Enter the Gold Circle!

If you want to accomplish something that no one else is accomplishing, you have to use your mind in a way that’s different from everyone else.  

You must live and think from a completely different perspective!

Freedom For All

This introduction to the Gold Circle is a little long, but read it carefully.  Don’t just skip through it; I expect that you’ve read it so that you’ll totally understand what the Gold Circle is all about before you join.  It’s nothing like you’ve ever done before.  That being said, I realize that it’s hard to understand what initiation entails because life until this point in time has been about adapting to the illusion or succeeding within the illusion.  In initiation, we are MENTALLY leaving the illusion.

The illusion is essentially the fall mentality as METAPHORICALLY described in the biblical story of Adam and Eve.  Adam and Eve wasn’t the only fall story.  Fall stories exist all over the world…in every continent and culture.  Initiation is the complete removal or reversal of the fallen mindset.  On my website, No Labels No Lies, I talk about this fallen mindset as the triangle-bottom or the second-cause perspective.  That’s how we were all trained to use our minds from birth.  We could also call it normal thinking, which is very different from natural thinking.  We’ll talk about the origins and construct of the illusion extensively in the Gold Circle.  It’s important to understand how we lost our natural Eden-like point of view.

In initiation, we physically live on the same earth as everyone else; and we aren’t superior to any other person since everyone has a True Self.  If you saw an initiate walking down the street today, you wouldn’t know them from any other normal person.  As we free our minds, we simply aren’t affected or limited by the illusory point of view anymore, even though it’s all around us.  We don’t look or sound weird; we simply look and feel more relaxed and free than the normal Joe or Jane.  We don’t cause problems; we eliminate them.  We don’t fuel belief systems; we expose them as false.  While the rest of the world is going deeper into the illusion, we are creating the life we desire without using occult techniques like affirmations, positive thinking, praying, projecting, or visualization.  In the beginning of the Bible in Genesis I, it clearly said that the Creator made ONLY GOOD with no opposite.  We get back to that pure perspective in initiation.  But it takes time, determination, and patience.  I describe initiation as the ending to our full-circle life story.  We fell in Act I and II of our story; initiation is Act III.

Initiation appears to be the opposite of everything you’ve ever done in life…it’s essentially unschooling.  In order to free our minds, we must eliminate the habitual tendency to learn, i.e., to add to our minds without properly discriminating.  In initiation, we mostly subtract from our minds.  We will never add new second-cause beliefs; but we may add first-cause knowledge for creative purposes.  Fortunately, I unschooled my three children.  I noticed that we do have a natural urge to learn physical things; that’s how children learn from their parents.  But I also came to realize that the tendency to learn beliefs and memorize facts wasn’t born within us…it was programmed as part of religion, schooling, and parenting.  Having engaged in unschooling with my children, I understand the complexity, confusion, and even the trauma of needing to unlearn something that you were told was true by an earlier authority figure.  I realized that I must explain in detail why common beliefs and belief systems are false with candor, completeness, and directness in order for someone to feel comfortable with and capable of letting go.  That’s not easy to do in a free blog; the people who still hold those belief systems as true, and who have not chosen freedom, would be very upset with my writing.

I don’t want to create a war between those who want freedom and those who don’t.  That wouldn’t solve anything.  I’m very clear that initiation is not for everyone, at least not at this time; so I certainly don’t want to impose letting go on anyone.  Initiation and letting go must always be an individual choice.  If you choose to do the Gold Circle, it must be because you truly want to do it.  It should not be because someone else thinks you need to do it.

Nearly everyone knows about our physical history; we’re all taught that version of history in school.  I’m sure most of our physical history is inaccurate; we all know that the winners of wars write the history books.  In normal education, we trace our physical history through events like wars, documents, and memorable speeches.  It’s all second-cause information, which means it all contains that triangle-bottom judgment; it’s all based on winners and losers.  In initiation, however, we focus on understanding our mental history; that’s a topic that’s not normally addressed.  If it is addressed; it’s presented in the context of evolution…the idea that we started out as apes, but now we’re smarter as humans.  You see, that’s all false; our minds have actually devolved over time, but most people don’t realize that.  They just listen to and believe whatever they are told.

Since people have more knowledge today than we did in the past, they think that our minds have evolved.  But most knowledge is second cause; so it is inferior to the wisdom of our True Self.  Knowledge was meant to be first cause and used by our True Self for creative purposes.  When we place too much value on knowledge, as we do today, we block our True Self wisdom.  We move from a win-win point of view to a win-lose point of view.  I’ll explain in detail why that is so in the Gold Circle.

I came to understand our mental history and the devolution of our minds by decoding myths and religious stories from the ancient past.  I’ve decoded a whole lot of stories from all over the world.  It was just something that I innately knew how to do, and I very much enjoyed doing it.  But presenting my decodes was not enough to correct this serious error caused by the normalization of the fallen perspective.  One needed to know how to use the decodes, which meant they had to know how to let go.  Memorizing and adding to our minds always takes us deeper into the illusion; letting go takes us toward freedom.  It’s that simple.  We should all run as fast as we can from anyone who wants to give us knowledge, rules, or beliefs to memorize.  But we don’t.  We pay and even worship people who tell us what to think, say, and do within the illusion.

Letting go is how we fix our microcosmic, i.e., personal, perspective of life.  Decoding with letting go is how we fix our macrocosmic perspective or the collective point of view.  Both exist within our own minds.  As I let go and decoded these ancient stories, the two different paths eventually converged.  The macrocosm and the microcosm were a MENTAL match.  What physically happened was different because of time and place differences, but the mental causes were the same.  This was good news.  The beliefs that caused collective problems were the same beliefs that caused my personal problems.  This explained why history seemed to repeat itself over and over again.  We were still holding on to the same causal beliefs that someone invented in ancient times.  We treated those beliefs as if they were true simply because they were popular and had longevity.

Next, I encountered another major problem.  When I created the free material, I thought initiation would make total sense to everyone who read it.  But it wasn’t that way.  I came to realize that people had clone voices in their mind that they’d acquired from following false leaders, teachers, preachers, healers, experts, etc., in the past.  Clones are a voice in our mind that we acquired from another; so the voice is literally a clone of that other person.  Once we put the voice of another person into our mind, that voice strives to rule our mind, body, and life.  That voice is second cause because the voice is stored in our false mind, which is naturally divided.  So now, we are officially thinking from the illusory, fallen perspective.  Our first-cause True Self takes a back seat to the clone voice or voices in our mind.  I labeled these voices “clones” because they act like they are our True Self; they even copy our True Self.  But they can never be our True Self.  Eliminating clones voices is a major focus of the Gold Circle.

The easiest way to understand this quagmire is to look at rules.  As a child, we memorized the rules that others gave us so that we wouldn’t break them.  To do that, we put our authority figures’ voices into our minds as clone characters; such characters knew all the rules.  A clone character is just a voice in our mind that speaks memorized second-cause knowledge or beliefs on any topic.  When we want to make a decision, these authority clone voices advise us so that we don’t break their rules.  Consequently, most people are making choices from clone voices, not their True Self.  That keeps them stuck within the illusion.

As long as we believe that the rules we got from authority figures are true, we hold on to their clone voices.  If we don’t realize that the voices came from authority figures in our past or present, we might think that the voices are God or our conscious.  We might think that we’re hearing a spiritual guide, but we’re not.  The voices might claim that they are tasked with keeping us safe, but clone voices have no concept of freedom.  In the illusion, we tend to choose safety or security which blocks freedom.  If we choose freedom, we exit the illusion; then, we also get safety and security.

To remove a clone voice, we have to see the clone’s rules and beliefs as false.  However, since that original authority figure claimed that they spoke the truth, their clone voice in our mind also appears to be a true voice.  In fact, such a voice often thinks that it IS our True Self.  But that is false; the clone voice is not our True Self.  The rules it believes to be true are part of the illusion; they did not come from the Creator.  Besides, our True Self is not a voice.  Most people don’t realize that.  Words and speech are part of the illusion; the initiate uses only first-cause speaking, or they expose what’s false.  Discriminating between first and second-cause thinking, speaking, and acting is the meat and potatoes of the Gold Circle.

People who came to my websites had spiritual clones, moral clones, expert clones, teacher clones, health clones, positive clones, and much more.  Their minds were filled with beliefs that they held in mind as true.  We can’t let go of the truth; so they couldn’t let go.  Those voices also reinterpreted what I said to fit into their already-existing, false mindset.  They were taking what I wrote, which was meant to push them to let go, and turning it into more second-cause knowledge that they relabeled as true.  Then they wanted to teach (or force) other people to let go; they were making letting go right, and those who didn’t let go were wrong by default.  Right and wrong are a second-cause triangle bottom that we let go in initiation.  These clones, however, wanted to eliminate the opposition to their precious beliefs; that’s not letting go.  That’s occult thinking.  That’s what people do in the illusion; and it’s why they keep clone voices in their mind.  Initiation is meant to be used on our own mind out of free choice; it’s not something we tell others to do so that they don’t bother us anymore.  The last thing I wanted to do was fuel clones or create more clones.  I was about ready to tear everything down.  But then I had an insight.

I realized that I needed to expose all of their false teachers, preachers, healers, and leaders.  That was a much bigger task than I had originally envisioned.  I needed to help people see that they had been following false authority figures in the past.  The voices in their mind were loud and dominating, but they were false.  They needed to see that they didn’t want or need any of those clone voices in their mind even if those voices sounded true, positive, or pleasing.  In fact, the clone voices kept them from letting go because the clones wanted to stay in control of the person’s mind, body, and life.  These clones voices were like artificial intelligence (AI).  AI starts out as helpful; but if it gains too much power, it can become harmful or even deadly.  I had to understand the perspective of the clone voice so that I could understand why such voices were so persistent and hard to let go.  To accomplish that, I became a stand-in for other people’s discrimination in the program.  I also acted as the missing discrimination for the false teachers, preachers, healers, and leaders that the members of the Gold Circle had followed, trusted, and believed in the past.  This formed the backbone of the Gold Circle; I wrote about everything I learned as I helped others to discriminate and let go.  It was actually a very organic process.

At first, when I exposed false, it didn’t go over very well.  People felt like I was raining on their parade.  Over time, we tend to see these clone voices as our power and status, or we think that they help us fit into society; so part of us doesn’t want to ditch them.  But they are false voices blocking our all-powerful True Self.  People had accepted these clone voices because they believed that they were good for them.  It was a totally innocent mistake.  Often they put a lot of effort into crafting that clone character; and it became a big part of their persona.  So now, it was hard for them to see the clone as false; they wanted that clone’s voice to be their True Self.  But it wasn’t their True Self.  Why would we want to replace our True Self with a clone voice?  That’s a big question, and the answer is in our mental history.

It was then that I realized why most people want to teach the truth and avoid exposing false.  They can’t handle being viewed as uncaring or unkind.  They want to be liked.  They want to fit in.  I can’t blame them.  Exposing false beliefs in others wasn’t fun.  I had to remember that I was doing this work in order to set people free.  Besides, I couldn’t do something that was harmful to others once I knew it was harmful.  So I couldn’t affirm their beliefs or clones.  I’d found the big trap that kept the illusion humming for thousands of years.  The people in power made knowledge, beliefs, and rules, as promoted by false clone leaders, good and right; and they made exposing these clone leaders as false into an evil and punishable offense.  People obeyed the clone leaders in order to avoid punishment or to get a false desire.  Thus no one exposed religious or political leaders; in fact, they blindly obeyed them.  So clones grew in power and authority; their beliefs, which created their illusion, became normal.

Today, people won’t even expose doctors, scientists, healers, lawyers, gurus, counselors, therapists, teachers, bankers, actors, and more.  In fact, most people will fight someone who tells them that their beloved clones are lying or deceiving them.  This is why we are devolving, not evolving.  The clones who benefit from the illusion have made everyone passive and compliant to their will.  In addition, when we put a clone voice of another into our mind, we keep a false connection with them.  So if that person has physical or mental authority within the illusion, it’s like they become our invisible handler.  This is such an important topic; we study it in depth in the Gold Circle.

No one wants to be the bad guy and expose clones in power as false, nor do they want to risk punishment.  But by spreading the beliefs of the clones in power, and following those beliefs themselves, they are fueling the illusion.  Let me assure you that everyone has a true desire for freedom, unconditional love, peace, joy, and abundance.  Clones can promise those things, but they cannot provide such things.  I often say that you can’t get to freedom (or the True Self) on a ladder of beliefs.  The clone cannot ever become the True Self.  We can only get those precious qualities by freeing our True Self.  To free the True Self, we must expose and let go of the second-cause false self, which includes all of those clone voices.

Freeing people is the ultimate act of unconditional love.  I know that even when others don’t know it.  That’s why I do what I do.  We work on this extensively in the Gold Circle.  Don’t worry, we start out by exposing the clones in our own mind; then when our mind is free, it’s safe to expose the clones around us.  We no longer believe in reward and punishment.  We can’t help others get free unless we free our own mind first.  It’s like the flight attendant’s warning to put the oxygen mask on ourselves first.  If we can’t breathe, we can’t help another to breathe.

As I worked with people in the original Gold Circle group, I found so many tricks and traps.  Everywhere I saw an exit to freedom, they saw no exit.  They had a habit of thinking or a belief that caused them to ignore that exit as if it was not there.  When I told people to witness their mind, I thought they’d have the same experience that I had.  My True Self would witness my mind; and I could discriminate between true and false immediately and relatively easily.  That’s what enabled me to do the decodes so easily.  But many people who came to Gateway To Gold had been eastern meditators.  They learned how to quiet their mind without letting go, otherwise known as denying or floating above their baggage.  They also knew how to suppress thoughts and emotions in their body or what’s often called the unconscious mind.  This is why their mind became noisy after their meditation sessions ended.  When we let go, our mind truly becomes quiet 24/7, 365.  Our True Self is running our life after initiation; and our True Self doesn’t think in words.

To do the Gold Circle, I had to understand the mind of the clone.  I couldn’t relate to that mindset.  I didn’t have strong clones in my mind.  Fortunately, I was doing the Gold Circle at the perfect time (around 2017).  As we were working on the personal (microcosmic) clones of people in the program; the world stage was filled with globalist (macrocosmic) clones of the same ilk.  So I had lots of examples of the macrocosm and microcosm converging.  Often, someone couldn’t see their personal clone, but they could let go regarding a collective clone that upset them; that loosened things up.  If they were totally stuck, I went into their illusion with them; then I told them what I let go to get back out.  I’ll talk about that more later on.

My point is that our minds have become so complex; and these clone characters are completely resistant to letting go.  If they were not in our mind, letting go would be quite natural.  In fact, it should be easy to let go; and extremely difficult to hold on.  But from birth, we are trained to think backwards; we’re trained to grow into adults who are cogs in the illusory wheel.

In the initial Gold Circle group, there were about thirty to forty pioneering people.  They brought all kinds of clones to the group…gurus, spiritual (New Age) teachers, preachers, healers, doctors, therapists, motivational speakers, experts of all kinds, scientists, political leaders, and more.  All of these clone voices in their mind claimed to be holding the truth; but the voices were just speaking beliefs and second-cause knowledge that had been relabeled as true.  At first, nearly everything they said was false.  So I had to choose my battles.  You’ll hear this on the group calls that I recorded.

Here’s why everyone was confused.  We cannot learn the truth from another person.  When we engage in such a false experience, we put the truth in the false part of our mind.  This creates a false mind that’s like a computer database.  We turn our false self, which is meant to be our creative mental container, into a file cabinet.  We can’t use our mind for true creativity if it’s a file cabinet.  To make up for this, we have invented false creativity.  Much of the creativity in the world today is false creativity; it comes from the outside in instead of the inside out.  That is a major part of the mental devolution that I discussed above.  It’s also why we appear to have unsolvable problems in the world.  The True Self doesn’t even have the concept of a problem let alone an unsolvable problem.

The Gold Circle made freedom for all possible, but it didn’t necessarily make it easy.  I can’t do initiation for anyone else; it’s an individual experience.  I share everything that I discovered while cleaning up my own mind and supporting others as a mentor; but everyone in the program has to unravel their own mind to ultimately reveal their own full-circle story (that’s our goal for the Golden Gateway).  The illusion has made people’s minds so complex.  I often tell people in the Gold Circle that letting go is simple and easy.  But those damn clones in our mind don’t want us to know that.  They try to make letting go very difficult on purpose; after all if we get free, the clones in our mind, and in our outer life, would lose all of their power over us.  No one would obey their silly rules anymore.  No one would be their slaves, subjects, or minions anymore.

So initiation isn’t a weekend workshop.  We’re returning our mind to its natural state, and that has not been done for a very long time.  Initiation is not an easy or quick task now; but it was never easy or quick.  In ancient times, people spent over a decade in temples of initiation.  We don’t have such temples today; we do initiation while living a normal life.  In many ways, I think that’s superior; you want to be able to let go as you work, play, and relate to others.  You don’t want to hide in safe spaces; that’s not living life.  As more people let go, we will dilute the illusion.  As that happens, I can offer more free information to the masses.  Personal and collective initiation is a process; and I trust my inspiration to let me know the right timing.  At this time, a big reason to join the Gold Circle mirrors the most common reason for initiation in ancient times.  People didn’t want to wait for those with the normal, collective mindset to create and live a free life.  They knew that could take a very long time.  People tend to let go very slowly without initiation.  Their beliefs are quite rigid and firm because they view their beliefs as true.

In the free material, I say that I’ve given people everything they need to let go to get free; and that is true.  I didn’t skip over anything, but I had to keep the topics appropriate for someone who might just pop on to my website and read one article.  I couldn’t go too deep on any topic.  I couldn’t be too controversial.  If so, I’d have wasted a lot of my time debating with clones who don’t want freedom.  They want to keep their beliefs in mind as the truth; and they want me to agree with them.  You have to realize that nearly everyone on the planet has at least one or two precious belief systems (some have many more than two) that they view as absolutely true; they will fight to the death to keep those belief systems.  I’m the enemy from the believer’s perspective.  So they aren’t my audience.

Putting initiation behind a paywall with a membership requirement is the modern, intangible equivalent of the initiation temple.  Initiation was done in temples because the occultists, or false leaders, in power didn’t want people getting free and stripping them of their power.  So there has always been an element of secrecy with regard to initiation.  But it’s not a secret society.  You don’t take secret oaths or have secret handshakes in initiation.  You don’t even have secret information.  In fact, any secret information that you had in mind before entering initiation will be let go during initiation.  Secret information is always second cause and false.  Instead of doing chores or maintenance in the physical temple for your initiation support, you pay a small monthly fee.

The free material is like any do-it-yourself project.  You are most likely going to stumble a lot along the way; in fact, you may get stuck in a detour that takes a decade or more to resolve, just like I did.  Your belief systems are going to look true, and no one in your life will tell you any different.  Your clone voices are going to lie to you and tell you that they have the truth.  But if you keep letting go, you’ll work it out over time just like I did.  Joining the Gold Circle is different.  I explain how every belief system is false; I provide examples to show you what my life looked like before I let go and after I let go.  I expose the tricks and traps of the illusion and open the exits to freedom.  My writing helps to remove the false power and fear of punishment that comes from those damn clone voices.  My writing helps you to uncover your true desires and eliminate your false desires.  I help you to make sense of the illusion so that you realize that you aren’t losing anything of value as you let go.  While we aren’t a typical group, there is a feeling of support within the Gold Circle; I know that our True Selves are all connected.  You will come to know that too.  All of that makes letting go a lot less traumatic.  It’s like someone shining a light at the end of a dark tunnel.  As long as you can see the light, you have the confidence and knowing that you are going in the right direction.

When we bring our past thinking to something new, we start out blind to the potential before us.  This is why people have trouble seeing what to let go when they do initiation by themselves.  Let me give you a practical example.  Recently I replaced an old dishwasher.  I love my new dishwasher, but it’s very different from my old one.  At first, I found myself struggling to fit my old way of doing things into my new dishwasher.  Then I let go of my old dishwasher knowledge, and I moved to the place where I thought in the way that the new dishwasher made sense.  I was no longer trying to turn my new dishwasher into my old one.  At that point, I realized that I had been missing out on half of the features of my new dishwasher.

Likewise, people can’t make initiation into their old religion, the New Age, their favorite spiritual teachings, or some form of self-help or psychology that they’ve believed to be true in the past.  That won’t work.  They will turn initiation, which is the art of exiting the illusion, into a new illusion.  We can’t make initiation into a belief system or letting go loses power; initiation is the absence of all belief systems.  Getting people to see that they don’t need the “truth” in their mind, and they don’t need any of their old beliefs, is the biggest challenge that I face in presenting this work.  But I’m patient.  I just keep chipping away until a beautiful sculpture appears.

I’m always going to be transparent with you in my speaking and writing, but my transparency will sound odd at times.  You aren’t used to the level of transparency that you’ll experience with me.  I’m going to say things that you’ve never heard from anyone else before.  I hold nothing back.  If you’ve been hanging out in the world of the politically correct, or have been a people pleaser in the past, I’ll probably shock you in nearly every article.  Your clones will fight to keep their claim on your mind.

We currently live in a world where most people aren’t fully transparent because they don’t want to rock other people’s worlds.  They’re afraid of causing emotions in another.  In initiation, emotion means we’ve found something false to let go.  So we welcome emotions.  We let go when we feel emotions.  It’s a whole different way of being, and it takes some getting used to.  I write in a way that brings your beliefs, and the related emotions, to the surface of your mind and body on purpose.  That’s how I can best help you to get free.  But you have to embrace that way of being; and it’s a radical change from life within the normal illusion.

Most of the people who present information on the topic of mental freedom are doing it in a way that appeals to the masses; and so they water it down.  They usually focus on getting rid of the person’s emotions instead of letting go of the beliefs that caused their emotions.  They also teach people new beliefs that sound like the truth, which takes their followers further away from freedom.  Believe me, if there was a TRUE belief system on this planet, we’d all be free.  It doesn’t take that many free people to free everyone.  But we have all been stuck in this damn illusion because people keep creating new belief systems instead of just dropping the old ones that didn’t work.  There is no such thing as a true belief system; and clones do not want to admit that.

The True Self is the part of our mind that is beyond ALL beliefs.  It’s our place of knowing and wisdom.  The True Self is not the same as the soul, and we’ll discuss that in detail in the Gold Circle.  That’s a complex topic.  Our goal in initiation is to live from our True Self’s inspiration, which brings us freedom, health, abundance, joy, harmony, unity, peace, and more.  The Gold Circle is designed to create a giant change in our perception; we do that by ONLY letting go.


Creating A Bridge to Freedom

In initiation, we work on mental freedom, which also gives us emotional freedom and physical freedom as a byproduct.  The basic premise of initiation is this universal law: Mental cause produces physical effect.  Therefore, we work one-hundred percent of the time on our OWN minds.  I do not give advice, nor do I help people to fix their physical effects; and we don’t work on fixing others in initiation.  Unlike other mental techniques, we never add to our mind; we only subtract.  In the illusion, people constantly add to their minds; sometimes they change their minds, which means that they move from one belief to another belief.  Most people claim that they don’t know how to subtract from their minds; others say that they let go and the thought comes back.  That’s because their discrimination is not working naturally.  We work on that extensively in the Gold Circle.

When I set out on my journey to find total freedom, I knew that I was looking for something that had been lost.  I couldn’t find anyone who was writing about total freedom until I found Lester Levinson and Vernon Howard.  However, neither of them were able to support others in letting go.  Both of them produced more clones; and I didn’t want to do that.

People today have lots of mental techniques for fixing or managing their minds, but I call all of those “Moses techniques.”  Their techniques cause us to wander around in the desert of the illusion for decades.  We hope that things will get better, or we hope that we’ll get to the promised land one day; but ultimately, those Moses techniques don’t take anyone to the promised land.  Moses was a failed leader; we’ll talk about him a lot since he’s revered as a great leader by many within the illusion.  People in the illusion tend to follow the wrong leaders…Moses-like leaders.  We become like the people we follow.

My journey started when I discovered what I refer to as win-win thinking over three decades ago.  At first, I only wanted to take actions that were win win for all.  Then I moved to only thinking thoughts that were win win for all.  That’s what caused me to expose the beliefs in my mind as false.  Once I saw a belief as false, it left my mind permanently.  Once I got to my True Self’s point of view on any given topic, I couldn’t help but take actions or speak in a way that was win win for all.  Suddenly, my mind made so much sense; I couldn’t fathom why I’d never seen this before.  Most important, my judgment of others was gone.  I saw others differently because I wasn’t projecting on them anymore.  I felt unconditional love for everyone, even those people who wanted to harm me.  I also noticed that I didn’t have to make choices or decisions anymore; I always knew the next right thing to do.  In other words, my inspiration was back.  I felt free; and I was so happy.

When I found Lester Levinson, his experience validated my win-win experience.  But later on, I went back into the illusion because I wanted to find the way out for my husband; and what Lester suggested didn’t work.  It seemed that people often got free by accident much like I did.  They freed themselves from their masculine mindset (or clones); win win was a masculine tool.  When I went back into the illusion, however, I dropped into the feminine mindset.  There was no escape from the illusion for those in the feminine mindset or roles.  This was validated with ancient stories and even history; the God of Adam and Eve didn’t have a feminine consort.  So in the illusion, the feminine appears to have no power.

You see, our feminine power isn’t intuition or psychic abilities.  It’s not nurturing or caregiving as many people think.  Our feminine power is our emotions.  If we don’t use our emotions as designed, we have no power in the feminine role or mindset.  This isn’t a male or female thing; this is a human thing.  Men have feminine minds too.  Men play feminine roles too.  I discovered how to let go from the feminine using emotions; and that was the key to freedom for all.  Without that discovery, I would not be able to help anyone get free.

I came to realize that what I called accidental freedom, like I experienced or Lester experienced came from compassion.  The person’s true compassion caused them to eliminate their own clones.  Then they saw that their mind was filled with false beliefs.  But that is rare.  Clones have no compassion; in fact, clones are a block to our natural compassion.  So if someone has even one strong clone in their mind, they generally won’t be able to let go from the masculine mindset like Lester and I did.  In addition, such clones tend to be envious, and they think they are right.  So they aren’t going to let anyone in the feminine role get free, lest they lose their clone throne.

People do not know how to use their emotions as designed.  Those who got free of the illusion, like Lester, would write about their experience of freedom; and people just copied the end result.  That created freedom clones.  So free people were fueling the illusion; that was backwards.  Free people should open exits for all.  I just knew that.  One free person should enable many others to gain freedom.  But here was the catch; the illusion was human created…it was occult.  So once we get free, we can’t remember what we did to get there.  The illusion really does look like an illusion; it looks and feels powerless.  Beliefs and labels all look like lies.  You can’t imagine why anyone would believe them.  Clones look like toddlers pretending to play cowboys and Indians.  So how do you explain that to someone who is stuck in the illusion and views it all as real and true?  This was my dilemma.  But I truly wanted to create the potential of freedom for all; I was determined to create a bridge that took someone from deep within the illusion to total freedom.

Like Lester, I had a very hard time explaining win win or freedom to others.  You see, we can see the triangle bottom from the top of the triangle, and the whole bottom looks false.  But when we are stuck on one side of the triangle bottom, we have no clue that the top of the triangle even exists.  I sounded ridiculous to most people.  I got to win win by exposing beliefs in my mind as false and letting them go.  I wasn’t putting win-win thoughts into my mind.  This is what confused people.  They thought I was just speaking about another brand of positive thinking, and I was not.  Everyone wanted to add to their mind instead of subtract.  People couldn’t grasp what I was saying, and I couldn’t grasp why they didn’t understand me.  Now I understand what was going on.  I was speaking from the True Self perspective, and they were standing deeply within the illusion on the triangle bottom.  They wanted to learn, not know, what I said or wrote.

Exposing a belief as false is always win win for all; so I loved exposing my mind.  But like I said earlier, I didn’t like exposing other people’s beliefs as false.  Exposure is viewed as mean or hurtful by those who have the illusory perspective, meaning they have clone voices in their mind.  That’s why letting go is never discussed; or if it is discussed, it’s mentioned in passing as something we might want to consider.  No one explains how to let go or why we should let go in the illusion.  In the illusion, people act like all beliefs are true.  They try to separate themselves from beliefs that they don’t like by identifying such beliefs with others; this results in projection.  That’s another big topic that we cover extensively in the Gold Circle.  We need clones in our mind to project; and that’s a major reason why people hold on to clone characters.  But here’s what people don’t realize:  If you identify a belief with any other person, you believe it too.  That’s another trap that keeps the illusion alive.  Once our mind is programmed to only add, not subtract, it does that like a computer.  In fact, computers were made in the image and likeness of our FALSE minds.  We work through this dilemma in the Gold Circle…don’t worry, it’s normal.

Initiation takes us to the place where we live in the illusion physically like everyone else, but we will not be a part of the mental fabric of the illusion.  That’s my personal definition of freedom.  When we achieve that mental state, we will not manifest disease, suffering, or problems anymore.  Such things will no longer exist in our own mental container.  What’s in another person’s container is their business.  This is what takes times to unravel.  Most people’s minds are not even close to individual mental containers.  They have false connections based on shared beliefs with many others.  They also have extreme level confusion.  In level confusion, we are confusing the True Self with a clone voice.  If we don’t believe in something unwanted, we can’t manifest it if we know that our container is individual.  But we can’t fake this until we make it.  As we let go, we come to know that the illusion is essentially the place of all things unwanted…it’s the realm of suffering.  It’s actually hell; but people are very adaptable, and they work hard to make hell into a tolerable place to live.

It took a long time (nearly three decades) for me to put all of this together.  But eventually, the inner workings of the human mind started to make sense to me.  It was as if I was putting together a giant jigsaw puzzle.  As I let go on topic after topic, puzzle pieces snapped into place.  When I finished a topic or section of the puzzle, I moved on to something else.  Over time, the topics I addressed became more interpersonal and collective; those topics were also more difficult to decode.  In the Gold Circle, we focus a lot on relationships; in fact, I suggest that relationships are the most important part of initiation.  You can’t get free without the feedback of relationships.

Anytime I saw someone in the Gold Circle who appeared to be stuck and couldn’t let go, I’d end up falsely connected to them in the feminine role.  Most of the time, I didn’t consciously choose to do this; it was simply what was necessary to accomplish my desire of freedom for all.  There was an exit that needed to be opened for someone in the Gold Circle.  Suddenly, I’d hear beliefs in my mind that were being covertly projected on to me by a clone in that person’s mind; the false connection came at me.  I’d feel the urge to accept whatever I heard as true just like that person had done with some authority figure earlier in their life.  I’d also feel strong emotion; or sometimes, I’d get a pain or symptom in my body.  Sometimes, I’d get a problem in my home or car.  I’d feel exactly like the person who was stuck.  I came to realize that I was learning how that person got stuck in the illusion earlier in life.  Their clone wanted me to become a clone of them; clones think that projection is freedom.  They are wrong about that.  I accepted the projection because I wanted to understand the clone.  But I didn’t plan on keeping the projection; that’s where I was different from others in their life.  I knew how to let go from the feminine role.

While I was caught in the clone’s illusion, my mind would start to work just like that person’s mind.  This is what happens to all of us, generally early in life.  That’s why we find ourselves thinking like our family even when we don’t want to do so.  I refer to the memories that led to our fall as inciting incidents.  We cleanup all of our inciting incidents in initiation.  For me, this wasn’t normal; in fact, it was temporary hell.  But for the clone who was projecting, it was totally normal; and projection felt like relief to them.  That’s why they didn’t question their way of thinking.

I realized that clones weren’t bad.  People do to others what was done to them, often without realizing it.  So I was like a fly on the wall observing how their FALSE mind worked.  Over time, I learned that all clones have the same core programming; it’s just the surface topics that differ from clone to clone.  In fact, I was able to trace the formation of clones back to the fall stories.  That was some serious validation.  I explain all of that in detail in my decodes.

I’d let go of belief after belief until I felt the false connection with that clone break.  At that point, we no longer shared beliefs.  Then, I’d have an insight, which meant that I was seeing that topic from the inside out instead of the normal, illusory outside-in perspective.  I was free on that topic.  I had proven that the person I was helping did have an exit; and they just couldn’t see it.  I had joined their illusion and escaped it.  After I had that insight, I’d find validation for my discovery in ancient stories.  Or I’d notice that something had shifted in my outer life or body.  Whatever they had projected on me was gone.  Usually, I could see that sweet convergence of the macrocosm and microcosm.

As my mind became clear inside, the world around me became clear outside.  Over and over again, I could see the transition from the typical occult, illusory point of view to the initiates’ True Self point of view.  I was building that bridge to freedom by exposing one belief or occult trick at a time.  The occult point of view is based on the idea that the macrocosm (God, the Universe, or the stars) creates our outer reality, which affects our inner microcosm (our thinking or beliefs).  The occult belief systems, which include all belief systems, are false.  The occult point of view is outer to inner, so we tend to be reactive when thinking in that way; initiation is inner to outer, and it’s creative.  That’s the main difference.

Occultists pretend to have the truth; but they are all deceptive clones.  They invented things like prayer, positive thinking, or visualization in order to act like they were thinking inner to outer.  Psychology, self-help, and the New Age are the most recent occult-designed belief systems.  True inner-to-outer thinking comes from our True Self, not our false self.  It’s not even thinking; it’s knowing.  Occultists may produce the same effects as an initiate; however, occultists do so in a way that is win lose.  For them to win, someone else must lose.  For them to be right, someone else must be wrong.  Initiates can do the same thing, but they do it from first cause, so it results in win win for all.  You’ll come to see that very clearly in the Gold Circle.

So let me be clear.  Since there’s no true belief system, no belief system will survive in the Gold Circle if you are serious about freedom.  But don’t worry.  I assure you that you will not miss your old belief systems.  In addition, you cannot screw up in initiation.  If you let go of a belief system, and you regret it for some reason, you know how to believe it again.  You learned how to add to your mind before you found Gateway to Gold.  That being said, I’ve never had that happen with myself or another.  No one ever misses their old beliefs.  The inspiration from their True Self is so much more wonderful.

Over time, I realized that I could take any topic and let go until I got back to this ancient, metaphorical, and natural point of view.  The dominos of history (mental and physical) fell into place as I did that on topic after topic with person after person.  I was assembling a huge and very complex puzzle.  Eventually, I noticed that I was no longer physically focused; I was totally mentally focused.  The physical was ONLY the effect.  This matched the initiates’ universal law:  Mental cause produces physical effect.  It was harder and harder for someone to falsely connect with me.  I was discriminating so fast that I didn’t believe anything that was second cause whether spoken or unspoken.  It was becoming harder and harder for clones to project on me, which makes clones a little anxious.  This is how and why we eliminate clone voices in the Gold Circle.  It’s part of the reading process.  You will feel emotion when the clone is exposed by my writing, and what you need to let go will be right there in your mind.  The clone will be saying its belief in your mind as if it is true.  You just have to catch that damn clone while you have the chance.  It’s not as easy as it sounds.

The Gold Circle is like an oasis in the desert where freedom is possible because projection becomes impossible.  It wasn’t that way when I first did the Gold Circle. I had to expose the clone perspective as false.  I had to understand the clone’s way of thinking in order to do that.  To understand clones, I took their projections; then, I wrote my way out of each experience.  I did that over and over again.  So you owe a big thank you to that original group of pioneers.  They provided the clones for me to decode.  Now, the clone decoding is within the written material; and I stand in for your True Self and your natural feminine discrimination.  I hold the vision that keeps our oasis pure and clear.  As all of you let go, our oasis grows; one day the desert will be gone.  It will be a huge, crystal blue lake.  The Gold Circle is an experience; and when you realize that, and trust the process, you’ll start to really enjoy letting go.  You’ll start to gain those incredible insights; also your True Self desires will return.

Like I said earlier, initiation is based on the premise that we actually devolved mentally over time; we thought that we were all getting smarter, but we were learning second-cause knowledge and beliefs.  We were covering up our natural wisdom…our inner knowing.  That is why we find ruins that seem far too advanced for their time.  Humans prior to the mental fall made those structures.  During the early part of my initiation experience, I was fully engaged in the latest findings regarding ancient ruins like the Pyramids of Giza in Egypt or Göbekli Tepe in Turkey.  That was my nightly news.  After the supposed “fall,” we never regained our full-mental capability.  We followed the occultists who only gave us more knowledge and more beliefs.

Doing this work can be tedious at times.  I have to explain many of the words that I use.  The occultists hijacked every word that was appropriate for initiation.  People often think they understand what I’m saying when they actually don’t.  I had to build precision of language into the bridge to freedom.  The occultists also copied the stories of the initiates and made them their own.  We address that in the decodes.  The initiates viewed the world through the lens of metaphor; the occultists turned those metaphors into symbols, rituals, totems, gematria, astrology, tarot, and ceremonies.  That’s why everyone has become so damn confused.  I’m constantly explaining words from the initiates’ perspective.

Validation is one of those words.  I say that when we let go, we find validation (like I found in the ancient stories).  Validation is not like tracking clues on a treasure hunt or nods from God that people tend to follow on their spiritual quests.  Validation is not anything like synchronicity.  Most people are following something in the outer world in order to decide where to go next in the outer world.  They live outer to inner.  I was only working on my inner world; no one even knew I was doing all of this inner work because I was living a completely normal life.  As I let go, I saw the proof (validation) in stories and in my outer world that my inner world had changed.  Validation is based on the law of mental cause producing physical effect.

Today we have psychics, prophets, and channels who talk about initiation, and they claim that we are going back to the way we used to be in Eden.  They often refer to this as ascension.  But they are actually channeling the occult way of thinking.  They use the words incorrectly; and they do not have a clue how we will get back to the Eden-like mindset.  They presume that a physical change will cause a mental change.  That’s backwards.  They act like initiation will happen collectively without any effort on our part or in the blink of an eye.  That isn’t how life or how the mind works.  Someone might come along and fix the effects for everyone.  That’s possible; it has happened before.  But they won’t be able to let go for everyone.  They won’t be able to clean up our individual mental containers.  So in time, the fixed effects will disappear.  Our unchanged inner world will ultimately manifest the same outer world that we have today.

Real change is inner to outer, not outer to inner.  We have to reverse the fall with initiation.  We have to understand why we fell so that we don’t keep making the same errors.  Even our own True Self will not just wipe our mind clean.  In the Gold Circle, I’m support for your initiation experience.  But I don’t do anything for you.  In the end, I want you to be able to say, “I did this myself, and it was awesome.”  I want you to know how you fell and how you returned to the perspective of Eden.  Your understanding is what will keep you free for as long as you want to remain free.

You’ve probably heard it said that most people only use ten percent of their mental capacity.  Even a genius doesn’t operate anywhere near full capacity.  Such statements have always intrigued me.  What are we humans capable of?  Jesus said (paraphrasing), “Everything I can do, you can do and even greater things.”  Was he just bullshitting us?  Or are we really capable of so much more than we realize?  Is there such a thing as an IQ (intelligence quotient), which means that some of us are born brighter than others?  Or are we all meant to be geniuses, but we’ve just decided to play dumb for a while?  Is there a wisdom that even the smartest people on earth are not accessing?  Have most people just shut off access to their True Self’s inspiration, which is beyond second-cause knowledge and beliefs?  These are questions that we address in the Gold Circle.  I guide you to find the answers for yourself.  You want the answers to come from knowing, not knowledge.

Speaking of inspiration, that’s another word that was redefined by the occultists.  Inspiration comes from within.  It starts with the word “IN.”  Inspiration does not come from others EVER.  But everyday, we hear people saying how they want to inspire others or someone inspired them.  That’s life in the illusion.  These are the types of traps that we must undo in order to free our mind.  They are everywhere, and almost no one sees them as traps because they’re so normal.

Today religious, self-help, psychology, and New Age teachers encourage people to add positive thoughts, spiritual truths, and other beliefs to their fallen minds.  That is putting ice cream on manure.  Education encourages people to add second-cause knowledge to their fallen minds.  People add socially or politically-correct sound bites to their fallen minds due to the belief that sharing the same beliefs will help us to all get along.  None of these additions to our mind improve our mental capacity, our quality of life, or our relationships.  No one is operating at full potential by doing what is viewed as NORMAL.  In fact, adding beliefs, rules, and second-cause knowledge to our mind diminishes our capacity for innovation, creativity, and harmonious relationships.  There are very simple reasons for that, which we will discuss in detail in the Gold Circle.

In initiation, we don’t have goals, rules, or directives.  I don’t give Gold Circle members new beliefs, nor do I teach them what I know.  I help them let go to find out what they KNOW.  That sounds odd to people at first.  But teaching is an act of imposition.  In teaching, the teacher imposes their beliefs, knowledge, rules, and opinions on the students from the false masculine role; the students believe that they must take in whatever the teacher says because they are stuck in the feminine role.  Teaching results in projection.

Roles are another big trap in the illusion; and we work on roles a lot in the Gold Circle.  We don’t have roles or status in the Gold Circle.  There are no levels or degrees like the pyramids of power in occult organizations.  We follow natural roles like speaking and listening or giving and receiving.  Such roles don’t involve superiority or inferiority.  They don’t involve judgment.  I’m not a typical leader, and people in the Gold Circle are not my followers, students, or my minions.  I don’t know what your life will be like as you let go, but you do.  In the Gold Circle, we share a common vision for freedom as equals; I simply have more experience in getting to that vision.  I lead the way like someone who has been down a path before.  I don’t impose my will on you, I don’t make you take the path that I’m taking, nor do I tell you what to think or do while you’re on the path.  That’s why this program, which is really a deprogram, is very different from anything that you’ve done in the past.

In most normal group activities, the leader holds the false masculine role; that leader tells everyone what to do.  That leader makes a whole bunch of rules.  We are so used to being treated in that disgusting manner that we don’t even complain anymore.  I gently wean you away from those bad habits; but for some, it’s like dropping a drug addiction.  They are so used to being told what to do that they will fight to get me to do that.  Don’t worry!  I don’t give into that false desire because a True Self is an independent being.  The Gold Circle is a group with a common vision, which I’ll share at the end of this article; we are connected at the True Self level and will be forever.  But we share no beliefs; we have no false connections.  Group think is part of the illusion; it’s a mental prison.

We all start initiation from within the illusion, and the illusion looks completely real and true at first.  Much of our reality is undesirable.  People want to fix their problems when they first come to the Gold Circle.  But we don’t fix problems.  We free our mind, then we no longer manifest problems.  Also many people today like to avoid reality by hanging out in fantasy.  But we let fantasy go too.  Initiation is about shifting our reality back to its natural perfection.  Fantasy is no longer attractive when you love your reality.  Being a creator means that you know your future because you’re creating it.  You love your reality because you’re creating it.  So the way people operate in the illusion no longer makes any sense.

What about emotions?  As you know by now, since you’ve been reading my free material on this website and nolabelsnolies.com, emotions always mean false.  The occultists created a false system of positive and negative emotions, which caused us to stay in a state of perpetual emotion.  They repurposed our emotions to serve their false desire to keep us stuck in their illusion.  Illusions are manifested with beliefs systems and emotions.  The occultists don’t care what belief system we have; they only care that we have a belief system.  Of course, over time, they realized that belief systems do cause conflict.  So now many of the occultists in power (referred to as the globalists or the elite) want us to adopt one universal belief system so that we won’t fight with each other and bother them.  We would be so bored if that happened; life would be torture.  Occultists suffer from level confusion; they try to do with beliefs what the initiates did effortlessly and naturally with knowing.  We all agree at the True Self level of perception.  But we were not meant to agree at the false level of perception.  That’s why we have individual mental containers.  If we all stopped sharing beliefs, projecting beliefs, and imposing our beliefs on others, everything would work out just fine.

Initiation returns us to our natural creative state of being; we become like a chip off the Creator God’s block.  In ancient times, they said that mortals entered initiation; and God-like beings exited.  They meant that the person who completed initiation was now thinking like the Creator with a win-win-for-all point of view.  Sadly, the occult hijacked the term initiation; and they made leaders who were like the false Gods or deities of religion.  There was nothing creative about those false leaders.  They had second-cause (or triangle bottom) mindsets.  They always thought in terms of win lose.  This was true in the east and in the west.  No religion has the truth.  They are all variations of the occult perspective.  I’ll demonstrate that clearly in the Gold Circle.

In initiation, there are no practices or routines; in fact, we let go of all practices and routines.  A free person is a spontaneous person.  Following our inspiration becomes natural again.  You can let go anywhere and any time.  You can do it while you work and while you play.  After a while, you’ll even find yourself letting go in your night dreams.  In the illusion, there are all kinds of practices that one must supposedly do in order to have a good life, like prayer, meditation, affirmations, yoga, weight lifting or other exercise routines, taking supplements, following diets, etc.  There is nothing like that in initiation.  We aren’t focused on the physical.  We clean up our mind and our physical changes accordingly.  We eliminate problems instead of fixing them.

In initiation, we move toward perfect mental and physical health with no opposite; in the illusion, there’s the medical system (including the alternative medical system and psychology).  All versions of the medical system believe in the notion of disease and fixing effects.  That’s not perfect health.  In perfect health, we never have to think about our mind or body.  We have a mind that we use naturally as designed; it’s led by our True Self, which has no concept of disease.

In initiation, there is only creating in the present; in the illusion, there’s holding on to the past while wanting to know and control the future…thus you have mental techniques in the illusion like goal setting, planning, and organizing.  You also have prophets, channels, and psychics in the illusion to alleviate the tension that comes from not knowing our future.  In the Gold Circle, we let all of these aspects of the illusion go and much more.  But don’t worry, the letting go is gradual.  If you are a creator, you don’t need such things.  You create your perfect life; you don’t create shit that you don’t want to live for yourself or others.

True freedom is the absence of all second-cause beliefs.  Initiation was once called the attainment of the virgin mind, where all that remains in our mind is first-cause knowledge that our True Self uses to create.  It’s a quiet, peaceful mind; and that state is permanent whether you are in an ashram or a rock concert or whether you are with a negative Nancy or a whining Wayne.  A virgin mind is a first-cause mind that creates and then lets go of whatever it used to create in each moment.  So it continuously returns to its virgin state in order to create anew.  Do you see what I’m saying?  Letting go is natural; it’s actually part of the creative process.  We had to learn how to hold on to live comfortably within the illusion; and sadly, we became quite good at it.

In doing the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway, I’ve opened exits or gateways to freedom by exposing beliefs and belief systems as false.  I’m not opening portals; there’s no woo woo in the Gold Circle.  In fact, you’ll find that everything I say is basic common sense and totally logical.  The exits that I open are for everyone who is alive today, not just the people in my programs.  But those in the Gold Circle are more likely to find the exits and take them.  The occultists wanted to possess and control us.  So they blocked every exit out of the illusion.  Consequently, most people think that the fallen illusion is all there is or will ever be.  They live in a world of suffering, and they view that as normal. We are changing that!


How and Why I Created the Gold Circle

I had been researching the mind and freedom for over twenty-five years when I decided to do the Gold Circle.  I wanted to prove what I knew with direct experience before I wrote a word.  Then I wrote the free material to help people understand the basics of letting go.  My experience proved that you can’t screw up by letting go.  You also can’t hurt another by letting go.  So I wasn’t at all concerned with people letting go and causing harm.  I knew that was impossible.

But I came to realize by doing the free material that I had to find a way to get people to let go; I had to deal with those damn clones.  Without realizing it, we screw up and hurt others all the time by holding on to beliefs as true.  Clones cause all the problems and suffering on this planet.  We are all causing each other to suffer by fueling the illusion; and we don’t realize it.  If we knew how cause and effect actually worked, we would not blindly follow the people who impose or project beliefs on to us.  We’d actually be repulsed by them; so we’d ignore them until they lost all of their power.  But most people are psychologically reversed at a young age.  So they start trusting clones at the expense of their own True Self.  Without letting go, we can’t get back to who we were initially.

Letting go never hurt anyone or anything. In fact, letting go eliminates mistakes and accidents.  It eliminates miscommunication.  It eliminates confusion.  When I was a small child, about five years old, I declared that I would fix the damn Bible; and I would eliminate suffering.  I still remember saying that; it was a strange thing for a five-year old to say.  Most people think that the Bible fixes suffering.  They think it takes them to heaven, when it actually took us away from Heaven on Earth.  But don’t get me wrong; I love the Bible.  It’s my primary source for the stories that I decode.  The Old Testament is actually a book of history…our mental history.  The New Testament is a book of initiation.  Today, I’m fixing that damn Bible with my decodes; letting go of the typical religious point of view (the fallen mindset) is the end of suffering.  My life is a full-circle story and yours will be too.

We slowly and gently move toward mental perfection with letting go.  Since the mental cause of our problems and suffering disappears during initiation, our emotions disappear because they’re no longer necessary; the physical effects we truly desire must follow in good time.  It’s all very simple.  In fact, if the whole planet started letting go right now, we’d be back to Heaven on Earth in short order…probably less than a day.  But for right now, most letting go is done by accident.  People are so programmed to hold on to their beliefs and second-cause knowledge.  The clones in our mind lie and tell us that our beliefs are keeping us safe.  The clones tell us that we can make an error and let go of something that we’ll need later on.  Clones even tells us that letting go is impossible or won’t work for us.  So it takes time to turn this old way of thinking around.  We have to catch and eliminate those bad habits of thinking; those bad habits were all designed to fuel the illusion and keep clones in positions of power and authority.

Like I said above, I did the Gold Circle from direct experience.  The Gold Circle is not channeled, nor is it the product of my knowledge or intuition.  It’s not a theory based on research or connecting dots.  It’s not proven with pseudo-science; it is proven with pure validation, which comes from mental cause producing physical effects.  What do I mean by direct experience?  When I encounter a problem in my life, another person’s life, or the collective, I let go until I see the situation from the perspective of win win for all.  That’s the Creator’s point of view.  The Creator unconditionally loves everyone and everything it has created.  So it would not think anything that harms or punishes anyone.  The Creator would not play favorites.  Once I get to the win win for all point of view, I feel compassion and unconditional love; then it’s very easy for me to expose what’s not true. That’s where my writing comes from.  I’m simply relaying a direct experience.

What I do sounds easy; and it is easy once we eliminate the clones, who cause us to hold on to our beliefs.  Like I’ve said in many of my free articles, it’s no accident that the word belief has the word LIE within it.  The occultists did tell us what they were doing to us; it was all coded within the English language.  I point out all kinds of occult beliefs and word tricks in the Gold Circle.  Their deception was all right in front of our faces; but we didn’t notice the devil in their details.

As you know, I decided to do the Gold Circle after putting out a lot of free information.  Originally, I was going to stop writing and go off and do something else.  I have so many things that I love to do.  For example, I love painting.  On the left is a mask that I painted a few years ago.  I get very little time for painting these days.  I love writing stories; and I love making videos.  I love traveling, and I really love film festivals.  I love spending time with my children, and seeing all the cool things that they’re doing in their lives.  I enjoy helping people with their businesses; and I do that a lot in the Golden Gateway.  I love supporting great leaders and visionaries in achieving their true desires.  I have so many things I love to do.  At the same time, the easiest way to understand me is to realize that my picture should be next to the word relaxation in the dictionary.  I’m the queen of relaxation; that’s largely because my mind is so quiet and calm.  Whatever I’m doing is relaxing for me.  I don’t do anything that I don’t want to do.

My point is that I didn’t have to do the Gold Circle.  I’m not on some mission to save the world; in fact, I don’t see anything that needs to be saved.  If something bothers me, I let go; and then, it doesn’t bother me anymore.  All of the problems and suffering in the world are part of the illusion; and I know that the illusion is false.  False means powerless, so the illusion doesn’t affect us once we know it is false.  But the illusion does still affect others who still believe that it’s real and true; and that’s why I did the Gold Circle.  I wanted everyone to have freedom if they wanted it.

Like I said above, to create the bridge to freedom for all, I had to dive back into the illusion.  I had to find out why people were stuck.  Did I want to dive back into the illusion in order to find out why people were stuck?  Not really.  I was enjoying my own mind and life.  I didn’t want to give that up.  I didn’t want to stop my own progress toward freedom.  But I had gathered a lot of compassion for people while letting go of my own beliefs.  I’ve never been able to stand to see another person suffer (that’s what I realized at five years old); that inability to watch others suffer got worse once I realized that they just had to let go.  I had the answer to end their suffering; I couldn’t pretend that I didn’t.  But I had to find a way to get people to trust and listen to me.  The hardest part of this endeavor was that people have been trained to worship clones who give them beliefs; they’re also trained to reject and judge people who expose beliefs as false.  That’s what keeps the illusion humming.  I knew that I’d have to withstand a lot of judgment, criticism, and projection if I did this.  But I could also potentially make a huge difference in people’s lives.  So I decided to move forward.

I had to develop a different style of writing to do the Gold Circle.  I don’t write for your entertainment or your education in the Gold Circle.  I write to push your beliefs to the surface of your mind so that you can let them go.  I’m exposing the illusion as false and pushing you to let go at the same time.  Like I said above, I’d drop into some aspect of the illusion or some belief system; then I’d write my way out of it.  As I edited my very messy first drafts (since I couldn’t write well while I was stuck in someone’s confusing illusion), I was letting go of any beliefs that I picked up during my experience in their illusory hell.  Examples from my past would often appear in my mind when clarification was needed.  Or things would happen in my life that gave me the perfect example to explain why some belief was false.  Often, I’d watch a television show or movie that gave me the perfect example to explain what I discovered in that clone’s illusion.  This endeavor was enormously challenging, but it was also a very strange and wonderful adventure.  There’s no one on the planet that I don’t understand today.  That’s pretty cool.  I have a lot of compassion; and I have no judgment for anyone anymore.

Oddly, I never felt alone or afraid, even though I was completely alone in what I was doing.  I put myself in an enormously risky situation; and yet, I never felt at risk.  This taught me a lot about initiation and our true desires.  We can’t fail when we go toward our True Self.  We only think we can fail because we got so used to success and failure, which is a triangle bottom, during our time in the illusory prison.  It never actually occurred to me that if I failed, it was all on me; I never thought about the fact that no one could help me get free if I didn’t make it back out of the illusion.  I had my mind set on freedom for all.  Whatever I directly experienced during a deep dive into someone’s illusion became the subject of an article.  Thus you will read about normal life experiences in my articles in a way that you’ve never read about them before.

Letting go and initiation is a hard thing to prove unless you share direct experiences.  Once you know how to let go, you don’t create problems or unwanted experiences in your life anymore.  Let’s say that I was going to manifest a horrible problem in my life; but I don’t yet realize it.  As I watched my mind or my dreams, which is normal for me, I’d start to notice that my thinking was false.  I’d find some beliefs that I clearly needed to let go; and I would let them go.  Consequently, I would not get the problem.  What did I prove?  I know what I did because I was watching my mind.  I got validation that letting go worked because the problem I let go didn’t occur.  But that doesn’t prove anything to others.

I didn’t get the problem, and that’s good for me.  But people would often say, “Ah Cathy you’re just lucky.”  Religious people would say that God treated me well or kindly; I must be an old soul.  New Agers would say that the universe took care of me.  Those were all false statements; they all felt horrible to me.  I knew how I avoided that trap or got that desire; I let go of the causal beliefs that were in the way.  It was frustrating when people would share their false REASONING for why I didn’t have the same problems that they had.  They were just making excuses because they were stuck in an illusion of problems and suffering.  They had to make sense of my life within their false, illusory point of view; or they would feel bad about themselves.  Since it was the clones in their mind that were thinking such things, they needed to feel bad about themselves.  Those clones needed to disappear; and my genuine success was exposing those fake-ass clones as false.

I thought that people would ask me how to let go; I thought they’d want to know why my life was so good.  But they didn’t see me letting go, and seeing is believing within the illusion.  I looked completely normal on the outside.  In fact, clones looked better than I did since I didn’t manage appearances like clones do.  I didn’t have any beliefs to sell anyone; I’d let my beliefs go.  It was clear that people wanted me to tell them what to believe or tell them how to fix their problems.  That’s how we relate in the illusion.  The illusion was just so damn convincing and persistent.

Holding in my knowing, which could have ended their suffering, was a different sort of torture for me.  I wanted them to have their own direct experience of letting go and their own physical validation.  Do you see how convoluted this became?  I’m not a computer; they couldn’t watch my beliefs as they disappeared from a big screen.  They only saw what I was doing physically; and that didn’t look any different than what they were doing physically.  Usually, I did a lot less physically than they did, so they thought that I was cheating in some way.  In truth, they were the cheaters; they had the occult point of view, not me.  Some people became very upset with me; they thought that I should be helping them fix their problems (with physical action) since I had so much time to relax.

In my writing, I explain how I avoided unwanted problems by letting go.  I can only tell you stories of how and what I let go and how things changed after I did that.  If you let go as you read my stories, you’ll cleanup your mind in the same way that I did.  You’ll also avoid problems in your future.  But the outer shift isn’t always obvious because you don’t know the problems that you would have encountered if you had not been letting go.  In addition, many of your beliefs have been projected on to others.  So as you let go, you often make life better for others before you make your own life better.  If you are jealous or envious, you have to let that go too.  That happens naturally as you let go of clone voices.

If you do manifest something that you don’t want while doing the Gold Circle, it’s just feedback.  You didn’t realize that you had a causal belief in your mind regarding that topic or problem.  You didn’t take the belief out of your mind before the effect manifested in your life.  Now you realize what you must let go on that topic.  It’s never too late to let go if you’re still alive.  After you let go, you can’t possibly manifest that problem again.  That’s why we relax when we let go.  We know that we’re improving our future.

Once you know how the illusion was created and sustained, you can choose to go into it; and you can also choose to come back out of it.  You aren’t a prisoner, or hostage, of the illusion anymore.  You use the illusion; it no longer uses you.  I’ve proven this by going into people’s illusions and coming out over and over again during the creation of the Gold Circle.  I share those stories in great detail so that you can do the same thing.  Today, I can become feminine to anyone’s illusion, see it as false, and escape it.  That’s another way of defining freedom.

Here is how I see my body of writing.  The free blog articles tell people how to let go from the masculine and the feminine roles or mindsets.  That’s really all anyone needs to know in order to get free.  But in addition, I expose some of the big beliefs that get in the way of freedom, like the false God, second-cause thinking, and psychological reversal.  I provide the most important techniques and a few simple games to play to keep letting go interesting.  But I don’t lay out a pathway to freedom; and I don’t expose people or concepts that are too controversial or complex.  There’s also no order to what I present because it is a blog.  It’s easy to miss something important in a blog format.  Or you might not know what you are looking for because I might give an article a title that uses words that you didn’t even know existed…like second-cause thinking or the triangle process.  You see, the blog is not the best way to present initiation.  Likewise books and videos don’t work very well for initiation.  Initiates didn’t write a word; they told stories and shared direct experiences.  People go into learning mode when they read a book or relaxation mode when they watch a video.  To get free, we need to stay in letting go mode.

In the Gold Circle, we are letting go of old habits and patterns that get in the way of freedom while understanding how the mind works, decoding stories, and gaining some first-cause knowledge about the MENTAL history of our planet.  My websites contained the equivalent of over eighty normal-sized nonfiction books the last time I did the math.  That’s a lot of material.  You are getting the equivalent of a Ph.D. in life and the mind in the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway.  But you aren’t learning knowledge; in the end, you will be wise, not smart.  You will be your True Self, not the minion of some other person’s belief system.  You will have gained understanding, which is priceless.  You’ll have spent a lot less money than you would have spent for a four-year college degree, which would have given you expertise in some worthless topic.  I expose beliefs in nearly every paragraph I write, or I expose a belief from a new angle.  People have told me that they have spent an entire day on one paragraph of one article because it triggered a memory and a cascade of beliefs to let go.  That’s great.  They’re serious about freedom.  That’s music to my ears.

Let’s look at this objectively.  Let’s say that you have a problem with your mother.  You go to a therapist, and you talk about mom.  You blame mom for being a bad person; and nothing actually gets better.  Now you believe that you were a victim of a bad mom.  That leaves you stuck even deeper in the illusion.  Now you are judging mom and calling that discrimination.  Now you have tools to use with mom like talking about your feelings or setting boundaries.  Letting go is very different.  As you go through the deprogramming of initiation, you’ll read a paragraph that applies to your relationship with your mom; and you’ll realize that your mom gave you the belief that I just exposed.  That’s why she made you so emotional.  You thought that you had to believe her, and your discrimination was signaling you to not believe her.  But you were psychologically reversed; and you didn’t let go.  You’ll now let that belief go.  In the process of letting go, you didn’t need to make mom into a bad person; she just had a false belief.  So you most likely gained some compassion for mom, but you won’t believe her anymore on that topic.  You’ve eliminated some of your false connection with her, which is also very freeing.  Now you’ll stop whining about your mom, and your relationship will get even better.

The therapy session cost you $100 for an hour; and you probably spent a lot of therapy hours fixing your mom in your mind.  In therapy, you talked about your problems giving them more life force; and you put more beliefs and reasons into your mind.  You even projected on mom because you accepted the second-cause reasoning and beliefs of the therapist.  So you paid money to go deeper into the illusion.  In one hour in the Gold Circle, you might let go of several beliefs that you shared with mom.  Or you might work on one really big belief for several hours or several days.  Your inner initiator will pull you wherever you need to go.  Then one day, you’ll say, “I‘m not upset with my mom anymore.  In fact, I kind of like her.”  That’s the natural outcome of eliminating shared beliefs and false connections.  This isn’t rocket science.  It’s actually common sense.

At times, you’ll think that I wrote an article just for you.  People tell me that all the time.  I don’t generally know who I’m writing for.  But I’m connected with everyone’s True Self who did this program in the past, present, or future.  So their True Self told me what to write so an exit would be open for them when they were ready to take it.  Our inner initiates are working together to get us all free.

Members of the Gold Circle also tell me that the articles I wrote changed over time, but I didn’t change them.  Their mind simply got more free.  They got validation of their own progress by going back to review an old article.  I think that’s so cool.  What they couldn’t understand before is now crystal clear.  All progress is good progress in the Gold Circle.  You’re getting a little more freedom every time you engage with the articles or recordings.  But you aren’t just freeing yourself.  You are breaking false connections with family, friends, and the collective.  So you are freeing others too.  You’re also helping me to achieve freedom for all, so you are in service to the whole world along with me.

If you want freedom like you want air, you will most certainly get it.  I always tell people that I’m no one special.  I just wanted freedom so badly that I would do ANYTHING to get it.  I’ve simply done things that no one else would do; and perhaps, I have some inborn talent for decoding and an easier time letting go than most people.  In the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway, I often talk about my own experiences.  You’ll get to know my life very well.  I hold nothing back.  I have nothing to hide…no secrets.  My own quest for freedom is my best proof that letting go works.  My own stories are the best testimony that I can offer to you.

There are many initiation stories on this planet; those stories became my earliest validation.  Once decoded, an Egyptian story was no different than a Bible story.  An eastern story had the same ingredients and big lies as a western story.  A fairy tale can often be more valuable for explaining false beliefs and letting go than a nonfiction book.  The problem is that people were taught to view stories literally, physically, or symbolically.  They were taught to learn information not decode it.  So people can’t see that those ancient stories were written metaphorically.  Stories have been dumbed down to fit into the illusion.  They were dumbed down to keep us dumbed down.  Therefore, initiation became a lost art.

I did my first story decode for my Master’s Degree thesis and my second for my Ph.D. dissertation.  I didn’t learn a damn thing from those programs.  I used them to discover what was false about psychology, religion, and the occult.  I never had so much fun in my life as I did writing those decodes, and the professors who read what I wrote were blown away.  They loved what I did too.  So I learned nothing from them, but I had some support at a time in my life when support was hard to find.  I now suspect that was the reason that I was inspired to do those degree programs.  In addition, those degree programs gave me access to some incredible research materials.  This was all before the internet existed; so researching the occult, which was at least partially kept secret, was difficult.  Of course, after I finished my schooling, I wanted to present the stories that I was decoding to the world.  It seemed like the normal thing to do.  But my vision was freedom for all.  I wanted to do what is natural and helpful, not what was normal.

While I was decoding the stories as part of my graduation requirements, I realized that there was something that was so much more important than my story decodes.  People needed to understand how to decode their own personal stories.  I saw that everyone was living a story; and our purpose in life was to bring that story full circle.  That’s our purpose; we all have the same purpose.  Our purpose is not playing some false role within the illusion.  Eventually, we find our True Self; and we express it uniquely.  We become creators like the Creator.  That all happens as a byproduct of letting go of all of our second-cause beliefs.

To understand and really enjoy my story decodes, someone had to be at least moving in the direction of initiation.  They had to know how to let go, and they had to want to let go.  Otherwise, they’d just memorize the new version of the story and turn that into a new belief system or religion.  Then they’d start teaching that new belief system to others.  That would destroy everything I’d accomplished.  They’d put my beloved characters back into the illusion again.  Teacher clones would use my work to control others, make money, and get everyone to think in the same way.  I certainly didn’t want that. That’s not freedom for anyone.

I’m thankful for that foresight today.  You may have read of people like Einstein or Nikola Tesla creating concepts and inventions that were used by people who didn’t have a win-win point of view.  That devastated these men.  They did what they did for the good of all, and someone used what they invented for their own self-gain.  That would have happened to my story decodes if I didn’t help my readers to gain the initiates’ point of view before they read the decodes.  We don’t need more teachers in the world who are giving people false beliefs; I can assure you of that.  We need to knock those teachers off of their phony pedestals.

When we tell someone the truth, we are giving them false beliefs without realizing it.  Truth is meant to be a knowing; it’s not meant to be learned or memorized.  That’s why I will never give anyone permission to teach this material.  I don’t teach it.  I’m either in the feminine role decoding some aspect of the illusion, or I’m in the true masculine role unconditionally loving everyone and holding the vision of freedom for all in order to support their efforts in letting go.  People have my permission to do what I do.  They can unconditionally love or understand others.  The role of teacher is a false masculine role; I never lead from the false masculine, so that’s why I never teach.  The Gold Circle is all about letting go of beliefs with a little bit of decoding.  The Golden Gateway is a lot of decoding and letting go of deep programming.

In the Gold Circle, I explain how our own personal stories were all meant to be epic.  In short, when your own story is decoded and your mind is purified, everything in your life will make sense.  It’s amazing.  Every question in your life will be answered by you; your dependence on others will be gone.  You’re mental container will no longer look like Swiss cheese; it will be solid and secure so that your creations are your perfect expression.  You will know who you are; and you’ll know exactly why you are here on planet earth at this time.  The dots of your life will be connected, but you won’t have intellectually connected those dots with knowledge.  Nothing in your past will bother you.  You’ll remember your checkered past, but it will be more like a dream.  Your past illusion will look like an illusion.

There are a few decodes in the Gold Circle.  If you want a simple example of a decode, read the decode of  The Lion King on this site in the free material.  Or I have a short decode of the Tower of Babel on No Labels No Lies.  I also did some decoding of the movie, “The Shawshank Redemption.”  These are very simple decodes that are pretty harmless; I only did those decodes to demonstrate why people need to let go of beliefs that they acquired from stories.  I go into much more detail in the decodes that I do in the Gold Circle and Golden Gateway, but those examples give you a general idea of how our mind can shift when our collective stories, and the characters in those stories, come back to life.  In a decode, the story moves from win lose to win win for all.  That same shift happens in our personal stories as we decode our memories and let go.  We are the character that come back to life in our personal, full-circle story; so such decoding is a lot more meaningful.


What is Initiation Like?  What Will I Learn?

The short answer to that second question is: Nothing!  You won’t learn anything in initiation.  You will gain understanding and wisdom.  You’ll remember your True Self.  Sometimes people tell me, “But Cathy, I love learning.”  Well then you need to make a choice.  You can’t learn your way to freedom.  So do you truly want freedom, or do you want to learn more false beliefs and second-cause knowledge?  Do you truly want to learn knowledge, or are you looking for understanding; and you simply don’t realize it?

In my experience, most people come to love understanding once they get a taste of it.  The same is true with letting go; people come to love letting go in time.  They start to enjoy the insights; they love the great feeling of having their emotions disappear along with their beliefs.  They start to find that their mind is a very interesting place to hang out.  Also, their whole life starts to make sense, and being in their body becomes more enjoyable.  When their personal story starts to come together, it’s pretty amazing.  They realize that they were missing out on so much joy and perfection while they marinated in the illusion.  But I must be honest; learning does offer more immediate satisfaction.  Letting go takes time; and sometimes we just aren’t feeling patient.

My work isn’t for everyone.  I’m the first to admit that.  It’s for those people who have had enough of the illusion.  If you still have desires within the illusion, I suggest that you fulfill those false desires first.  I don’t like to have to rain on people’s parades and tell them that they have to give up a false desire to get free.  I have done that in the past; and I don’t enjoy it. I also don’t like people wasting their time or money on my programs if they aren’t really ready to let go and get free.  In initiation, we slowly and gently drop our false desires; in the end, we only focus on attaining true desires.  False desires do keep us stuck.  That’s their purpose.

The perfect person for the Gold Circle is someone who desperately wants to be themselves.  They want to be free to create their own life.  They don’t want to follow others, including me.  That kind of big desire is very different from wanting to fix a problem or fix a bad relationship.  Of course, problems and relationships will be fixed as we let go.  But fixing problems and relationships is not our focus for the Gold Circle.  It just happens as a natural outcome of letting go.

As you already know from the free material, we don’t get rid of our emotions in initiation.  We use them to take us to freedom.  So you must be willing to feel your emotions.  Your emotions are your natural discrimination system.  Since this is not an intellectual learning program, your memory is worthless to you in the Gold Circle.  That’s why I call it unschooling, not schooling.  We expose every false belief and role within the illusion, but we don’t ever judge individual people.  You’ll notice that I will never judge you for your past or your beliefs in this program; so you’ll feel comfortable eliminating your own self-judgment.  But oddly, having a nonjudgmental experience with someone can take some getting used to.  We are used to relationships that include a lot of conditions and judgments.  We tend to project our past experiences on others until our mind is free of judgment.

In the Gold Circle, we learn to unconditionally love our enemies; and that’s what ultimately destroys them.  Unconditional love comes from the True Self; it’s the greatest power in the universe.  The beliefs that cause us to have enemies are in our own mind.  We project our enemies out into the world.  When we destroy the causal beliefs, the enemies disappear like ghosts in a tornado.  Our enemy can even turn into someone that we dearly love; often an enemy turns into a pure reflection of our own True Self once we stop projecting on that person.

There’s nothing that you can’t do as an initiate; but you cannot follow someone else who is still within the illusion.  You can’t get free while submitting to someone within the illusion.  That’s impossible.  I won’t ask you to submit to me so you don’t have be concerned about that.  However, if you are willing to become feminine to me in the receptive role, you will receive the benefit of my lack of judgment and unconditional love; letting go will be quicker and easier.  I can stand-in for your True Self, which adds support and power to your letting go efforts.  But that’s a matter of trust, which comes with time.

In addition, you can still learn physical things while engaging in initiation.  You can learn some form of art.  You can learn things like rock climbing or cooking.  You can learn computer programs.  Those are the kinds of PHYSICAL tasks that we were all meant to learn.  What you can’t learn in this program is anything that comes with a belief system, like yoga.  Yoga is a belief system; it’s a rigid system of movement that was designed by someone else a long time ago.  We don’t know that person; but they were definitely rigid minded and a control freak.  I don’t have to know them to know that; it’s in their manifestation.  You can’t do your own thing in a yoga class.  If you did your own creative expression in yoga class, you wouldn’t belong in that class.  So obviously, such learning blocks your creative expression.  Yoga is about group think, but it’s masked as group movement that’s good for you.  The participants end up creating a false connection with the yoga teacher as well as the other students in the class.  Most eastern practices have this same sort of submission to a master requirement.  Working out in a gym is different than something like yoga as long as you don’t blindly submit to a personal trainer.  If you just go to the gym and follow inspiration, it won’t get in the way of freedom.  If you continue to let go of whatever you believe you must do, one day you’ll cancel that gym membership too.  You’ll exercise and stretch as your True Self inspires you to do.  You won’t want any sort of routine or practice.

Lao Tzu said this clearly:  “Those who know do not speak. Those who speak do not know.”  He was warning people that those teachers who talk about the truth don’t actually know the truth.  They are speaking from knowledge, beliefs, and memorization…from their false mind, not their True Self.  So they project out an opposite; listening to them can be quite harmful.  We take in whatever they silently project out because we like their spoken pretty words.  Then we come to feel badly about ourselves.  We reverse that error in the Gold Circle.

You will come to know how to discriminate manually moment to moment; eventually, you’ll get back to discriminating automatically all the time.  Discrimination and letting go will become easier and easier because letting go is natural.  Freedom doesn’t mean that you will have an occasional peak, or feel good, experience.  Those so-called peak experiences come from the false self.  Freedom means that you’ll constantly be moving toward your True Self and your own perfect inspiration.

I won’t be teaching you how to channel advice from aliens or dead people.  This isn’t a class in being psychic or reading auras.  We won’t be tuning your chakras, honing your intuition, or remote viewing.  Initiation has nothing to do with ascension as it is taught in the New Age.  That’s all part of the illusion.  You will come to see that for yourself as you let go.  Inspiration is truthful and powerful; you don’t need all of those other tools and techniques when you know your True Self.

I will not be your guru or spiritual teacher in the Gold Circle.  Like I said, I don’t even view the Gold Circle as spiritual; I consider initiation and letting go to be practical advice for living your perfect life in a physical reality.  We aren’t trying to become light bodies or nonphysical in the Gold Circle.  In addition, I will not be your healer or therapist; I won’t be giving you physical or mental remedies.  I will not be your mother, advisor, or your best friend.  I won’t be giving you advice at all.  But in time, you won’t need or want any of those fake roles or false leaders in your life.  You’ll realize that people in false roles have nothing to offer anyone.  They aren’t bad people; they are just stuck in the illusion; and they think that fake-ass role is their purpose.  Until we are free, we truly have nothing to give another; so it’s best that we work on our mind until we have something real and true to give.  Then we’ll give by the very life that we live.

You’ll notice that I interacted with people a lot when I originally did the Gold Circle.  I did that until I felt like I’d seen it all and exposed it all.  I don’t do that much anymore.  I answered a lot of questions that are typical for people who are beginning initiation in the group calls and narratives.  So you’ll probably find that I answered all of your questions along the way.  If someone was stuck, my goal was to find out why they were stuck.  I wanted to find every illusory trick and trap on the planet.  You won’t hear everyone in the Gold Circle speak on the calls.  Many people were shy about speaking up.  But I often got questions from them in emails or comments about articles.  I answered every question I received.  I addressed every problem or situation what came my way.  There are no secrets between you and I. That can’t be said of occult teachers; they always have skeletons hidden in their closet.  The very word occult means hidden.

Now, however, I have my life back.  So I only answer questions about the content of the articles.  So as a warning: If you were only doing the Gold Circle in order to get access to me as a mentor, don’t bother doing it.  That is no longer offered in the Gold Circle.  I don’t do any private mentoring anymore.  There is an opportunity to work with me to create a business, to work as a leader or exposer, or to fulfill a big desire in the Golden Gateway.  You’ll learn about that when the time is right.

The ultimate goal of initiation is for you to answer all of your own questions.  And that’s why I don’t interact with you directly.  It’s hard for people to understand why I’d make myself scarce.  Part of the reason is that I want to go back to living the life that I’ve earned.  I gave up a lot mentally, emotionally, relationship wise, health wise, and economically to do the Gold Circle.  I couldn’t create or even relate to people as my True Self when I was stuck in other people’s illusions helping them to get free.  After I let go of someone’s illusion, I’d get free for a day or two as I wrote about that experience; and I’d have a little fun.  Then I had to dive back in to do the next article.  So it was quite an adventure that lasted for several years.  That chapter of my story is now closed.  I know how to get anyone to freedom now, and that is documented in my extensive collection of articles.  But also, people’s questions are often their inspiration to let go.  They need to let go and find the answer on their own even if it is really hard; they need that struggle to find true freedom.  I wrote about this in one of my very first articles.  Too much help from me can become a detriment.  I feel like I’ve provided more than enough help in the Gold Circle as written; the rest is up to you.

If you are wanting a politically correct leader, I’m not the one.  I’m not a people pleaser.  I’m a True Self pleaser.  I know who I work for.  We live in an illusory sea of beliefs.  We’ve become normalized by swimming in that sea.  We treat the other illusion dwellers far too kindly; our fake kindness is actually harmful to them.  In the illusion, we support each other in remaining stuck within the illusion.  We worship clones.  We don’t even call out the big clone liars and con artists.  In fact, we often follow them to our own demise.

If I’m not bold and straightforward with you and call a belief a lie without any doubt, you’ll continue to see the illusion created by beliefs as real and true.  I’m nobody compared to the voices in your mind.  Those voices are often loud and familiar.  They want you to continue to trust them like you’ve done in the past; and they want you to remain in their illusion.  So I have to be direct, but I’m not direct with regard to any person or group.  I’m just discriminating between true and false one belief at a time.  I know when something is false; and I’m not going to waiver on that even if everyone loves that particular belief.

You are not your beliefs, even if you like them.  So I’m never mad at you when I expose a belief in your mind as false.  The belief is just false.  My exposure is not ever personal.  Too often, people think that they are their beliefs.  You’ll get over that in time.  You weren’t born with even one belief in your mind.  You were born with everything you needed for your True Self desires; you just didn’t realize that.  When people aren’t used to natural discrimination, my writing and feedback can be a little confusing; their mind is still trying to fit what I write into their already existing illusion, and it doesn’t fit.  My directness and surety can sound harsh at first.  But in truth, discriminating only sounds harsh in those moments when I want your freedom more than you do.  In those moments, you are confusing judgment with discrimination.  You are listening to those clone voices in your mind instead of your own True Self.  Don’t worry; we’ll work on that common problem a lot.  It’s a normal aspect of initiation.

We also don’t honor victimhood in the Gold Circle.  Again, I have to do that to get you to freedom.  No story can be too big or too harsh to let go.  I’m not willing to leave anyone behind because I gave up on them.  I will find an exit for anyone.  I will give you what you need for total freedom.  I keep my promise to give you everything I’ve come to know.  But you will have to take responsibility for your past; and that is not popular today.  Being a victim is viewed as cool in this day and age.  It can even offer some advantages.  Oppression is like a badge of honor within some corners of the illusion.  People want safe spaces when they feel emotion.  They want to blame others for their emotions.  They like to justify their false effects.  All of that has to disappear in initiation.  But don’t worry; I show you how to let the past go no matter what happened, and I tell you why you would want to do so.  When you do as I suggest, it is like your past is rewritten.  What happened in the past can’t ever happen again.  You’ll know that, so the past won’t bother you anymore.  You’ll become free of it.

If you aren’t willing to invest the time, and stick with initiation for as long as it takes, then it probably isn’t for you at this time.  If you just want to read what I write and not let go, then the Gold Circle DEFINITELY isn’t for you.  People come to the Gateway To Gold website from different places with very different mindsets.  They come for different reasons.  For some, it isn’t that hard to let go; they catch on pretty quickly.  Others are very stuck in the illusion because they’ve had a difficult past, and it takes them much longer to understand letting go.  You are where you are.  No one is superior or inferior in my world.  My only guarantee is that it is possible for anyone to get free in one lifetime.  And for most, it will take much, much less time than that.  Most people will become totally free with plenty of time to spare so that they can enjoy living a fully creative life if they let go.

Finally, let me be completely transparent about the investment for the Gold Circle.  When people really apply what I suggest, they get their money’s worth so many times over.  I follow the same policy I used in business.  People pay me a little to get back a lot.  Think of what you pay for a doctor’s visit or one session of therapy.  Think of what you pay for a self-help or a New Age program or workshop.  People get back what they pay me in just their reduced need for special foods and supplements or those damn yoga classes.  Think of what you lose when you are stuck in an emotional state and can’t get out.  Think of what you spend in time and money to manage your baggage and fix problems.  Think of what your bad relationships cost you.  These are just a few examples of what you save by letting go.  But many people also get better paying jobs or start their own businesses as a result of letting go.  Many people start selling their art or their crafts.  People sometimes find a talent that they didn’t even know they had.  I don’t make promises because whatever you get out of the Gold Circle will be right for you; it will be uniquely yours.  But if you aren’t getting what you pay and much more, you aren’t letting go.  You are trying to learn what I’m sharing like you’ve done all of your life.

By doing the Gold Circle (and letting go), you are making an investment in your mind and life that will pay dividends for the rest of your life…long after you are done with the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway.  Nothing else out there can make that promise.  Everything in the illusion fades in value over time.  Initiation never goes out of style.  Initiation never has to be redone unless you choose to dive back into the illusion to help others like I did.  Initiation is permanent; it never wears out.  Once you are free, you’re free forever.  Initiation is better than investing in a horse that wins the Triple Crown or a company that goes from the owner’s garage to a global corporation like Apple.  What you gain will be better than having multiple college degrees.  Don’t worry; we’ll address abundance in the program.  You should get a financial return on your investment that is better than you can even imagine in the long term.  But my point is that your return won’t just be monetary.  You’ll gain physically regarding health, you’ll gain joy, you’ll gain harmony in relationships, you’ll gain peace of mind, you’ll gain ease of life, and so much more.  But that will take time; and you must let go to get that return.  You won’t get crap if you just talk about letting go.  Because the illusion is so seductive and sleazy, people have become quite confused by con artists who trap them by making slick Moses-like promises.  I can’t compete with their false promises.  So if you still believe those people, you should go have that experience.  Otherwise, you’ll be expecting their false promises from my realistic and more complete deprogramming.

Many people say, “But Cathy, the truth should be free.”  Yes the truth should be free because we all contain the truth within.  I totally agree with that statement.  However, I’m not giving you the truth in the Gold Circle or the Golden Gateway.  If you knew how to access the truth within already, you would have stopped seeking the truth in others.  If you read the header of No Labels No Lies, you will see how I feel about people who teach the truth.  It’s harmful; it destroys people’s minds.  You don’t want anything to do with people who teach the truth.  No one should be giving you the truth; and I assure you that everyone who has claimed to give you the truth only gave you beliefs.  I’m giving you what you actually need the ability to free your mind.  I’m telling you how to escape a very sticky and longstanding illusion so that you can access the truth that you already have within your own mind and body.  I’m giving you the key to the Gateway To Gold.  These are the kinds of things that I have to explain all the time; it’s what I call level confusion.  Occultists take a concept that applies to the True Self, and they make it appear to be true within the illusion; they make everything confusing.  They make my job very difficult.  But it is what it is.

I will hint at the truth; and I will push you toward your True Self with every word I write.  I’ll explain how the mind works so that you have overall understanding of your mental creative instrument.  But it’s up to you to find your True Self and to come to trust it again.  The truth was always free.  But if you can’t access it, then it feels like you don’t have the truth within.  If your pipes are clogged, you do have to pay a plumber to unclog them before you can get water from your faucet.  I’m a lot like a plumber for your mind.

The goal of the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway is for you to come to KNOW YOURSELF.  I can’t say that enough.  It’s a wonderful thing to know yourself.  So much of the focus of the Gold Circle is ridding our mind of the voices who pretend to be our True Self.  They are those imposter clone characters.  The clones in our mind think that we should follow their rules and guidance; and most important, they think that we cannot ever let them go.  These voices think that they are necessary.  They think they hold our purpose in life.  They talk all the time; they make decisions difficult.  Sometimes they scare us for no reason.  They appear to reward and punish us.  They sing when we don’t feel like hearing music.  They make choices that keep us stuck in the illusion.  They think and think in order to find reasons for what they don’t understand.  They get us to ignore our emotions or follow positive emotions like hope or excitement.  Those voices can’t take us to freedom; they only keep us stuck in the illusion.  It can be scary to challenge those long-standing voices.  But don’t worry; I’ve already let their beliefs go, and it was no big deal. I don’t miss their voices at all.

Once we reconnect with our True Self, we’re never alone again.  We’re never afraid again.  In fact, our fight-or-flight response is replaced with our natural instinct to let go.  At that point, everything I’m telling you will make perfect sense.  You will begin to follow YOUR inspiration.  You see, the collective has a full-circle story too; and part of what you will do after you’re free will somehow assist in the completion of that Heaven on Earth story.


A Few Important Cautions for Your Safety and Comfort

You must be at least 18 years old to participate in the Gold Circle.  If you are still living with your parents, then I’d wait until you move out.  When you live with your parents, you are under their rulership.  It’s hard to break free of their beliefs when you share a space with them.  You don’t want to make this harder than necessary.  Also, sometimes beliefs leave our mind naturally when we leave our parents’ home and care.  That’s how life should happen naturally.  So you can waste a lot of time trying to let go of something that will naturally fade away once you leave home.

I do not recommend that you do the Gold Circle unless you are stable in your mind; and feel comfortable with your emotions.  If you are absolutely terrified of your emotions, then letting go is going to be very difficult.  You have been extremely psychologically reversed.  So you’ll want to work with the free material (especially No Labels No Lies) until you start to realize that your emotions are your friend, not your foe.  This is not a program for releasing emotions like you find with the Release Technique or the Emotional Freedom Technique.  In addition, if you think you are supersensitive, you just have a lot to let go.  Our emotions are not meant to tell us about others.  Our emotions are our OWN personal discrimination system.  If we don’t share a belief with another, they won’t bother us.  This is confusing to so many when they first come to the Gold Circle.  I understand the confusion.  Everything in the illusion is false but treated and presented as if it is true.  The illusion is all about delusion.

In initiation, our emotions go away naturally once we let go of the causal belief.  The emotion becomes unnecessary once we let go.  In addition, we do not use, or need, any form of muscle testing or machinery to know the cause of our beliefs.  Therapy, self-help programs like those promoted by people like Tony Robbins, or New Age programs like those promoted by Byron Katie are the opposite of letting go.  Unfortunately for me, they make exposing false confusing and difficult.  That’s why I had to dive into people’s illusions to understand what in the hell they were doing with their minds.  They had followed people who presented soothing or success techniques within the illusion as true.  They had strong clones in their minds, who had conviction regarding their belief systems.  Consequently, I recommend that you stop following other people while doing the Gold Circle.  Then you have to see that the techniques of all the people you followed in the past were false.  That takes time; you have to let go of everything you previously believed.  You can’t go in two directions at once.  So you can’t be a success within the illusion and be free at the same time.  That doesn’t mean that you have to be unsuccessful either.  The illusion is all about the triangle bottom.  The top is just win win for all, and that includes a win for you too.

If you don’t want to continue letting go at some point, you can go back to following others.  But you need to step into letting go with both feet to see if it is right for you.  You can’t follow others and your True Self at the same time; Jesus, who was an initiate, called that worshipping two masters.  Just to be clear, I’m never your master.  Your True Self is your only master in my world.  But clones don’t want to hear that from me.  They want you to follow them.  Following two masters is like putting one foot on the gas and the other foot on the brake; you’ll ruin your car by doing that.

Don’t worry; I’ll expose all of those popular teachers and many more.  Most of them are pretty deep into the occult illusion.  Once you understand the difference between the occult and initiation, it becomes obvious that you were following some very convincing con artists.  They teach people how to be successful within the boundaries of the illusion.  They assume that the successful within the illusion will keep it intact; they won’t seek freedom.  In initiation, we go beyond the boundaries of the illusion.  Success is redefined from the mental perspective; and physical success follows.

Like I said above, I recommend that you stop doing all practices like yoga, eastern meditation, Tai Chi, or martial arts while doing this program.  I don’t require you to stop, but they will hold you back because they all come with beliefs.  Letting go will be much harder if you continue to do such practices because people do those practices as a cover for their beliefs.  Those practices are just ways of fixing the effects, which are projected from the clones who teach the practices.  As long as you do those practices, you remain falsely connected to that clone teacher.  Also, it’s difficult to know what to let go when you’re fixing the effects of your beliefs or floating above your beliefs.

Likewise, if you are on drugs or in rehab, seriously ill, in a cult, following a spiritual teacher or guru, part of a religion, using anything to numb or relieve your emotions, have been programmed by something like MKUltra, or part of a radical political group, you need to be physically free of such groups or any physicians or therapists before you join this program.  Again, that’s because you’d be worshiping two masters.  Those people expect you to follow them blindly.  They view me as the enemy.

You can’t treat the false self as true and honor your True Self at the same time.  The groups that work at that level of perception don’t like to lose their minions.  Everyone in such groups has false connections.  So the group will block your ability to let go.  Leaving the group gives you physical freedom from the group.  You will need that physical space in order to gain mental freedom from them in the Gold Circle.  If you end up back in those groups for some reason during the initiation process, you must pause or terminate your membership in the Gold Circle.

Other techniques have no place in this space; they will be exposed as false if they enter the comments. I will not support any other belief system.  I don’t care how popular it is or how much proof you think you’ve gathered that it might be true; that’s not where we are going.  Freedom for all cannot be achieved if we accept any second-cause beliefs as true.  I’m much tougher in the Gold Circle than I can be on social media or in the free material because those platforms weren’t private.  Don’t get me wrong.  I’m not mean.  So don’t be afraid to ask a question in the comments.  You are certainly allowed to ask why something is false if you are having trouble getting to the top of the triangle on a topic.  I don’t punish anyone for asking a question.  But the answer you get will never support your beliefs.  If I don’t expose all the phony techniques and beliefs that serve the illusion, an exit to freedom might close; and my job as the visionary of this program is to keep all exits to freedom wide open.  In fact, it’s my intent that the people who are letting go in the Gold Circle will opens those exits even wider.

Like I said above, I don’t want you to ever consider yourself a student or disciple.  I want you to view yourself like an ancient initiate who is contributing to the ideal of freedom for all.  In my way of sharing and writing, the reader and the writer are equal participants in initiation.  There is no superior and inferior in the Gold Circle.  I’m letting go of beliefs and so are you.  I’m only the leader because I’ve been doing it longer and have more practice so I don’t get stuck.  I’m also holding the vision of freedom for all.  But the visionary and the people carrying out the vision are equal.  We honor true equality in the Gold Circle.  We also honor natural roles like speaking and listening.  We don’t honor false roles like doctor, lawyer, guru, etc.  We don’t give our power away to people playing false roles of authority.  Your letting go is a powerful contribution to the world.  This is the most important thing you will ever do…I assure you of that.  You will be amazed at what you ultimately become; you’ll have a lot to give to the world.  But again, it will take time to get there.

Even if you are free of groups and practices, the Gold Circle will be uncomfortable at times.  It’s a rough and rugged adventure for sure.  But it’s not unbearable if you are willing to let go of whatever arises.  If you are not yet willing to let go of a particular belief system, I suggest that you follow that belief system to the letter for a few months.  Do that belief system as if your life depended on it.  That will expose the cracks in the belief system.  You’ll see that it’s more false than true; you’ll find that there were many things in that belief system that you didn’t want to do.  But you ignored that part of the belief system, and you only did the parts that you liked.  That’s why you kept that belief system in your mind.  If one belief in a belief system is false, or you can’t bring yourself to abide by any aspect of a belief system, then the whole belief system is false.  You will come to realize this.  Once you see what I’m saying, you won’t be afraid of letting that belief system go in its entirety.  There is no rush to getting this done.  In fact, initiation is the best part of our full-circle story.  It’s the part where we become creators again.


What Is the Gold Circle Like?

Most of the Gold Circle is broken up into articles and group calls. The calls generally last about two hours.  The articles are fairly long to very long.  Most are about the size of this article or longer.  I break up the articles into shorter bites so that you remember to take letting go breaks.  Nearly every paragraph has some serious meat in it.  But what brings up beliefs for one person, might do nothing for another; you will have your own unique experience.  Your inner initiator will be customizing this program without you ever having to think about it.  Whatever needs to come to the surface for you will arise at exactly the right time.  I’m just the catalyst.

This program is divided into seventeen units.  I highly recommend that you do those units in the order they are presented; they build on each other.  We start off really easy and gently warm up to the more difficult aspects of letting go.  If things get too intense, slow down.  You’re not in a race with anyone else.  Besides, if you feel emotion, there are beliefs right on the surface to let go.  That’s exactly what you want.  Too often people have learned to view their emotions as a bad thing; so when they feel emotions, they think they’re doing something wrong.  That’s not true in initiation.

Each unit is the equivalent of one or more typical nonfiction books.  In addition, there is a group call and narrative for each unit.  Most people do about a unit a month or every six weeks.  If someone isn’t working, they might move more quickly.  If they work a lot, they might move more slowly.  At any rate, you determine the pace that’s comfortable for you.  In addition, there are quick topics that you can do at any time; there’s also a section with prompts for letting go, and there’s a glossary of common initiation words that take you to articles that focus on that particular word.  This isn’t a small program.  It’s very extensive.

My writing is designed to be interactive and to be alive.  I call it living writing.  You can read an article ten times, and it will bring up new beliefs and memories each time you read it.  I don’t ever write to give you beliefs.  I don’t write to teach you anything.  I write to free you.  Sometimes my writing includes answers to common questions about our mental history or the illusion. We have to know where we came from and how we fell in order to get back to that perfection.  But they call it an illusion because it is all FALSE.  You don’t want to learn false; you just want to use it to let go.  If you start to memorize what I’m saying, stop and let go.  We must break that habit to memorize and learn.  All of my writing is original material.  Occasionally, I quote other writers when I’m decoding a story, or I use a quote to demonstrate how others see the topic at hand.  But what I share with you can be found nowhere else.

The Gold Circle is not a normal reading experience.  You will be reading and feeling, and letting go, as you read.  So you can’t use this material in a normal way.  You’ll get used to the way of the Gold Circle in time; and you’ll be able to bring that way of reading, feeling, and letting go to everything else you do.  Ultimately, the way you are in the Gold Circle will start to bleed into your whole life; that’s validation that you are becoming more true and free.  People in the illusion move too fast, and they think too much.  They give too much weight to knowledge and they ignore their emotional discrimination.  We are reversing those bad habits.  In time, you’ll start to see the whole world from a different point of view.  You won’t be accepting beliefs from anyone anymore.  You’ll discriminate all the time.

As we move through the deprogramming process, I demonstrate how subjects, which are part of the illusion, can be used by the True Self.  For example, I used to work as a hypnotherapist.  I never did hypnotherapy like other people.  I did it to set people free.  I got amazing results.  My work formed the basis for what I do today.  I also show you how to use astrology for freedom; astrology is a part of the illusion.  It’s totally an occult tool.  However, in my leadership groups, the participants use their astrology charts to find collective beliefs to let go.  I share psychological and physical healing from the True Self’s point of view.  It’s very different from medicine or even alternative healing.  We look at the metaphorical truth in religious stories east and west that you won’t hear from others because they aren’t viewing those stories from the True Self, so they can’t see the metaphors.  We discuss politics from the True Self’s point of view, and we look at leadership from the win-win point of view.  No topic is off limits.  We even discuss how you might use a self-help tool like visualization or positive thinking in a way that helps you to get free.

In this program, we don’t run and hide from the illusory world.  We don’t deny the illusion; we face it head on.  If something or someone bothers us, that thing or person is doing us a favor as initiates.  They are showing us beliefs to let go.  We take everything false and return it to true again by letting go.  The world becomes our creative canvass because we come to see everything from the big picture perspective.  In the end, we use the illusion; it no longer uses us.

Unlike other techniques and programs, there will never be certified letting go instructors.  That’s not appropriate.  If you choose to help someone let go, you will do it from the feminine role just like I do.  However, initiation isn’t about making you a copy of me; it’s about finding out who you truly are. You will most likely become an exposer of some part of the illusion…some part that interests you.  You will go much deeper into that topic of interest than I did in my writing.  Or you will become an example of one who lives a free life so that others come to realize what is possible.  Being the free one in your family or community will become natural; you will lead simply because you see clearly, and you’re not bothered by challenges or problems that impact others.  You will become someone that motivates others to want to let go.  You’re full-circle story will be very interesting.  It might become a book or movie.  Or you might just find that you really love relaxing on the beach, drinking wine, and watching the sunset.  A hobby might become a career or major form of expression in your life.  The sky is the limit regarding what you might become; but you won’t be like anyone who lives within the borders of the illusion.  So until you let go for a while, you might not see your perfect expression.  That’s okay; be patient.  I had no idea that I’d be doing this until I was actually doing it.  We don’t need to plan when we are free minded.  We have our inspiration.

When you are free, you won’t need to do anything to maintain that state of mind anymore.  So you won’t be letting go for life.  It’s like cleaning a closet.  It’s a lot of work to get rid of the crap that you don’t need and to organize the stuff that you have been keeping in that closet.  But after you’re done, if you keep your closet neat and clean, you don’t have to clean it ever again.  As long as you don’t run off and join a cult, you won’t have to clean up your mind again.

Many people have told me that they could never stick to anything in the past.  But they want to stick with letting go.  They do enjoy that clean closet feeling.  That’s great validation that letting go works, and it provides constant progress and benefits.  Others have told me that they hated politics or religion, or even history, before the Gold Circle.  Now they love those topics because life becomes interesting when you see it from the True Self’s perspective.  Every topic is really about people; and people are very interesting.

I’ve already provided the basics of letting go and vaguely explained how we got into this mess in the free information.  I also provided basic techniques that anyone could follow in No Labels No Lies.  In the Gold Circle, I go into those same topics with much more detail and depth.  So, you must have already read the free information, or you won’t be familiar with what I’m talking about.  I don’t start at the very beginning as if you know nothing about letting go.  I wrote the free material so that people would know what they were getting into if they decided to go all the way to freedom with my support.  The free material is invaluable.  In the Gold Circle, I’m simply providing a lot more detailed explanations, more techniques and tools, and many more examples.  I cover far more topics, and I use terminology that becomes quite familiar after a while.  You don’t have to be an expert at letting go to join the Gold Circle, just familiar with what I’ve already written.  There aren’t any tests in the Gold Circle, so don’t worry about that.  Life does the testing for you; and you’ll have plenty of challenges supplied by life along the way.

I say things in the Gold Circle that are not appropriate for general public consumption.  What I’m saying would make no sense to someone who is not at least vaguely familiar with letting go, roles, emotions, beliefs as lies, psychological reversal, discrimination, the occult, and initiation.  I had to create a new vocabulary to bring initiation back.  Some of the words that I use are new (my creation), but most are old words that were lost in time.  Other words were redefined to suit the clones on the thrones in the illusion.  For that reason, you cannot allow people to read the Gold Circle articles who are not in the program.  Nor can they listen to the calls.  They will learn what I say and put it into their mind as the truth.  That will make them less free, not more free.  You will do harm to them if you do that.  If you want to help others, you must expose false; you must follow my example.  Don’t fall into the guru, spiritual teacher, or advisor trap.  If you don’t want to help them, that’s okay.  You’ll be busy with your own mind and life.  Help others if you’re inspired to do so; otherwise, your job is to remain in your own lane.

Likewise, you cannot take this information and add it to something you might be teaching or have done in the past that’s part of the illusion.  Again, you will do harm to others if you do that.  If people want to learn about letting go, and you can’t expose their beliefs as false because they are too stuck, send them to the free material.  Help them find a good starting article.  I always recommend that they start with the oldest articles and work toward the newest ones in No Labels No Lies.  Let them decide if they want to let go or not.  We must always honor the free will of others in initiation.  If you start imposing letting go on others, you’ve turned it into an illusory technique.  If you do harm to others, you ultimately do harm to yourself too.  That’s how we all got into this mess.  The people who invented the illusion wanted to defeat others; then they ultimately believed the illusion themselves.  Eventually no one knew how to get out of the illusion anymore.

We look at desires in the Gold Circle.  People get really stuck in the illusion when they desperately want a false desire.  They waste their life going after something that wasn’t even right for them.  Seeking the truth within the illusion is a false desire.  So you will have to let go of being a seeker.  You have now found what you were looking for; those days are over.

Even though you now know the big secret, that emotions mean that the beliefs you’re thinking are false, it can be hard to get your mind to work that way.  We’ve been holding on to beliefs and suppressing emotions for a long time.  Our beliefs basically cover three levels:  personal, relationships with others, and the collective society.  In the Gold Circle, we dive into a variety of topics for each of those levels.  We work on all three levels at the same time because that’s the quickest way to freedom. I demonstrate that you can take any situation apart, and you can find the causal beliefs that created your physical problems and your emotional suffering.  But you must be willing to do the digging, and you must be completely honest with yourself that a belief is a belief; you must always be patient because the rewards of letting go on a topic don’t always come in an hour or even a day.

We get clear regarding God in the Gold Circle.  We get clear on the fall story and the idea of the soul.  Our True Self never fell.  That’s good news and bad news.  The good news is that when we let go, we find that God was always within us; God was our own True Self.  The bad news is that God isn’t coming to rescue us like they say in religion.  We have to go toward the Creator (True Self) by letting go; we must bring our own story full circle.

We are going to look at many controversial collective topics in a mature way:  projection, abortion, racism, transgenderism, guns, drugs, debt, socialism/communism, pedophilia, slavery, Donald Trump, the progressive movement, social justice, political correctness, politics, borders, globalism, climate change, conspiracy theories, aliens, terrorism, etc.  These topics often sit in our mind in a very one-sided way.  Everyone is talking about these collective concepts; and everyone has their opinions about these topics.  We go beyond the typical right-and-wrong point of view; we look for the win win at the top of the triangle, and we let go of both sides of the normal point of view.  Of course, the illusion isn’t always going to come our way; so we will often need to temporarily support the most productive and freeing points of view within the illusion as we simultaneously work to expose and dissolve all the beliefs on that topic.  We can’t just leap to the top of the triangle in a single bound; I strive to demonstrate that with practical examples so that you can enjoy the journey during initiation.  I always try to push the illusion toward win win for all in everything that I write or do.  But I recognize that other people view the illusion as completely true; so baby steps tends to get the best results with others.  We want our friends and family who are stuck in the illusion to be safe and happy until they choose to get free.  When we let go of beliefs, we support that end.  When we expose false, they often come toward freedom with us.

We’ll cover many other topics including:  initiation and the occult, creating our life, writing for freedom, reading for freedom, eliminating labels, our own personal rule book, finding a great career, relationships, divination, astrology, working with the characters (voices) in our mind, scary voices, mythology and stories, lifestyle, money and abundance, the soul, the mind, psychology, health and healing, food and diet, exercise and fitness, the eastern trap, roles, sharing letting go, leadership, birth and death, coming full circle with our own story, and much more.  I provide mental games to play, guided sessions, and tools all along the way.  We also do a little decoding of popular and current movies and documentaries in the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway.

We’ll look at countless real-life examples so that you can see how any word or topic shifts as we move from the physical, literal perspective through the false mental perspective to the true mental perspective.  Until we make the shift to the true mental perspective, we’re not done with a topic.  Once we’ve made that shift to the true mental realm, whatever we say or do will be just fine.  We’ll no longer be acting, projecting, or manifesting from the false self.  We won’t have any clone characters in our mind anymore.  Our OWN false self will now be supporting our True Self.  Our false self will become our first-cause creative instrument again.  That’s how our minds were naturally designed.

This site is designed to be very dynamic.  You will never outgrow the Gold Circle.  But after you’ve completed it, you will want to move on.  So you can move on to the Golden Gateway.  The Golden Gateway goes deeper into the core programming of our minds; we do some review from different angles, and we decode lots of old and modern stories.  The Golden Gateway also serves as a sort of support network while you’re going through the process of initiation for a less expensive investment.  I keep pushing you to let go, and I keep bringing up new topics and reviewing old ones in new ways.  I also keep holding the vision for your freedom.  I never run out of things to write about.  I don’t think I ever will.  Life on planet earth is very interesting and entertaining.


The Vision

Given that initiation is like nothing else you’ve done before, it’s essential that you come to the Gold Circle with a pioneering, freedom-loving spirit, a truly open mind, and a willingness to move to a whole new perspective of life.  Only join me on this journey to freedom if you feel aligned with my vision.  The vision for the Gold Circle, and the Golden Gateway, is as follows:

The Gold Circle is a real, virtual space carved out of the illusory world, where it is possible and probable that everyone can get free if they are willing to challenge their old beliefs by facing them head on, exposing those beliefs until they know they are false, and letting them all go.  The Gold Circle is an exit from the illusion.  In this space, freedom is the ultimate desire. Freedom includes living a creative, joyful, abundant, healthy life, whereby you create whatever you desire (so long as it is win win for everyone else).  That means that you will be working toward becoming the author, director, editor, producer, and lead actor of your own full-circle life story.  Freedom includes mastering your body and living in perfect health; it also means having extraordinary relationships that work. Freedom means that you have achieved the Greek ultimate state, which was to “Know Thyself.”  Freedom means that you have abundance, and you feel safe and secure in the world regardless of the state of the illusion.  It means that your True Self leads the way so that you are one with the Creator again.  Freedom means that you are one with everyone else in the world at the True Self level of perception, and you recognize that.  It means that you have compassion and caring for others; you no longer judge or want to change others.  Freedom includes the ability to expose the illusion as false with courage and authenticity; that’s the initiate’s gift of unconditional love.  Freedom is having a true vision for your life; and that vision fits perfectly into our greater collective, Heaven on Earth vision. 

Now let me be clear.  As the creator of this site, that is my definition of the Gold Circle and the Golden Gateway.  It is meant to be very expansive.  It offers unlimited potential, but it’s not a guarantee. I offer information, just like you’d read in any book.  I offer techniques that have worked for myself or others.  But they do nothing if you don’t use them to let go.  They also do nothing if you modify them to become like other techniques that you’ve learned within the illusion.  You are going to have to catch any tendency to want to force initiation into your old mindset.  Sadly, this is trickier than it seems because the teachings of the initiates were hijacked by the occult; and much of what I say could sound familiar.  Others say the same words, but with level confusion.  We have to undo that mess as we deprogram our minds.  I expose the occult tricks and traps, but you will have to see them for yourself.  In time, it all works out.  Each time you let go of a belief, your True Self fills the vacuum that’s left in your mind.  One day, your True Self will be leading your mind again.  Your discrimination will be back, and you’ll feel like the creator that you were meant to be.

What you get out of the Gold Circle is up to you. That’s important; and I designed the Gold Circle that way for your benefit.  You’re going to be bringing the story of your life full circle.  You’re going to be making sense of everything that has happened to you in this life or any past life.  You want the credit for your achievement, and you completely deserve it all.  But that means that you also must assume the responsibility if you do nothing or if you diminish the power of a technique by doing it in a way that serves the clone voices in your mind.  You also have to assume responsibility for your past.

If along the way, you decide that you don’t want freedom, don’t feel bad.  That’s fine.  I won’t think any less of you.  I will not even try to convince you to stick around.  If you are one who likes to play games like threatening leaving, don’t bother.  I don’t play games.  You have total freedom in my world.  This is not a cult; no one is going to entrap you.  In fact, the Gold Circle is just the opposite.  Cults are created with beliefs; and we are letting go of all beliefs.

My role as the creator of the Gold Circle is to make sure that whatever goes into the Gold Circle is consistently moving everyone in the direction that I’ve described in the vision statement above.  You may find that at some point, you want to detour into the illusion and live in good and evil, right and wrong, or win and lose. You might find that you don’t want to stop judging something or someone.  Or you could hit a belief system that you don’t want to let go.  I call that hitting a wall. If that happens, you will probably feel uncomfortable in the Gold Circle.  You would be resisting moving closer to freedom in a space that focuses entirely on letting go and freedom.  That’s fine.  Now you must choose.  Do I challenge this wall and let go of more beliefs and illusion; or do I let go of letting go and exit the Gold Circle?  You can’t do both; and if you try, you’ll make yourself very uncomfortable, confused, or even feel like you are going crazy.  You’ll could do damage to your body because your emotions might turn into pain or symptoms; you are holding on when you need to let go.

Everyone is welcome to join the Gold Circle as long as they meet the above recommendations.  You can join even if you left my life, or mentoring program, earlier in an angry rage because you hated what I told you to let go.  I don’t hang on to problems from the past with anyone.  I also never hold on to any judgment toward me from another.  I welcome people back into my life; in fact, I’m always happy when they come back.  I know that people who judged me unfairly in the past simply weren’t being themselves.  They were stuck in the illusion; and they couldn’t understand what I was saying.  That being said, I still stand by whatever I told you to let go.  I still won’t accept your beliefs or practices as true.  Freedom will never include beliefs, not even the beliefs that you think you love.  It will also never include practices that are designed by another.

In the Gold Circle, I’m showing you how to get all the way to freedom, and I don’t take that responsibility lightly.  Thus, I cannot, and will not, even consider including the work of anyone else in this site except to expose the limitations of their belief system.  Quite frankly, most teachers and leaders dilute their work because they look down on the same people they claim to serve.  I don’t look down on anyone.  I don’t spoon-feed people, nor do I make the letting go pill easier to swallow.  You all have a True Self; so I’m not going to baby you.  A big breakthrough often gets down to one very important question, “What don’t you want to let go?”  If you hit something you can’t or won’t let go, you’re stuck until you do decide to let go.  That’s just how the mind works.

You must also understand that you are entering the Gold Circle, at your own risk and responsibility.  In truth, there is no risk.  Beliefs are what create risk; letting go removes all the risk from our lives.  But that is often hard for people to understand or grasp.  I’m not giving you any beliefs.  I’m not programming you.  I’m doing the opposite.  But because of the crazy way we’ve been trained to use our minds, programming often feels comfortable.  People enter into cults all the time without feeling any discomfort.  It’s deprogramming and exposing the beliefs that they got in those cults that’s perceived as uncomfortable.  That’s a lie that you will expose in time.

You will most likely feel lots of emotion in this deprogramming process because we are going to push your beliefs to the surface. You will also get in touch with your true desires; and that brings up old beliefs, false desires, and emotions that are in the way.  Your body might start to act up.  But, pain or symptoms are just another version of emotions.  I’ll help you to see that clearly as we move through the program.

Warning:  The Gold Circle is never a substitute for medical advice. If you need such care, you are encouraged to seek it out immediately. You can always let go later on.  You can’t let go if you are dead.  Also if the Gold Circle ever feels like it is getting too intense, cancel or pause your membership, and take a break.  You won’t hurt my feelings.  I completely understand the normal discomforts of this process.  I’ve been there myself.

Most of the time, we are not in a life threatening situation.  So before you take action, or fix the effects, you usually have the time and space to try to let go.  If letting go doesn’t work for some reason, follow your beliefs to the letter; or get the help you need from someone with authority or expertise in the illusion.  But vow to let go after the fact so that the same situation doesn’t happen to you again.  That results in progress; and any progress is great progress.  Remember, the rest of the world is adding beliefs to their mind every single day; taking anything out of our mind is going to save us from some unwanted effects in the future.  You must let go of your false demands of yourself and your ridiculous desires for absolute perfection.  You are doing something that most people would never think of doing by engaging in initiation.  You are already extraordinary for being willing to even consider initiation.

Your job is to be responsible for your own well being, but also to challenge yourself as much as you can.  In many ways, initiation is a war. It’s a war between your True Self and your old programmed mind…those damn clone characters.  The True Self has no weapons; all it can do is expose the false mind as false.  Initiation is not easy because the false mind, which includes clone characters, has lots of tricks and traps to support its false point of view.  Many of those tricks and traps will be ways of scaring you or upsetting you.  The main weapons of the clone characters are lies that sound true, deception, manipulation, distraction, guilt, shame, blame, fear, and temptation using false desires.  They all work very well when we are indoctrinated into the illusion.

There will absolutely be times when you want to quit.  There will be times when you hate me.  You have to decide moment to moment if you want to continue toward freedom or stop and live within the illusion.  Your commitment is only one month at a time.  If you stop your mind in those emotionally frantic moments, discriminate, and let go, you’ll see that it was just false voices trying to keep control over your mind, body, and life.  The voices might tell you that I’m trying to control you; but if you look closely at what the voices are saying, I’m not.  Those voices are actually trying to control you.  I’m trying to free you.

Let me say this one more time:  You can’t screw up by letting go.  You can’t let go of your True Self.  That is impossible.  If you don’t let go, you’ll just get what you were going to get anyway.  So you’ll see what your beliefs were creating, and now you’ll have the feedback to work on letting go of that topic.  But always realize that letting go never causes problems.  It can’t.  It can only take problems away.  Problems and suffering are all part of the illusion.  If you get problems in initiation, it’s because you are resisting letting go and holding on; that’s normal.  Don’t be hard on yourself when you get problems.  Just get back to letting go.

This is what I know for sure.  Your future will be better than it would have been if you had not let go.  If you remember that, it quiets your “need to get it done right now” voices.  Also, I’ll teach you how to keep score mentally.  That way, you will see your progress more easily.


I Do Want Initiation…How Do I Join?

If after all of that, you still have a question about the program, you can email me by using the contact page on the new site.  Here is the link: httpss://initiation.gatewaytogold.com/contact-cathy/.  You will notice that it says that questions are for members only, but this is the one exception to that restriction.  That being said, I do not answer personal questions or give advice.  Do not tell me your story and ask me what one thing you need to let go.  Letting go doesn’t work like that.  There are no canned answers to problems; I don’t care what others have told you.  One person can have a money problem because of a current relationship with someone who is projecting on them, another might have a bad memory of their parents fighting over money as a child, and another might have signed an oath of poverty in the Catholic church in a past life.  I’m not a mind reader, and I don’t want to falsely connected with your mind to find your specific belief.  I’m finished with that chapter of my life.  So that’s not the win win for our relationship.  The Gold Circle is designed so that you can find your own causal beliefs.  Your independence and freedom is the win win for both of us.

The investment for the Gold Circle is $40 per month.  I lowered the price from $50 after I stopped doing the group calls.  On occasion, I may surprise everyone and do a group call in order to get to know the people in the program.  But I don’t promise them anymore.  It mostly depends on my schedule.

Once you sign up, the billing will happen automatically until you cancel your membership.  Buying a membership assumes that you have read this page, and you agree to what I’ve written.  There are no refunds.  I’m not looking to create an accounting or technical support job for myself.  If this work isn’t fun, I’ll just go do something else.  I don’t need to do this for me; I already know how to get free.  I do this as an act of unconditional love.  But unconditional love doesn’t mean that I must give your false voices what they desire.  It might take some time to get used to that; the illusion is all about conditional love and giving into others when they claim to be right or cry victim.

Getting freedom wasn’t free for me; it was an extensive investment in my mind and my life.  In fact, it was far more expensive than you might even imagine.  If I had not sold a business before engaging in this quest, I could not have afforded the time or the money to discover all of this.  Also, the internet didn’t exist when I did the majority of my research.  I had to travel to libraries and buy books from underground book merchants that came wrapped in brown paper bags with no return address.  Nevertheless, the experience proved to me that anything is possible when your desire is true and you are a persistent fucker.

If money is tight for you at this time, I suggest that you keep working on the free material with a focus on money.  Many people found the money to join my mentoring program, which was much more expensive than the Gold Circle, by doing exactly that.  This is not a charity because charities are fixated on problems.  Consequently, the Gold Circle fees are not tax deductible as charitable contributions.  However, they could be deductible as a business expense if you are an entrepreneur.  I highly encourage entrepreneurship, and we work toward that end in the Golden Gateway.

I hope you love the Gold Circle, and I hope that it helps you to feel part of something that is moving toward freedom for all.  Most important, make this a fun journey.  Take delight in each insight or accomplishment.  Realize that this quest for freedom, and completion of your story, is your life purpose.  If you succeed in freedom, you will have done something that virtually no one else does or has done.  Fuck the 1%.  You will be part of .00001% or less.  So don’t be hard on yourself when the going gets tough.  Know that freedom is possible; and the greatest joy will be knowing that you did this yourself.  No one will ever take that away from you.  No one will ever be able to put you down again.

Now after all of that, if you still want to go on this adventure with me, here is the link: httpss://initiation.gatewaytogold.com

When you get on to the home page, scroll down to the three masks and choose the one that says “Join Gold Circle.”  Before you do that, however, you should scroll down below the masks and explore the letting go prompts and the glossary of terms.  That way, you’ll know where those are, and you can come back to them when you need a break from reading or listening to group calls.  Also, you’ll want to bookmark that site.  It is separate from the normal gatewaytogold.com website.  So if you don’t bookmark it, you’ll have to come back to this article to access it.  I don’t display the link to the new site in obvious places because I want to keep the traffic to members only.  In addition, after you login, you will return to the home page.  Now you must select the articles from the top menu bar.  You don’t automatically go to the articles.  That is because you may want to play with the glossary or the letting go prompts.

You are about to take a huge step to a life that you probably never imagined.  Enjoy the journey.  I’m happy to have you with me.  Life is great outside of the illusion.


Much love, Cathy


I don’t ask people for testimonials.  I get a lot of thank you notes, and I get a fair number of apologies when people blame letting go for something that someone in their past actually caused; but I don’t usually think to post them publicly.  They often have private information in them.  Nevertheless, they are always sweet to receive.  Most people just want to tell me how letting go has helped them.  They thank me for giving them their life back.  People get different things out of letting go.  But the notes always share the same sentiment that they’ve come back home or found something rare like a diamond or a piece of gold.  Most acknowledge that they aren’t totally “there” yet, but they now realize that they are traveling in the direction that they always wanted to go.

There is something I call a point of no return.  People often write to me when they hit that point.  It’s when you are so clear about initiation that you know you can’t ever go back to your old way of thinking or living.  You don’t want to go back; there is nothing that the illusion offers anymore.  I thought I’d share a few sample emails that I’ve received. I’ve removed the names from each of them; they were all actually fine with me publishing their names, but I just feel better keeping people who write to me anonymous.

This was unique email from someone that I mentored for a while, and then a few years past.  Eventually, they joined the Gold Circle.  It provides some sound advice for someone participating in the Gold Circle.

I have known Cathy for almost 10 years. I have seen her writing and life change as she moves to freedom. Cathy uses her writing and practices. Not only is she showing you how you can do this yourself, but she uses letting go, western mediation, the truth, win/win and many other techniques to live from the mental prospective.

Initially, I took Cathy’s words into my mind and knew they were true but did not do the work. Yes, there is work that only you can do. Her writing helps you to achieve life from the mental level, with unconditional love and the truth. By reading what Cathy wrote, I let go of roles: mother, daughter, wife, teacher, whatever. I have a 20 year old daughter. I let go of the mother role with her years ago. We don’t always agree. She is a creative adult with her own life. I don’t try to control that or give her advice. She reflects, and I let go of what I feel (emotion)…good or bad. My physical relationship is closer with her than ever. No, we don’t live together, but we have unconditional love that all parents want with their children.

I’m glad I gave the Gold Circle a try. We do connect with our wisdom if we do the mental work. Thank you, Cathy.

Here’s another comment that is interesting because it focuses on judgment.  People don’t realize that judgment is very unproductive and even unhealthy for us.  It causes problems in all areas of our life.  But our false minds won’t tell us that.  By letting go of judgment, you come to realize the price you pay for engaging in such thinking.

Joining Cathy’s programs was the best decision I ever made.  It’s hard to describe how much it helped me.  One example of something it helped me with was judgment.   It was a topic that looked like it should be easy to resolve, but it wasn’t for me. I couldn’t seem to get rid of the labels I had given others and the ones others had given me.

Enter Cathy; she discusses the topic in many different ways. By the end of the Gold Circle, judgment didn’t rule my life the same way anymore. I realized that some things I labeled judgment weren’t even judgment and thoughts I didn’t originally see as judgment actually were.  It was shocking at times, but that’s what made the Gold Circle so great; its material I’ve never read anywhere else.  It gives you a pure perspective on so many topics and the comfort to explore them in your own life at your own pace.

This was a comment from someone who uses letting go in her work as an artist.  It gives you an idea of what might be a preview of coming attractions for you.  I’ve watched her work improve and watched as her art has come to support her financially while she has been letting go

I let go every morning before I go to the easel. I have to let go of the words and thoughts before painting. I don’t want to put emotions or concepts or anything like that on to the canvas. It’s quite difficult to explain to people because for most people art is conceptual. Modern art seems to be more about talking about it, conveying ideas or concepts, or marketing. I don’t have words to explain my painting, other than it’s beyond or behind words.  If there are words or beliefs swirling around in my mind that I haven’t yet let go of, I don’t paint. I’ve just realized that those beliefs or thoughts would be the last thing I want to put on the canvas, nor do I want to strengthen that reality. It’s quite lovely being free of beliefs and then seeing what I come up with from within.

This one was from a gamer who has a unique point of view.  A lot of gamers are attracted to my work; they often game because they were misunderstood by nearly everyone.  Gamers often love my decodes of movies, especially “The Matrix.”  Most people don’t notice that Neo never gets rid of his neck portal, but Mr. Smith does.  So who is actually free?  Nevertheless, it was a fun movie to decode; and it really helped people to see how easily they have fallen into other people’s false illusory traps.

I’ve been letting go for more than 7 years and it’s the greatest thing ever…this is what I was always looking for in my life that was missing and has answered EVERY question that I had been seeking to resolve in my life.

By using Cathy’s material to let go, I’ve sorted out areas in every aspect of my life that I can think of that used to be a mess or confusing to me. I haven’t gone to a doctor in many years because letting go has shown me how to use my emotions properly; I’m actually able to find the real causes which are the beliefs that made me sick in the first place. Cathy’s material (through her articles, group calls, and mentoring) has all helped me to become healthier, happier, and so much more honest. I have much more freedom in my life and my relationships feel way more meaningful and authentic.

One of my favorite articles that Cathy wrote was her decode of the popular movie, “The Matrix.” To be honest, all of her articles are amazing; but this particular article jumped out at me because when I originally saw that movie, I really identified with the main character: Neo. But by the time I finished reading her article, I could see how there were so many beliefs that I had accepted that prevented me from seeing a totally different perspective. By the end of the movie, I was wishing I had identified more with Mr. Smith.

The last thing I want to say is letting go is so much easier than all of the techniques and people I’ve followed and trusted in the past. It really is a natural thing, but it’s been hard to see sometimes because of how much knowledge I’d learned before letting go that I thought was necessary when it actually wasn’t. It really is unschooling of the mind and as more time goes by I’m feeling more and more like myself. It’s hard to explain everything because it’s such a part of my lifestyle now; but I can say that Cathy is a very loving person and has given so much to help others have freedom.