical support job for myself.  If this isn’t fun, I’ll just go do something else.  This has been a twenty-five year experiential journey that was very expensive, but it was all very worth it.  As I earn money from this site, it will support my expenses in expanding the site and making freedom for all a reality.  I do what I’m inspired to do; new ideas come daily.

You can share a membership with others. Couples or friends can share one membership.  But all people sharing the membership must have read this information and agree to it.  They all must have read the free information.  You will only get one member ID, so you’ll both post as the same name in comments or the forum.  This might turn into something that you can do together.  Hopefully, it won’t turn into fighting for access to the site or projecting on each other. If so, you’ll just have to let go of that.  If you share a membership, use a combined name and identify yourself when you post something in a comment.  I’m not psychic, I won’t know who I’m talking to unless you tell me.  Ideally, I’d like you to use your real name (not your New Age name or your porn name).  When people use fake names, it gets confusing.  This website is about being yourself. I like getting to know the people on the site; and sometimes I can be more helpful in the comments when I know you a little better.

If money is very tight for you at this time, I suggest you keep working on the free stuff with a focus on money. Many people found the money to join my mentoring program, which was much more expensive, by doing exactly that.  This is not a charity because charities assume that there is some problem to fix.  Charities are fixated on problems.  Consequently, the Gold Circle fees are not tax deductible as charitable contributions.  However, they could be deductible as a business expense if you are an entrepreneur.  I encourage entrepreneurship.

Since I started my first business, I’ve always had the intention that people would make or save more money from working with me than they paid me.  Unlike technology, the payback for initiation isn’t always obvious, but you will notice that you don’t need a lot of health and wellness things that you used to need.  You will find that expenses go down; you don’t end up paying for mistakes and problems.  You’ll stop going to those workshops and buying all those programs.  You won’t need advisors or experts as much.  You’ll stop chasing false desires.  In fact, you can now sell a lot of that old stuff that you don’t need anymore.  I did.  If you want to do this program, you’ll find the money to do it.  I don’t offer scholarships because when we pay for something, we are admitting that it has value.  Too often people don’t take free things serious.  That’s a belief that will disappear, but most of the people who come my way still have that belief that free is worthless.

I hope you love the Gold Circle, and it helps you to feel part of something that is moving toward freedom.  Most important, make it a fun journey.  It’s not always going to be easy as we go into some dark places in the Gold Circle.  But you’ll start to know yourself, and that is really wonderful.  Take delight in each insight or accomplishment.  Realize that this quest for freedom, and completion of your story, is your life purpose.  If you succeed in freedom, you will have done something that virtually no one else does.  Fuck the 1%.  You will be part of .00001% or less. So don’t be hard on yourself when it gets tough.  Know that freedom is possible; and the greatest joy will be knowing that you did it yourself.  That is mastery.

Much love, Cathy


I don’t generally ask for testimonials.  I get a lot of thank you notes, but don’t post them publicly.  But here is a nice one that also provides some sound advice on doing the work as you participate in the Gold Circle.

I have known Cathy for almost 10 years. I have seen her writing and life change as she moves to freedom. Cathy uses her writing and practices. Not only is she showing you how you can do this yourself, but she uses letting go, western mediation, the truth, win/win and many other techniques to live from the mental prospective.

Initially, I took Cathy’s words in to my mind and knew they were true but did not do the work. Yes, there is work that only you can do. Her writing helps you to achieve life from the mental level, with unconditional love and the truth. By reading what Cathy wrote, I let go of roles. Mother, daughter, wife, teacher, whatever. I have a 20 year old daughter. I let go of the mother role with her years ago. We don’t always agree. She is a creative adult with her own life. I don’t try to control that or give her advice. She reflects and I let go what I feel (emotion). Good or bad. My physical relationship is closer with her than ever. No, we don’t live together but have unconditional love that all parents want with their children.

Give the Gold Circle a try. You will connect with your wisdom if you do the mental work. Thank you, Cathy.

Karen C., South Carolina

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