CL: Beliefs, Emotions, Going Deeper

By Cathy • April 19th, 2018

Acting Vs. Creating

I included this last person because it summarizes everything we’ve covered above.  Also, I get a lot of questions on health problems.  I think this example demonstrates something that might break up the hold that the medical community has over people.  People have trouble letting go around health problems because they are so psychologically reversed regarding disease.  We are taught that disease is real and true; we put labels on diseases.  No one see disease as simply emotions on steroids.

When the  person thinks of a disease label, they feel enormous emotion (they label that emotion fear); and they don’t catch that the emotion means they are thinking false.  They often think that disease just happens.  Disease is nothing more than creating falsely in second cause.  Our Goddess is saying, “Get back on your fucking path dumb fuck.”  Emotions have not gotten our attention.  We’ve not been letting go.  Remember all labels are false, and a diagnosis is nothing but a label.  To leave the illusion and get to real health, you have to keep that North Star on freedom…no labels, no lies (beliefs).  That’s how you get to freedom and true health; it is part of life outside of the illusion.

Many people created a real mess of their minds when they participated in self help and New Age.  They got pretty locked into second-cause creating.  Creating got too serious and methodical.  Creating became about knowledge, not wisdom.  They got tied into the occult without realizing it.  The occult is about creating with beliefs.  It is fake creating.  If you have that in your past, you might be reading what I say through that filter, and you are not getting what I’m saying.  You still hold creation in your mind in a false way.  You still think that some of your beliefs might be true, especially if they sound nice or good.  Remember how that fake creator sounded in the Truman Show.  Nice usually means fake.

Look at how people are taught to create in the those self-help/New Age groups.  You want a new car so you visualize the car over and over again; often they tell you to generate emotion (to get excited), and you might even affirm, “I have a new car.”  You in essence lie to yourself; you tell yourself you have something that you don’t.  This is like those early tribal people generating emotion with music and dance so that it will rain.  That is where this way of creating came from.  It was born out of fear that one’s needs would not be provided for by Mother Earth.  Creating seems to require action, or we have to please the God/Goddess in some way to get what we want or need.  These beliefs don’t necessarily come up unless you ask, why do I think I need to say an affirmation or visualize to get what I want.  I tell people all the time, “You have got to go deeper.  You are on the surface of your beliefs.

Once you accept this way of creating to get what you want, to get that car, your mind is also going to do that for what you don’t want.  So your mind starts saying, “I have a disease” when it doesn’t.  You feel emotion.  You think the emotion means that the disease is manifesting because you told yourself that you created with emotions when you got all excited about that damn car.  Do you see that?

You must take your belief system apart and let go of your way of falsely creating.  A person raised purely on religion doesn’t have the same belief system.  They think God creates their life; they are mistaken too because it is really the false masculine in their lives that is creating their life.  God is just the director of their story, like Truman’s god.  The creator of your illusion is not the same as the creator of you, or your True Self.

You also might have come to believe that beliefs create on their own.  So you became scared of beliefs.  You don’t want to be around people who have beliefs; you fear their cooties will jump into your mind.  This comes from false beliefs too.  Beliefs don’t actually create on their own; they are just thoughts.  Likewise, emotions don’t create.  Emotions just mean that you are thinking a belief that isn’t true.  All of the confusion comes from the occultists; and they have gained enormous power in everyone’s minds because of self help and New Age.  But we can move out of their collective occult illusion by realizing that they are spewing false.  We catch where our mind tries to create that way.

It is the life force from the True Self flowing through our beliefs that create.  The True Self doesn’t flow through second-cause thought; that is why it requires hard work to create that way.

So this is why I suggest that you ask yourself, “How do I get what I get?”  “How do I create?”  “How do I get what I want?”  These questions bring up these old beliefs that you picked up along the way.  You create everything in the same way…positive and negative, good and evil, wanted and unwanted.  When you see that, you can get back to pure creation more easily.

Awhile ago, I brought up the movie, “Theory of Everything.”  It was the life story of Stephen Hawking, starring Eddie Redmayne.  It was on HBO last night, so I watched it again.  Redmayne is what makes the movie.  You forget that it is not Stephen Hawking; in fact, Stephen Hawking said that he thought he was watching himself.  Here is the trailer below in case you want to review it.


Eddie won an OSCAR for that performance, and it was so deserved.  Shortly after winning the OSCAR, I saw him at the Santa Barbara Film Festival.  He (and his costar in “Theory of Everything“) were interviewed for two solid hours; and there was a large discussion about how he embodied that part so well.  He said that he worked on the part for months.  He studied Stephen himself, met with him, and even went to hospices to study real ALS patients.  He spent a lot of time around sick people, but he didn’t get sick.  It seems that he wasn’t thinking about disease; he was observing them so that he could choreograph the movements.  He was listening to them talk so he could speak in the same way.  He was being creating a character that was very interesting to him.

While filming, he had to contort his body for hours each day.  Playing the part was physically and mentally grueling.  However, he was in perfect health on the stage speaking to us; his body was perfectly normal again.  He did say that it took awhile to undo the pain that was created by holding those weird positions for so long each day.  That makes sense.  But he didn’t get ALS even though he was playing the part of someone with ALS.

To create a disease, we have to hold the disease as true.  We often make it part of our identity.  When people talk about disease, they will say “my …..”  In a weird way, we have to want to create that disease or restriction.  We forget that we are just acting.  We forget how to use our mind and what our emotions actually mean.  We turn the character into our identify.  Then the actor can’t let go; it can’t shake off the role or character when the filming or play is done.

If we want the experience then it isn’t a bad experience even if it is a disease.  Ada needed the brain surgery to get to Ada from within her illusion.  So if something like that comes up, it isn’t going to kill us if we know where we want to go.  Some of this is caused by the fear of dying…we’ve seen others who had an illness and died.  But they weren’t going for freedom.  They were no longer controlling their destination.  That is why I tell you to take charge of your destination.  Just start with that.

Often people want disease for false reasons…payoff.  But they could also want a disease to push them to go within…to remove them from the outside influences.  Disease can help us to switch directions.  If we can let go, then we’d not need disease to get where we want to go.

Eddie Redmayne was around lots of people with ALS, and he was playing the part of someone with this disease for a very long time.  If beliefs were creative, in and of themselves, he would have gotten the disease, right?  But he didn’t.  He knew he was playing a part; he was acting.  He understood that he created the discomfort in his body by holding himself in unnatural positions.  So when he stopped holding himself in a strange way, the pain disappeared.  It is easy to see how he created, and easy to see how he stopped creating.  You don’t have to destroy the disease or problem.  You just have to stop creating it.  If Redmayne had identified with his role, he may have had health problems.  He didn’t become Stephen Hawking.  He was more like Ada than Peter and Sunny.  Eddie Redmayne was himself playing Stephen Hawking in a way that astounded us.  He moved out of actor and into creator; but he was very clear what he was creating.  It wasn’t a disease.

Peter and Sunny got stuck in their illusions; their illusions became to real for them.  They accepted the character’s beliefs as the truth; or more likely, the character they played validated their already existing beliefs.  So they couldn’t just change clothes and return to being themselves.  The character was a messenger for them.  If we can’t let a character go, we share beliefs with that character.  That’s true for our inner characters.  If you let the shared beliefs go, you no longer need the character.

The truth requires no work to create.  Our True Self creates effortlessly.  That seems to good to be true, or too easy, when you’ve always created with mental or physical effort.  So you have to let go of the beliefs you have about hard work.  You won’t create from the truth if you have second-cause beliefs that you hold as true.  Second-cause creation is creation with an opposite; what we create in that way is always an illusion.  We don’t feel that flow when we create in that way because second-cause creating is split creating.  It is magnetic creating.  It is false creating.

When Eddie Redmayne was done with “Theory of Everything,” he dropped all his beliefs about how to contort his body and look like Stephen Hawking.  He was done.  He was back to being Eddie.  If you are stuck in any way, you are still playing a role, being a character that you don’t want to be.  Only letting go will get you out of that illusion.  So you have to let go of the tendency to solve such things in the old ways.  The clones won’t like that, but tough shit.  It isn’t their mind or their life.  Everything we’ve been taught about creation is false.  I don’t want you to put what I say on top of that mess.  I just want you to feel comfortable letting go of all those wolves in sheep’s clothing.  They are clones who want to run your life and your body until you do like Truman.  You ignore them; and you take the exit to freedom.



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